#bumblebeerror

Cia I cannot tell you how much it delights me that c!Phil is probably at the VERY LEAST a legal resident of the state of Utah.

You say window but there is clearly nothing there??

I am thinking about Techno working a gas station listing to Wilbur talk and talk and talk and Phil’s leaned up against him behind the counter snoring and Mellohi is playing instead of the radio

Controversial opinion - I don’t think c!techno is a “good” person, but I also don’t think really… matters? Like, magical creatures. The fae are supposedly “light” creatures, but they do things that can be cruel and mean. There are “dark” creatures like devils who do “good” and “just” things. I think trying to force a character to morality just serves to trivialize the questions that characters like c!techno force you to have: would you sacrifice others for a greater good? Would you do things that hurt others in retaliation for hurt? Would you use others to get what you need? C!techno is a terrorist, he’s tortured more than one person, he’s murdered, stolen, and menaced. But we like him. We love him! Because he’s an amazingly fleshed out character and we understand his motivations ! Sorry I’m very!!! About morally grey characters and very salty abt the fandom’s general idea that the only good character is the perfect cinnamon roll that has done nothing wrong (which… idk who they’ve got left really. I’m pretty sure everyone’s committed some form of human rights violation by now.)

I made myself sad missing him last night and decided to flip through the irl photos of him, with Phil and Wilbur and the play button and Idk if it was the different masks and different lengths of hair but Im sitting there sad and my broken little pile of grey matter decides to be like,,, dude how am I still completely unable to recognize this guy. Somehow even in full face shots I still don’t understand what he looks like,,, idk if it’s the face blindness or some kind of witchcraft I desperately need to learn but it made me laugh. Mans really said “I wanna be a faceless YouTuber” and my brain goes sir yes sir. No memories of your face here, pigboy

Also I don’t have a coherent thought abt this bc thinking hard but. D y’know what I mean when I say that c!techno cares so much but like.Bc his voice is flat and monotone people assume nothing hurts him bc his tone doesn’t change much when something hurts him?,,, like do you KnowWhat I Mean bc it drives me absolutely insaneto see takes where that’s clearly what they think bc that’s how a lot of people treat me for the same reason. I do not have a coherent post I can make abt this but Do You Know What I Mean

Cia I am Coping. And by coping I mean I’m rewatching Charlie Slimcicle’s 100 days in Minecraft hardcore apocalypse video for the five millionth time

I haven’t been watching techno out of just I thought just binging sneegsnag vods but today I was watching some Phil dsmp with a friend in discord call with me while I showed them my build and they used tts to talk to me and play noises at me and they just. Started watching the no keyboard skywars episode and it was… it was a really nice way to sorta. Hear his voice again after sorta subconsciously avoiding it a bit. I’m love my fwends,,,