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Brendon is totally right though. I shouldn’t let the fear of things ending badly cause me to not let something start. The whole thing with Dallon was just a hiccup in the road. Even though I’m feeling like I shouldn’t let myself open up to another person - platonically, romantically, or sexually - I can’t let Dallon have that kind of power over me, especially when he probably never even cared.

I like spending time with Ashley, I don’t think I’ve smiled genuinely that much in a singular hangout as I do with her. For once… it’s not that I feel like I can let my guard down, and be honest about how much pain I’m in; it’s like she makes me forget about it entirely. I honestly feel like I’m in high school again. She makes me so nervous, but like I told her about something completely unrelated… if I’m not nervous, I’m not excited about it.

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I was going to ask Dallon if he'd talked to Brendon about the afterparty so that he would know that it wasn't genuine, but then I realized that I don't give two flying fucks if Dallon comes out looking like a drug dealer. BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT HE FUCKING IS. I don't know why I ruined my own god damn life for someone that frankly... could use a fucking wake up call. What other time would I do so much to make sure that a drug dealing addict gets to keep his kids? I would say to fuck Dallon Weekes with a chainsaw, but he'd probably like that.

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Honestly though... my hat's off to Brendon for trying to convince me to keep seeing Dallon last night only to wind up in his bed the same night even after I told him about my feelings. Cheers to you buddy!!!!

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I got Dallon to agree not to use tonight. That’s why I’m doing this. If I can get him clean, then my actions will be justified. It’s been a week since he’s gotten high, aside from the pot. If I can just get him to keep this up, maybe Alex and Brendon won’t hate me for what they see as my irresponsible actions.

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