#camswers

i understand if you're angry or upset, and i wanted to say i'm really sorry. the whole disappearing act thing was totally uncool, but i miss you. and i'm so sorry. not that you have to forgive me or anything, but i guess i just wanted to reach out and uh, try to clear the air. or something

Knox. You're back.

It's pretty hypocritical of you to say you'd want to take care of me when you left so suddenly, without a word or a phonecall or a letter or anything. I'd have settled for a fucking carrier pigeon.

HI! I’m so happy you’re interested in it! The idea has been stuck in my head for WEEKS;;; anyway... as of now the whole zine thing is something that I just kinda want to exist, but I guess in order to properly get the project started I’d like to have a mod or two besides myself to just get the gears going and to get the ground work done (zine name, theme, making graphics, setting time frames— all that good stuff)!

- @meeksiesblog

I had to ask... Charlie what this meant and he sent me this?

a.) actually excel academically in school and further my education to eventually make something of myself ORRR

b.) become a stripper

hmmmmm decisions, decisions...very tough indeedy

-🪼⋆｡𖦹° anon

Well, um...

I think you should do what makes you happy and what is a reasonable choice. There's a lot of things that can happen between A and B, keep that in mind as well. It doesn't have to be one or the other, or either one of them at all...

You dont specifically need to excel in school to live a happy, content life. And if your dream is to become a stripper, I support that. Though, you'll have to consider it is both a physically and mentally demanding job.

If not... You should study well and try to see where that goes. Whatever you decide to do, I support you :)

Also hello Cameron, how have you been doing? I'm sorry we haven't really spoken in awhile...

@a-poets-journal

Happy Halloween, Todd!

That's alright... It's difficult to maintain a friendship when I'm overseas in a different timezone. And you have other things to worry about. How are you? The poets? Neil?

I'm doing alright, honestly. Strangely, my head has seemed a lot clearer over here. It might just be because I've taken a step back from things and can now clearly see what's important and what's not. I've talked to my mother since she sent me here, and I think I might be returning soon.

Not annoying at all if you wanna talk more about him you can!!!

Also take a break from studies you must be tired!

Love,

~sunshine

Yes, I do! Me and @obknoxious-overstreet haven't been dating for long, but I'm really, really happy to be allowed to call him my boyfriend. The word alone makes me feel like I'm floating.

Yesterday, while we were watching Neil's performance, he held my hand throughout the entire show. I don't think I've ever blushed for such a long time. Though, it felt nice. And really comforting.

Don't give me permission to talk more about him, I fear that if I started I wouldn't be able to stop. I could fill books with the thoughts I have of him.

i have some news!! GET READY

- @the-peoples-princess-perry ;)