By Kit 'Chinchilla' and Jacob 'Pyrite'
Kit (Chinchilla) and Jacob (Pyrite) completed a honeymoon thru-hike on the PCT in 2011. They shared their photos and essays at thehungryhoneymoon.wordpress.com. Ā
It is interesting just how much difference a year can make in the level of difficulty of hiking the PCT. Ā When I crossed Dick's Pass in July, 2009, the summit was completely clear of snow. Ā The photo from Mt. Whitney in the prior post, documents the very different reality that 2012 hikers will face with a far lower snow pack than Chinchilla and Pyrite faced in the mega-snow year of 2012. Ā Not only is this a great PCT story, but a reminder about the lessons to be learned on the trail.
āThe world is older and bigger than we are. This is a hard truth for some folks to swallow.ā -Ed Abbey
Pyrite and I were a little less than three months in, and over 1100 miles into our thru-hike when we reached Echo Lake near Lake Tahoe, CA in early July, 2011. We planned to meet Pyrite's parents for resupply, and spent a zero relaxing in South Lake Tahoe. Faced with a high snow year, we learned about the delicate balance between taking pride in our accomplishments, and maintaining humility and a healthy respect for the forces and rhythms of the natural world. We carried tales of torrential river crossings, precipitous passes, and were simply happy we made it safely through the challenges north of Kennedy Meadows and in the High Sierra. Some days we felt superhuman; brimming with delight. Other days, the elegiac realities of slogging through, over, and under snow seemed insurmountable. To keep our spirits up, our thoughts turned to the possibility of once again, walking on dirt. Talk on the trail said we would see more and more dirt as we approached and passed Sierra City, CA. To lighten our load, and in anticipation of what was ahead, we ditched our ice axes at Sonora Pass, and carried on with trekking poles and micro spikes.Ā
Pyrite's parents graciously met us at Echo Lake to bring supplies, and hiked out with us to spend a night at Lake Aloha in Desolation Wilderness. Beneath the expansive granite peaks surrounding azure patches speckling the frozen lake, we spent the evening with them. They had a fresh perspective, which was a mirror for us to reflect on where we had been.
After coffee and breakfast the next morning, we said farewell and headed vaguely North.Ā
Although still hiking through snow, our spirits were rejuvenated and we felt empowered by our experiences to make smart decisions. We believed the most difficult part of the pilgrimage was behind us. Brazen with confidence, we continued on. The following is Pyrite's account on a pass I will remember.
We got to the top of Dicks Pass (a fairly modest pass at something like 9400 ft). We barely glanced at the map before looking towards our descent. From the top of the pass it dropped quickly into a deep bowl, where the bottom of the bowl dropped away again into Dick's Lake, about 1000 feet down from where we were. The edge at the top was a nearly vertical cornice, maybe 60 degrees. It was early in the morning and the snow was icy.Ā
Chinchilla and I looked around for the best route down. Nothing looked particularly good. The top of the pass was corniced with rock above it. I started cutting steps, knowing that at least the incline of the snow would get less severe on the way down. I cut steps about five feet down, so my face was in line with Chinchillaās feet.
I looked up at her with apprehension.
āI donāt know about thisā¦āĀ
We agreed, I wasnāt very safe. It was hard getting my feet in and each step was yet more unstable. I began moving back up when I slipped.
I was sliding down the bowl.Ā
I reached out and stuck my fingers as deep into the snow as I could get them. I clawed and gripped onto whatever crust I could manage. I dug my toes in. I cursed.Ā
Chinchilla yelled āStop!āĀ
I tried to stop. Ā Fingers. Ā Elbows. Knees. Anything into the snow.
I flipped and dug my heels in like a crab. I think it was my pack that finally added the last bit friction of necessary to stop. I came to rest about 300 vertical feet down from the top, maybe 20 feet from where the bowl started to drop into the lake. My sunglasses and trekking poles were scattered across the slope. Deep gouges decorated the snow where I had stuck various body parts.
I stood up, looked at my hands, and thought to myself that they were still cold so thatās why the blood hadnāt started welling up out of them. Ā I waited and no blood came. Hands intact I checked myself for further injury when Chinchilla called down,
Since I was uninjured and merely shaking from the intense adrenaline rush that I got, I replied āNot bad.āĀ
She responded āShould I come down?ā since we had talked about the possibility of glissading.Ā
When I had said not bad I meant not bad considering I almost just died. Ā Her coming down in a similar fashion was out of the question. I sure as hell should not have done that.Ā
I thought for a second, grabbed my 3mm rope that I purchased to get across rivers, and headed back up the slope. En route I retrieved my sunglasses and trekking poles. Ā It wasnāt as hard on the way up, without pack. I used my trekking poles as a self-arrest tool. I felt okay about getting back up to Chinchilla. Ā The adrenaline rush erased my fear.
Upon reaching the top, we decided to tie the rope around Chinchillaās hip belt and then around my waist and use a carabiner as a belay device to lower her down. I kicked in deep foot pockets and guided the rope through the device, lowering her down. We only had 100ā² of the rope, and the snow Chinchilla was damn steep, so I told her to dig her feet in and stand up. Slowly and carefully, I made the decent, again.
I had Chinchilla untie herself in case I went plummeting down 300ā² again.Ā
No sense in taking her down with me.Ā
I thought of possible ways to rappel down, but it wasn't feasible. The tips of my trekking poles were in my fists (we had really lightweight gossamer gear trekking poles, so the traditional technique to self arrest would not work). The second time was more successful, and I got to Chinchilla, kicked in again and started the process all over.Ā
300' later, we reached my pack. I put it on and we traversed east to the trees. I decided it would be a good idea to figure out where exactly we needed to meet up with the trail. Ā I pulled out the map and took a good look and realized that the trail went up from the pass. Up a ridge and it didnāt come down to our elevation until about a mile away. Ā It struck me, not only did I do something horribly risky, but it was unnecessary. Tired from the scare, and dejected from our negligence, we worked our way around the lake to meet up with the trail successfully and without further incident.
This was, by far, the stupidest mistake we made on the trail. We were so accustomed to dangerous and sketchy situations in the Sierra and North Yosemite, we didnāt stop to think that maybe the trail didnāt go straight down from Dick's Pass. I kicked myself repeatedly for the next couple of days, while being thankful that nothing serious happened.
Thru-hiking reminds me that we puny humans are not the center of the universe. Whenever we get comfortable and things are going well, we're likely to encounter the force that scares the shit out of us, purges the overconfidence, and reestablishes an equilibrium. In these moments of understanding, when the rhythms are amplified, I am most grateful for being alive and that my best friend is alive and I can share another day with him. Ā Because it's not all about us, and we are insignificant. But for a time, we are free, and we are here on Earth, and we are alive.