Dec 6, 2023
my least favorite part of the creative process is when I have to take a hammer to the rough draft I'm very attached to in order to reshape it into a final work that's objectively much better. because in the middle of smashing it with a hammer it feels like I'm just making it all Worse, and knowing that's not true doesn't stop the feeling when it currently looks like.... this
#turns out replacing all of the mechanics in my demo with new ones is in fact a lot of work#even though the scripts are all finished and working#implementation is Hell#yes i KNOW that once it's all in it'll work great and be a huge improvement#but getting there... is rough#that's not even touching on how much of the demo i will need to re-write because it was clearly made before i had fleshed out the narrative#OH WELL#PROGRESS IS PROGRESS EVEN IF IT DOESN'T FEEL LIKE IT
