EVAN BUCKLEY + the curse of first dates
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EVAN BUCKLEY + the curse of first dates

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WIP IDEAS
Thank you @corporatebanana, @letsdosciencetoit and @whenshewrites for tagging me! I haven't felt all too inspired to write these past couple of weeks, but I feel differently today and might work with any of these!
Ex-traordinary Days - [Bucktommy & Taylucy] Buck and Tommy goes on vacation, and by a weird coincidence with a double booking, they end up sharing a cabin with none other than Lucy and Taylor.
I Try To Look Ahead, Sometimes I Look Back Instead - [Bucktommy] Canon-divergent where Tommy has moved on and Buck is trying to learn how to just be his friend.
Unicorn Aquired - [Ravi/Zane/Jade] Buck turned down the opportunity to be a third for this couple, so Ravi reaches out to them... š
Intervention - [Bucktommy] Firefam critical, in which Tommy was involved in the intervention scene in 9x9 (if I'm not mistaken)
Attic - [Bucktommy] Canon-divergent, set in 9x04 where Buck and Tommy are exes and friends and pining for each other while there's a man living in Buck's attic
OTHER IDEAS/WORKS WITH NO SNIPPETS
Let me know if you want more detailed summaries on these or snippets if I have them!
Unnamed Bucktalia - @corporatebanana inspired me to write this one with THIS post. Somnophilia and there's also an octopus š
Howl - Bucktommy werewolf au where Buck wakes up in a strangers cabin after an accident, and, spoiler alert! The stranger is Tommy and he's a werewolf!
I have a lot more, but these are the ones in focus right now. I'm tagging anyone who wants to do this!
since I began my rewatch it's sort of moving to see how from the very beginning buck yearned for a steady relationship, like, yeah he was a player and a self diagnosed sex addict BUT he did want something serious.
it's also sad how he sort of resigned himself to not be somebody's choice to the point where even just a moment of physical intimacy felt like enough for him. and then when he finally gets that relationship, when he finally feels like he has that something, he's just forever changed. and now he can't imagine wanting something different.
and yet, it's tragic how eventually most of his relationships end with him (most likely) feeling like he's not anyone's first choice. he can't be someone's first because he's still young, he can't be someone's first because of his job, he can't be someone's first (as himself) because his death comes first, and he can't be someone's first because they believe they won't be his last.
and every time he keeps going, still searching, still open to love, still reaching for the top just to fall straight to the bottom. but he doesn't seem to give up in his quest, though everyone has a limit. it makes you wonder if he will give up or just get tired and finally do something about it.
but who knows, one can only hope he does.
damn it evan buckley.
And while Iām on the subject of Natalia, not that it matters, but I do think itās weird how weird most of the fandom is about her profession. Itās a valuable thing she does, and you have to be really mentally strong and emotionally balanced and very very compassionate to do it. I get that the subject of death is uncomfortable for many, but itās not like sheās a dog food taster or a golf ball diver or a professional baby namer or whatever. Itās just that Buckās apparent interest in her being sparked by the connection to death was probably not indicative of good things, for him specifically. Anyway, like I said, it doesnāt really matter because that storyline is gone with the wind, I just still see people talking about the death doula profession with real derision, and it rubs me the wrong way. š
EVAN BUCKLEY & NATALIA DOLLENMEYER 9-1-1  ⢠"Pay it Forward"

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OLIVER STARKĀ as EVAN āBUCKā BUCKLEY Last Shot of S5 ā Last Shot of S6
She sees me?
Well now all she sees is the door so
WELCOME TO MY SERIES CALLED:
drumroll please š„š„š„š„
āEvan āBuckā Buckley is Written By Laufeyā
So like Iām just taking songs I think Buck relates to and stating why I feel that way. I was gonna put it in order but I plan on adding more to the list of songs so itās all about everywhere. Iāll be linking the rest to it too so donāt worry about scrolling for 30 minutes.
And Iām sorta writing it in the characters perspective. You can also add your own thoughts in the commentsš be interactive if youād like!!
I was listening to Laufey and was like āwait why is this song kinda Buck codedā and decided to post about it. So here you go.
Also the purpose of this is to talk about Buck not ships like BuckTommy or Buddie so letās refrain. Yes Iāll reference Buck Tommy but thatās because their relationship is canon. Iāll also mention Eddie because theyāre friends as well. So letās not be hostile. I love Bucktommy but the purpose of this is to NOT be biased and to express Buck through music. Yeah enough of my yap session.
Iām not a writer so PLEASE be gentleš©¶ the first one is below šš¾
At first youād think that itās about Tommy. This would be a major thought due to the second verse: āSo I didn't call you For sixteen long
Laufey - Letter To My 13 Year Old Self Okay so some of these are line by line but this oneās sorta like an upbringing song.Like its based o
Laufey - Second Best Let's start off with the obvious, I think this could be either Taylor or Abby. Overall, in my opinion itās Taylor. But
Laufey - Bewitched Okay you already know who Iām making this about. Cmon now. Tommy if you didn't know. My whole account is surrounded by B
Laufey - Goddess I think this can be used for all of Buckās exes and parents ngl ngl. Itās a very melancholic feel song thatās about being
Laufey - Fragile Well Iām gonna keep it a buck, you already know who Iām making this about so Iāll start. āWill you let me come closer to