I can nveer decide if its. Better or worse having such similar lifes to my old one. Like i love my comfort and familiarity. I love my bedroom and decorations i love living with john and our cats and. Even one cat looks like frigglish :,) and i have my dirnks and smokes. And my nice clothes. Hell i even lookso similar to how i used to.
But then igo to do. Something i used to know hwo to do and i dont know it. I goto text my firends but theyre all in new lives again too. Whichim so happy were all here again out thereven somehwer wbut daaammnnn its disorienting and heartbrekking for a gurl ;(
Things are so same but sooo different. It throws me off sometimed andmakes me feel a little sad. Oh well atleast i can have the same coping mechs ami right ladies ;D *sips cocktail*














