#capri rambles

Please, I beg. You guys ever read that one quote that goes "For someone who was very in love with words, it's funny how often I fail to use them"???? that's exactly how I feel for Riddle's character cause bro wdym he makes me want to dig a hole and go bury myself alive???????

I know I don't write for him a whole lot, even before, but it's probably because I know I won't be able to write him right? Like idk I try to be normal istg I do but MANNN NAW

Should I live-read it through posts here? Hmmm…maybe documenting it would keep me sane because of what I’m in right now I might need it.

Initial thoughts:

- We know nothing from Damen, only who is his brother, his father and why his fate decided is to be one worst than death. Which truly is worst. Apparently even the servants betrayed him??? At least, betrayed by the palace master of slaves.

- I see we’re in for a brutal story. The descriptions are rich and I’m really feeling sad for Damen, who despite the circumstances (and his own strength) was seized, sized and drugged to be put in a ship across the sea.

- Did I said that I feel for Damen already?

꧁༺ Capricorn and childhood ༻꧂:

Capricorns appreciate the value of memories and roots, because the experiences of this phase are often symbolically relived throughout life. They tend to revisit childhood as a construct that shaped their personality.

Happy 32, my Goat🍀

Pls. Pls. Pls. Jesus saves. Bro. His tits?! I wanna bite them so bad. Imagine the feeling of that soft, tense muscle beneath your teeth!!!

Periods free my ass...

I took the 1st opportunity I had which was this morning to go on a walk bc here you can do kilometers by the beach and I thought "I'm out of shape, let's settle on 12km... 6 in, 6 back. " 2KM IN: CRAMPS... it hurt more than any day of last week, so I sat down. Thankfully, the view is gorgeous, the blue of the sea so vivid, but it's not stopping...

I'm wearing a reusable pad bc I don't trust my body enough to stop wearing anything as soon as it stops (I usually keep wearing smth for 3 days) so for that I know I'm good and safe to come back clean but each bench I thought "do I sit and rest? do I sit and rest?" But I knew that had I done that I wouldn't have reached back the caravan so I kept going...

I know I was looking like a freak on the way back as I kept hitting my ovaries to feel physical pain rather than that pain, barely being able to focus on breathing... once I reached home, I still didn't sit down.

I knew I had to take painkillers and change into pants that weren't cutting through my lower belly 1st or I was gone (as in I was so sure I would pass out despite it happening only 6 times so far in my life from periods).