#bunned

SUM-SUM got BUN-BUNNED!

Omg, how would I live without S on facebook? Who would comment on my each and every status? Who would post a bunch of nonsense every day? (Yes, many people are trying hard to keep up with this objective, but I think you have to have a special talent.) Who would give me links on videos that I never watched? Who would compliment me telling me that I am, unlike other women, smart? Who would urge me that my beauty is about to fade out, and I am living my last few years as a decent human being and then reality and I would clash and melt into misery, as I age? For me he was more than a random friend, he was like that your archetypal American average racist uncle at the Thanksgiving table, that you would never confront. Who would offer me conspiracy theories? Who would extensively quote Bible? Who would tell me that I am an ideal enemy because I was born in the USSR? I had a sole male American friend, and look what it all boiled down to, loneliness, darkness, and void. To know that I would never see his name in my "notifications" list, will be devoid of habitual everyday sting of pleasure and annoyance... Too much to bear.