Taiga's Personal Story
I just couldn't forgive him. I thought there was no way he should be forgiven.
Father: Did you just say, "Why wasn't it me?" Seriously?
Big words coming from a spoiled brat who's never done anything.
Taiga: ......Why did you let Toshi go? You must have heard about the marriage talk too.
Father: So what?
Taiga: DON’T “SO WHAT” ME!!
Father: That guy ain’t some brainless idiot. Toshi and Ami-san must have been prepared for all of this.
And here we have this yelling brat whose brain can’t comprehend anything for shit. Tarnishing Toshi’s name after he went such lengths for you.
Taiga: …..!
Father: Talking big with something like "for the sake of the group" or "I'll bear the responsibility"….
In the end, you're not cut out for any of that.
Taiga: ……..
Enough. Fine, I got it.
It's pointless to talk any further.
......This is where it ends.
Father: Suit yourself. I have nothing more to say to a hopeless half-assed person like you.
Go wherever you want and play house however you like until you die.
Don't ever show your face here again.
Shige: ………………Ah. young master! Good work, are you going out?
I'll go with you...
Taiga: My going out is leaving and not coming back.
Shige: ….Eh?
Taiga: I'm no longer a member of this group. Wherever we meet, don't talk to me. Got it?
Shige: Wait... Ehh? What? Ah, haha... Ah! Is that one of your jokes!?
Taiga: .......You idiot.
Bye.
Shige: ......You're kidding me, right? Wait a minute, young master... Hey….
---Taiga-san!
I left everything behind. Otherwise, it just wouldn't make sense…. I chose to become a "normal" person who wouldn't threaten anyone. That's my choice, so I discarded everything else.
---Squeak, squeak
Taiga: ...Hmm, hmm...♪ Hmm, hmm, hmm...
Hmm, hmm, hmmm ♪
---Click
Taiga: Hmm!?
Urara: ……
Taiga: …….
Tuesday night, 11 PM. I turned around at the sound of the door opening and our eyes met, and almost simultaneously, I realized I'd been humming while polishing the sink. “Just kill me already” popped up in my mind a few seconds later, so I clenched my teeth and forced a smile.
Taiga: Good work. You came in from the office side, didn't you? I didn't notice at all since it was so quiet.
Urara: ………
Taiga: Um, uhhh? The ST branch... No, it should be ST Dept. now. I heard Nina-san from that department has started working in the kitchen.
Lunch service has resumed this month, but he had some urgent work, and Kise-kun already has a plan tonight, so I'm doing the preparation in their places.
Urara: Shut up. Quit rambling on about things nobody asked.
Taiga: …..Haha.
(Still the same as ever, this brat.)
Urara: If you’re done, get your ass home already. You're making it hard for me to clean.
Taiga: I'll leave as soon as I make the staff meal. In fact, I was waiting for you, Manami-kun.
Urara: Huh?
Taiga: I heard you usually come in late at night, but on Tuesdays you tend to come earlier than usual. So, instead of a pre-made bento box, I thought I could give you something freshly made.
Oh, if you're not hungry right now, I can make it a bento box. Which would you prefer?
Urara: ......Like I care. What a hassle.
Taiga: (Excuse me?)
He spoke with such a condescending…... or rather, dismissive tone. I couldn't help but get irritated by what Manami-kun said.
Urara: You stayed behind for something like that? I didn't even ask you to. Can you be even more idiotic?
Taiga: (This guy...... No, calm down. It's true that I did it on my own. I shouldn’t get annoyed—)
Urara: Forget about your goddamn food, just go home already.
Taiga: Got a problem?
Urara: !
Taiga: (! Shit, did I just.....)
Sorry……
Urara: …..What’s the deal with you?
Taiga: Well……
Urara: If you have something to say, speak.
Taiga: ......Sure. What do you mean by "forget about your goddamn food"?
Urara: Haaa…?
Taiga: Whether it's a staff meal or welfare benefit or the meal you normally pay for, it doesn't matter.
Someone who eats a meal prepared for them shouldn't talk to the person who made it like that.
Have you ever talked to Kise-kun like that when he cooks for you all the time?
Urara: N-….
…..tch.
Taiga: ......If you have something to say, don't stop halfway through, say it. I'll listen.
Urara: Shut your damn mouth. I'm not so desperate that I'd bow my head and eat food served by someone who acts like they're "doing me a favor."
Taiga: That’s not the case at all. The only thing in the mind of those who cook is 'I want them to eat something delicious.'
Urara: ...Like I said, I didn't ask you to...
Taiga: (...Considering how he almost said "no" earlier, and judging his overall air...)
(It doesn't seem like he really thinks less of "food.")
It wouldn’t be weird if that was just a spur-of-the-moment or a tit-for-tat exchange. But I'm sorry for being so annoying.
I'll make you a bento box right away. So please wait just 10 minutes.
Urara: ………..
Without saying a word, he hurried past me, and headed out towards the hall. I figured he'd start cleaning from the corner furthest from the kitchen, so I reached for the refrigerator door. But soon I heard the sound of a chair being pulled... What I saw was Manami-kun sitting by the window.
Taiga: .....What's wrong?
Urara: It’d be a waste of time to pack it in a bento box right now.
Taiga: ……So you're saying you're going to eat it now?
Urara: Hurry up and put something out already.
Taiga: ……
Shige: ---If you insist... I'll eat. Come on, bring on the food!
Taiga: …...Haha.
Urara: What are you laughing at?
Taiga: Nothing. You reminded me of someone I know.
Urara: Someone you know?
Taiga: Manami-kun, you sounded a little like him.
Urara: ......How would I know? Who are you even talking about?
Taiga: Haha.
Taiga: ---Sorry to keep you waiting
Urara: ...The hell is this?
Taiga: Ginger pork. I also made a little extra for tomorrow's lunch.
Urara: I’m not stupid. What's with this amount?
Taiga: Oh, too much? I did notice halfway through and reduced the serving a little, but I guess it’s still a lot...
Sorry. It's a habit that I made too much. Should I adjust a little more?
Urara: Don't touch something once it's out.
......I’ll dig in.
Taiga: !
…..Yeah.
Urara: ……..
Taiga: Is the taste to your liking?
Urara: Don't talk to me while I'm eating.
......You think I will put something in my mouth if it tastes bad?
Taiga: I see. I’m glad to hear that.
Urara: You just said it’s a habit….. Seriously, how much do you usually eat?
Taiga: It’s just that I've been making enough for three people, not that I eat an extreme amount.
Ah, but back then, I used to cook for people who ate a lot too. That might be part of it.
The guy I mentioned earlier that sounded like Manami-kun really had a big appetite. No matter how much rice or side dishes I pile on, he'd say, "it's not enough," or "I can still eat more."
Urara: Not just Admin Dept. but you’re also pampering another group too? I don’t get you at all.
Taiga: Ah… No.
That was a long time ago.
Urara: ………
Taiga: I don’t cook for them anymore.
Urara: … They’re all dead?
Taiga: Huh?
Urara: I have no single clue what kind of place it was that you’re willing to cook that much… But I’m talking about those people you were feeding.
Taiga: …..! No way, they're all perfectly fine.
There are some I haven't seen in a long time, so I don't know what they're doing now... But if something happened, I'm sure I'd get a message.
Urara: ……..
Taiga: Anyway. saying something like that is such bad omen.
Urara: Then don't act like you're so hung up on them, and make a tragic statement like you're not going to be able to see them eat your meal anymore.
Taiga: ……Huh?
Urara: It’s all about whether you make them a meal or not.
It was as if I'd been shot in the head, or as if I'd been slashed in the front. The words Manami-kun uttered hit me like a truck, and I couldn't move even a single finger. Seeing me all frozen like that, Manami-kun pondered a bit before he continued.
Urara: Simple-minded fools who become attached to you because of food won't leave you just because you take away their meal.
Even if they never get your food again. Even if you start taking care of someone else….. They'll never forget the kindness of the first meal you gave them.
Saying that you couldn’t make it or it was impossible to do so…. That kind of weak excuse won’t get through those dumbasses’ heads. They'll keep expecting it for as long as they live.
If "you" never want to make it for them again, say it like you mean it and kick them away.
Taiga: …….
Yeah.
The hoarse, barely audible sound that escaped my throat was pathetic as I quietly gritted my teeth. Before I could say anything else, Manami-kun’s gaze shifted away from me. I couldn't speak anymore.
The past that was so important to me, the lingering regrets of wanting to cherish it….. I was reminded of how much it's still there, the more I wish for its erasure. I wished I could hate it, yet I couldn't release my grip. No matter how much I realized it was weakness.



















