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{Written by Josh}

This Blog is to keep track of my efforts to become a Tulpamancer.

It will also be a place for... I don’t like to say “my” Tulpa. More, the Tulpa who share my mind.

It will be a place for them to keep track of things too. 

I have been trying to create a Tulpa for nearly a week now and so far I feel like it is going well. It is early days however I am getting head pressures, I have also let a form visualize itself in my mind without any prodding from me and has become quite defined now. The image included below is incredibly similar to what Winter (The Tupla’s name) looks like but will have to do until I get some artwork commissioned.  She also named herself. To the best degree possible right now. She is not talking yet however I feel her presence in my mind and I talk to her, she seems to respond by putting images in my mind. 

I asked what she’d like to be called and I got images of Winter scenes in my head. I went with Winter and she seemed happy with it. Tho I suppose she could have meant Snow or Cold or...Tree for that matter. I will ask her again once she begins to talk.

We have also been playing mental games as exercises. One where we try to change the shape to another shape in our mind. It is very much like a mental arm wrestle which she seems to beat me at almost every time we try.

We have also experimented with touch and smell exercises but so far have been unsuccessful. Early days tho.

I also have a little A5 Notebook It’s really quite beautiful. I will show you in a later post. I have been filling it with everything I can about Winter. So that I can focus my mind onto her easier. I include personality traits. Likes/Dislikes as they become apparent.

For instance She really enjoys Nightwish from what I can tell. I have never felt her presence stronger than when Nightwish is playing. Also she is more active (in movement)

For now that is all I have. I’m not sure how often I will post, probably whenever I feel like I have something to share.