#buechler

You taught me to be dainty

to be girly

to smile and be pleasant

to hold myself high and never let anyone knock me down

and to love someone indefinitely eventually

at a young age.

But then you wrecked my world

you tore up the only example I knew

of love;

you cheated and lied and yelled and cried

at each other

at me

at us

you taught me in that moment that

love

can end.

something that lasted for years and three children

can end.

So whose fault is it that I can't trust

not only myself

but you or anyone who even tries to get close to me?

Whose to blame that I can't imagine a lifetime

years and three children

with anyone at all?

because I think it's you.