@calvaried || closed
holidays are rough. at least, that's what all the distressed self-help books on her coffee table say, somewhere under the blank post-it notes and scribbled-out lists and ripped-apart envelopes. helena's sister always said she opened mail like a raccoon going through the garbage. deborah doesn't say much of anything anymore, of course. so boxing day finds agent harper sprawled on her couch with a third bottle of miller lite held loosely in her grasp, and a boxing match on the tv just for the noise. that's funny, at least. boxing on boxing day.
not that she needs noise to fill the air in her apartment. a cigarette rests on a plate-turned-ashtray, and the wisp of smoke rising from it curls into the clouds of smoke and dust and general neglect that keep her nice and cozy in her wallowing. the blinds have a telltale skin of dust over them-- they haven't been opened in a long time-- and the whole scene is lit by the television and one dim yellow lamp. she sighs, glancing at a christmas card on the table, then focuses on the cracks in her wall. some fleeting, angsty metaphor comes to mind about foundations crumbling and is anything worth saving? but that's too pathetic even for her, so she thinks instead about nothing, letting the thick air bring her into its haze.









