To my Dearest Hornton,
I am aware by the time this letter reaches you, I will no longer be in this world. Crowley intends to send me back, while it is true that I made it clear I missed my world, I've come to a bitter realization that there has never been a time that I've considered it home. Not like here, with you I must apologize, if anything, for not letting you know before. I afraid I am and have always been a coward. Too much of coward to tell you, too much a of a coward to not admit I don't want to leave you twisted wonderland anymore. I can only hope you wouldn't hate me for this, would it be selfish for me to hope you would keep me in mind? To hope that I could come back? If so, may the black carriage find me again, so it can bring me back to you. Yours,
Yuu
