#buthedid

I talked to him once more But not currently, a while ago For his sake not this time, But for a good friend of mine, Emily They had been exchanging words of love When all of sudden things took a turn from out of no where but above He was accused of having feelings for another And he didn't bother to say "no I don't like her" Emily seeked my help And after my initial denial, Upon her face was no smile She didn't know which path to take So I did the worst in your eyes, and made another huge mistake It was two months ago midnight o'clock At this time, everything I know is what I forgot I helped them find their way And after, he asked for me to stay He asked for a picture of my behind Pressured me to not be shy So I did, I wish it was a lie As soon as I hit send, My senses awoke and I said, no come back to my consent No sleep did I get that night Or any other at first sight Shame, guilt, rage. All that fills my head. I don't know why I chose to deceive you I wasn't thinking is all I can admit to I tried to lock the nightmare away To keep it at bay But it doesn't work The days progress and it grows worse Every day it drives me insane Always dances in my brain The fear of isolation if you found out, Is what kept me from shouting it out But it's eating me alive So I'll cry and hope you don't say goodbye