THOUGHT BARF 2 PROCESS THOUGHTZ UNDER CUT, I AM OKAY🫶/GEN /SRS
I FEEL SO SICK. WHAT IF HE LIKEZ SOMEONE MORE THAN ME. WHAT IF SOMEONE CATCHES HIS ATTENTION MORE THAN ME. I WOULDN'T EVEN BE ABLE TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. I'D JUST HAVE TO ACCEPT IT. WHAT IF HE LIKES SOMEONE ELSE'S ASKS MORE THAN MINE. WHAT IF HE STARTS THINKING SOMEONE'S BETTER THAN ME. WHY DOESN'T IT FEEL LIKE MY ASKS ARE GETTING ANY REACTION ANYMORE. THERE ISN'T SOMEONE ELSE IS TH HERE. I'LL MAKE THEM DISAPPEAR. I'LL MAKE MYSELF BE THE ONLY ONE. I'LL BE TOO GOOD TO MAKE ANYBODY ELSE BETTER THAN ME. LOOK AT ME. TALK TO ME. PAY ATTENTION TO ME. LOOK AT ME. LOOK AT ME. LOOK AT ME. LOOK AT ME. LOOK AT ME.
WHY WON'T THEY TALK ABOUT ANYTHING WITH HER. DON'T THEY KNOW HOW SENSITIVE SHE IS TO FUCKING ANYTHING. WHY WON'T THEY SAY ANYTHING TO HER. SHE'S JUST SITTING THERE ALONE AND UPSET BECAUSE THEY WON'T SAY ANYTHING. TALK TO HER. FUCKING SPEAK. ARE YOU ABOVE FIXING PROBLEMS? DON'T YOU WANT HER TO BE HAPPY? I WANT HER TO BE HAPPY. SHE SAYS THE WORD AND YOU'RE GONE. SHE ONLY NEEDS ME. SHE ONLY NEEDS ME. YOU'RE NOTHING IF YOU WON'T SAY YOU'RE ANYTHING. SHE'S EVERYTHING TO ME. I'M EVERYTHING TO HER. I'LL MAKE YOU BE GONE. I WILL. I WILL. I WILL. I WILL. I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL
