#canlocaride

Bah humbug. Idk. I don't think I'm going to jump into it too quickly. I have been thinking about it and there's obviously good and bad. He hasn't decided yet because his uncle just died and emotions just might be high right now so I said to take a week break with no contact and see, because I don't know how I feel about it yet either, although he was leaning towards getting back together.

Dragging me along? Not sure....I'm certain we're going to discuss it more before finalizing anything. My sister said to make sure he proves himself as well so think I'll be doing that too.

dontpanictilyouhaveto said: But he was a jerk tho?

I think from an outsider's perspective it can seem that way. Maybe he's just a really nice guy that knows how to be a jerk without being a jerk. I'm going to address it when we talk for sure.

Obviously everyone has their best interest and is looking out for me. I appreciate all of the thoughts and advice, it does help. But I also can't disregard how I've felt/feel about him too. I never want to be that girl who is hung up over on somebody that didn't seem to care, and I assure you that I won't be (even though it seemed like it). Most of what I post/tell people is out of anger and so all anybody ever hears is our problems and not how our relationship really was, I guess you can say. I bounced back quick (a week! yay!) and am fine, and have been fine without him the past two weeks. I did also express when we broke up that I still liked him though, and there was absolutely nothing wrong with the relationship to begin with (hence a reason why it might sway me toward getting back together). He said he thinks he made a rash decision and was being stubborn afterward to realize later on how much he missed me/wanted me in his life.

But we won't know until next weekend probably. In the case that we do get back together, I hope you all understand why (you probably won't lol). It might last, it might not. Who knows - because things change. And if we do break up later on, I'm sure it will be a mutual decision, or one of us did something awful (but I think we're too good of people to cheat on each other). Plus I don't think it'll be too heartbreaking as it was.