#calishi

It's getting heavy. No more anime, videogames or even reading random books for fun.

All that for money. I wonder if it's worth it but my parents are both retiring this year so I must.

God wants me to choose and I hate him for that.

The more I blog about Beyoncé,

The shittier my day has been.

We fought for your students rights, peacefully manifested for 3 years.

Why has it come to this?

Tonight we are divided, we lost a Quebecer.

Poor man paid for a society and its leaders who have all lost their minds.

Let's hope we heal.

"I knew they did not care. But living it and feeling the amount of fucks not given to what my people are going through. I’m angered. I’m doubting what I’m doing here, if it not just living in lust and bullshit. Even if a police officer gunned me down they will not care. I rather die on my feet than die on my knees. I will return, where I belong. Here I fight just for them to consider me. Fuck that. I’m not the problem here, your blatant racist white supremacist bullshit is. And go ahead and storm me with what racism or sexism is... Since my black womanhood clearly doesn't have a clue. You know what? Your pity is disgusting and I don’t need it. Go hide and die behind your whiteness."

I wrote this about 3 months ago in Canada. Now in my hometown in West Africa I'm kinda shocked at the amount of anger I had in me. White man's world made me lose my mind.

At least here, I feel in peace with myself.