@bungem asked: "❛ You left, not me. ❜ :,>"
From: Random Sentence Starters
Caden said nothing for a moment. It was... not a comment he was expecting, if he was honest. He didn't really want to meet Elara's gaze because it hurt him a bit just to hear something like that. It hurt more knowing he had been with her as a knight for a while and, well... he hadn't expected to be gone as long as he was, to be frank.
A lot of it had just been him out fighting a war, having to be far away from her and the kingdom he had gotten to know fairly well. It had been a weird feeling then and was still a pretty weird feeling now. He just didn't want to keep leaving her like he had, but... at the rate they were going, he wouldn't be too surprised if he had to leave again at some point because, well... it hadn't seemed like there would be any stopping the war unless things changed quite quickly before he went back.
He raised his head slightly to look at her for a few moments, to study her, to see if there was anything in her eyes to show what other emotions she had regarding the situation, and, well.. he couldn't really find any. He really couldn't.
❝Elara, I'm... sorry for leaving you,❞ he responded softly with a sadened look on his face as his ears folded back just a bit as he looked at her still. ❝I didn't think I wanted to leave you in any capacity, but... I did not have a choice in the matter. You know how important it was for me to be on the frontliness, I have no control over that.❞
He gently took her hands into his, and he pulled her a bit closer and gave her a soft smile. Anything to just try and make this conversation a little bit easier for both of them, which did not seem to be that easy to begin with.
❝If... I can make it up to you tonight while I am home, I am more than happy to do so... just say what you'd like and I am happy to provide,❞ he whispers, ❝Because... well, I could see myself leaving for a long while again and... I think you know that.❞