#butthey

Just wanted to say this, I'm a freaking Camren shipper without knowing and realizing it, until I found myself watching every camren moments everyday. I don't really know what to say, but I know some of you understand.

I don't really care about the other love team like camren or what it looks like, because honestly, when I'm watching the other ship, I feel like I'm wasting every minute of my life so I gave up.

But when it comes to camren, I don't know, I see it as a deep friendship between two girls and in some other way, a sincerity and love between them. Maybe I'm delusional. But that's what I observe.

At first when I saw a video of them, it seems like nothing or something. Like I said I didn't realize that I'm a camren shipper until this day.

But, it really catch my attention and keep on watching them. I don't know. It inspire me (hey, don't freaking get me wrong, I love the whole fifth harmony). So yeah, but now.

I found myself annoying. (Okay, I didn't hate Lauren after what she said about us). Cause I believe them. Why?

Because the looks they are giving to each other. I don't care about the other sign but the looks. They are full of passion, care but still a puzzle to us, a riddle that we can't clearly understand. I was fooled.

I really want to ask but I know asking them about it is like talking to a wind. Why the heck do they look at each other like that?

Well, yeah. They are friends with something like that pururuut. They are also friend with Dinah, Aly and Normani. So I can ship them also because they look at each other and that?

So are you kidding me?!

I think I have a heart attack now.

Yes, its also our fault for pushing it as a real deal. But is it also our fault that they make it look like a real thing???

Okay, I'm hurt because I do really love them. I care for them silently. So yeah, this happen. I don'r hate them, the camren. But maybe it's better if I stop shipping it or no.

Of course no, I won't stop. But maybe, put a little adjustment. Don't push that they are real. But enjoy their moments. Yeah, much better idea.

Last wish, I want to play volleyball and soccer and basketball also with Lauren (if she is available), if ever the whole Fifth Harmony. And probably a Jam with them.

Or better idea if I sleep forever and dream about it.

What a life. 😑

And I'm afraid to tag lauren. What if reading the word "camren" will made her exit the tumblr and shut it for awhile.