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puoi rimaner deluso, ma non si smette di cercar calore solo perché ci si è scottati
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In the Calore household one day
Child Cal: Wow, I'm so excited to get married to my soulmate and raise a family together with her and get a little cottage in the woods maybe with no responsibilities other than our happy little life
Tiberias: Uh, yeah about that. You're going to be forcibly married to someone at 19 who you despise and you won't get to choose who it is, then your child will be determined by the council when you have it and then they will be watched and trained to inherit the crown that you have no choice in having. You'll just get it one day and then you will have to make every decision for the kingdom all on your own.
Cal: What
Tiberias: And there's no way to get out of it because your mom and I signed over a deal with the high houses dooming you to this fate that you will grow to despise. Lol, sorry.
Cal: WHAT
Godi di ogni momento come fosse l'utimo
Come lo spieghi, il bisogno immenso del calore di un abbraccio.
-Eseildomanidosseieri.
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Prima neve
La neve scende senza fretta,
come un sussurro che attecchisce nell’anima.
Ogni fiocco è una pausa concessa al mondo,
un silenzio che si posa
e trasforma il rumore in attesa.
I tetti, i rami, le strade stanche
si lasciano coprire,
diventano più semplici, più veri,
quasi sacri sotto questo velo bianco
che non giudica, ma accoglie.
Guardo, e nel guardare imparo:
la bellezza non ha bisogno di correre.
Esiste nella lentezza di ciò che cade
senza sapere dove arriverà,
fidandosi del tempo.
Dentro, il camino respira luce e calore,
il fuoco racconta storie
di pazienza e trasformazione.
Tra le mani, una cioccolata calda
è promessa di conforto,
piccola felicità che basta.
Così è la vita:
a volte neve che ferma,
a volte fuoco che custodisce.
E noi, nel mezzo,
chiamati a restare,
a osservare,
a scaldarci il cuore
mentre il mondo, lentamente,
diventa nuovo.
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Anabel was arguably a worst mom than Elara
SPOILERS OF KC, WS AND... YOU KNOW WHAT THE WHOLE SERIES GONNA BE SPOILERED IN HERE AND THIS WILL BE FREAKING LONG SO HOLD YOUR HORSES
I feel like we don't talk enough abt that but Anabel was AWFUL to everyone in her family incluiding Tiberias, Cal, and Maven. First things first, Tiberias had a drinking problem EVEN BEFORE HE MET CORIANE. So either Anabel didn't know or she enabled his addiction; needless to say, Elara would have NEVER LET THAT HAPPEN TO HER SON. Besides that, Anabel was just neglectful raising Tiberias; he was literally going to be KING, and she didn't raise him to be it AT ALL. Tiberias as king only knew how to follow the 'if the reds provoke us, we oppress them twice as hard' recipe and literally had no idea how to be king past that, that and the fact that he was a complete manipulatable idiot. Needless to say again: Elara would've never. As if all of this wasn't bad enough, Anabel went even further and completely ABANDONED HER OWN SON ONCE HE MARRIED ELARA FREAKING MERANDUS! Mind you, ANABEL KNEW FREAKING WELL ELARA WAS NUTS, maybe not THAT NUTTED IN THE HEAD, but she knew VERY WELL how dangerous she was, so much so that SHE LEFT COURT TO PROTECT HERSELF, leaving her own son, who, btw, again, was an idiot, completely at Elara's mercy. There again, you can argue that she surely did not expect Elara to try and kill Tiberias, but you CANNOT TELL ME she did not see her trying to mess with Tiberias's head or even Cal's and Maven's! Elara was LITERALLY KNOWN for using her powers against other silvers far beyond what was approved; TIBERIAS HIMSELF SAID SO TO CORIANE in Broken Throne. Either she didn't see it coming and is a complete idiot (which we both know she wasn't, because if she really believed Elara wouldn't do so, why did she leave court?) Or she simply abandoned her son and grandson in the hands of Elara, consciously knowing all the dangers she was putting them through; there's no way to work around that. There again: ELARA WOULD NEVER DO THAT. Call it what you want, but at least Elara was with Maven through thick and thin. She would HAVE NEVER ABANDONED HIM, especially with a woman she knew was dangerous, not even over her dead body (literally).
Now that we established how awful of a mother she was let's move to how awful of a GRANDMOTHER SHE WAS, ignoring the fact that she let her own grandkids in the hands of Elara cause we already disclosed that let's move on how she failed Cal. Let we get this straight so you - A DOWAGER QUEEN BTW - saw YOUR GRANDSON be falsely accused of murder, senteced to death, being actively hunt for his head and you saw all that and you did NOTHING???????????????? And I meant it: SHE DONE NOTHING And we know that cause if she did Elara would surely have known that and Anabel would be directly sent to Corvium alongside every silver who doubted Maven's reign. She wasn't even in a mile radius of that shit cause both Elara and Maven knew that she would do SHIT for Cal's situation. The ONLY MOMENT where she took iniciative to 'help' Cal was when Maven broke off the engagement with Evangeline and she saw an opportunity to get Cal on the crown. Before she saw an opportunity to have Cal on the throne Cal didn't even got a 'wish you well' letter, and the whole way she put Cal on the crown's way - not to play the Calore's advocate but already doing so - was manipulative to the MAXIMUM. Not only that but during the whole WS Anabel didn't made A MOVE to try and make Cal a better king, in fact many times she acted without him even knowing like when she contacted Iris and trated Volo for their help. It was clear she didn't want Cal to be king, she just wanted him to be a puppet so she could play king herself. And don't even get me started on how she failed Maven. Tiberias at least had the excuse that she was lowkey sort of blind to how messed up Elara was and Cal was a literal a CHILD, but excuse does Anabel has? Again, she was one of the most aware of how dangerous Elara was, it was OBVIOUS that she was going to mess up with Maven's head and she done NOTHING. Again don't want to excuse Elara here but Anabel was one of the only people that could have saved Maven before it was too late and she deliberately choose to be a bystander and then got mad when the price of her conivence cost her more than she thought it would. Then again, all this rant does NOT AT ALL MEAN I THINK ELARA IS A GOOD PERSON NOR A GOOD MOM. She was awful LET'S GET THIS CLEAR. But hamilton style this has to be said: "But when all is said and all is done, Elara loved Maven, Anabel only 'loved' when it came with a crown'"
Io ero il fuoco: viva, ardente, capace di dare luce e calore. Lui invece era ombra, presenza silenziosa che assorbiva tutto senza mai restituire nulla. Mi stringeva, ma non per proteggermi: era un abbraccio che consumava, che mi spegneva poco a poco. Io ardevo di sentimento, mi lasciavo incendiare pur di sentire qualcosa, mentre lui restava intatto, distante, immobile.
Alla fine ho compreso che non era amore quello che vivevo, ma il mio incendio che si infrangeva contro il suo vuoto. E oggi, guardando questa tela, so che quelle fiamme non erano una condanna: erano la mia forza, la prova che so ancora bruciare, anche quando tutto intorno a me è solo buio.
©️ art by Denholm Berry
Non sai quanto vorrei potermi riposare nel calore di un abbraccio e lasciar cadere finalmente tutti i pesi che sento dentro, riempire i polmoni del profumo di chi amo e sentire il cuore che si riprende i suoi colori.
zoe, ho bisogno solo di amore e di tempo.