#calendar synesthesia

so what i basically have is the one where all the letters/numbers have colors associated with them. and i have the one where the calendar is like got its own shape? ill expand on that later. first though is my letters/numbers. ill tell you what is what:

A- red like very true red/fire engine red B- blue like your standard primary color representation C- yellow, same. the first three are the primary colors basically D- green like bright green, but not neon or like light E- this 1 is tricky cause it can be two different colors both at the same time and not. mostly it is a light-medium pink, like in the word "Extra." in the word "peace" or "direction" it's both blue and pink F- Purple but not deep, more a touch lavender G- dark purple H- Green, like grass i guess I- white J- yellow but different than C bc C is more pure yellow where J is warmer  K- blueish/grey more grey than blue tho L- Yellow, cooler than J but not as cool as C M- red, like a subdued sophisticated red, a hit of purple N- orange O- white P- pink but not as soft as E, kinda orangey Q- red, brighter and more red than M but not like A R- purple, in between F and G S- red that is a little orange but not reall much at all T- Green, more of a teal than D but not like a true blue teal U- red kinda like M but not as dark, no orange tones but no purple either V- Yellow, warmer than L but not as warm as J W- white/blue X- black/purple but mostly black Y- Purple close to F but warmer Z- Yellow in between V and J

0- white 1- white but different than 0 in a way I cant explain? 2- yellow like if you mixed my C and V together ha 3- sky blue 4- purple lighter than R 5- an orange a bit redder than M 6- red, less orange more pink 7- green, subdued 8- purple, warmer than 4 9- pink bright light flamingo pink so yeah and sometimes words mix their colors differently like Harry overall to me is a dark green bc of the darkness of the two R's but its surprisingly not dominantly purple, now all the colors are still there tho. while i consider Harry to be a green word i dont see it soley as green. idk. 

but yeah thats the grapheme part of it. as far as the calender goes, basically i have a picture in my head of where the months are oriented spacially. my calendar is really plain but i like it cause it makes sense to me. whenever i think about what time of year it is i know where we are. mine looks like a rectangle with december and june being rectangles that form the parallel lines that are the top and bottom of the whole year, if that makes sense. and all the other months are squares that make up the sides.

my view of a week has a similar concept, its just

frid thurs wed tues sat sun mon

but it evens out so its a rectangle 

my moms calendar makes a lot less sense and is not symmetrical. its harder two explain esp. cause its not mine. i have a hard enough time explaining my own lol.