#camoposting

One of the downsides of being a system is the wallet situation. I can't just buy one set of pride stickers as all our identities are different. We need the whole set.

Rusty fronted today during work (We're a cashier) and almost immediately, when a little kid asked for the receipt (they were with their mom, their mam wanted them to ask maybe, or maybe the kid likes receipts) drew a cute cat on it. The kid was delighted, as they left they were showing it to everyone and saying, "Kitty".

Camo apparently gets really anxious after drinking coffee, this happened in work so Rusty started fronting since Camo felt like shit. Rusty fronted for about 2 hours tops and then disappeared, bringing Camo back to front, who began feeling like shit again an anxious jittery mess. System struggles 😔

Our mam was asking us to tell our sister something and began the question as, "Would you tell-" and for some reason I fully believe she was about to say Rusty because Camo was fronting. We are not out to anyone, let alone our mother about being plural.

Very funny how often Rusty will front after a coffee or energy drink. Yes I know you are a buzzing ball of energy but you don't have to front just because we have an excess.

Somedays we still think we're faking being a system despite the fact that the clothes we (Rusty) wore loved yesterday are incredibly dysphoric and repulsive to me (Camo) today. Maybe one day we'll stop doubting ourselves.