Walking yes indeed...
So I was taking a walk on this beautiful day in my ripped jeans, & shirt that is really part of a s PJ set. It is thin black sleeved and grey...with the saying *I Woke up this way...FABULOUS* so why am a describing a shirt? I was walking past this really tall skinnyish guy with a young girl I could not tell if she was a sister or daughter he had shades on and I really don't make a lot of eye contact with people or look at them at all which was a problem when I was working in retail and cursed myself for not at least doing a quick glance at the person I was helping as they get away from me sometimes and I would have a hard time finding them...Male...seen a White arm...maybe Black shirt...could be Navy...sounded in his 50s. You would think this is something one can not do but it has been a habit..quirk..all my life. I have to literally force myself to keep eye contact or look at someone...even loved ones get this from me time to time has bugged the crap out of Laura who when driving us was like why are you not looking at me I am talking to you.. what the heck are you staring at? I would just stare straight ahead listening...I mean she has the right to make sure I am listening as I do tend to get in my head...especially when driving just sitting in the passangers seat watching life relaxes me. I swear if I had the money I would just take a bunch of Ubers around I like to see how the drivers act and their music taste and just staring out the windows at the world. ANYWAYS off track the guy said to me Nice shirt...and I just said Thanks...but What I really wanted to do is ask what he liked about it was it the saying? The small holes in it? Did he even see what the words said across my chest? Just making conversation? I am jaded and have a hard time taking a compliment made me feel weird not flattered and got a weird vibe from him reminded me of this guy from school I went with. So that was My not Laura human contact for the day CHECK I even smiled CHECK lol I don't know why I even felt like posting this...I also felt like saying that Bright ass Blue Polo looks very Dapper against your pale skin man I really should have said THAT. Lack of sleep is doing a number on my emotions Up Down around ♡
