Confession #2200: The chance not taken. It has been 2 years already since we broke off and idk but there's still that special feelings that I have for him. That feelings which I only have for that guy. People come and go in my life since that day, and yes up until now, but I can't deny that no matter whom I am with, my eyes still search for his face in the crowd and my heart seeks for his heart. I get along with his mom too well and it was heart warming. But please don't misunderstood things (that I just get along with your mom just because i still have these feelings, no it does not work that way). We were supposed to dance because you promised me, but destiny was the one that made things work. And it did not let our paths to cross. You were there but then someone has took me already. And boom. It was over. We haven't had the night. It was sad. But I know i made a mistake for not bringing my phone and see your msg. On that plan of mine, which you didn't know but you still agreed anyway, that would be where I will gonna tell you everything. And maybe, that would be our last time. I just want you to know how I feel, I didn't mean to interrupt things on your life. It's just that 2 years are already enough for me to hold this buried love. It's now or never. And whatever may come next, I'll be willing to accept it no matter how hard it is. That's all. - been a princess once  It was too late. I am late. You were looking for me and I'm nowhere to be found. Goddamnit. But I know there's a reason why this thing happened. Why we did not had the chance. I know you're fine already and you're doing good with your life right now. Don't worry, I'm fine too but I just miss you somehow. I got a plan. And after that, it's either we could still stay friends like how we are today or we'll just have to walk away from each other again.Â
