#btwamanda

I made myself sad again. I dont even know why but i started thinking about where i used to live. And then i started to think about a guy i really liked…dumb i know. I just miss seeing his face (super creepy but what ever) his smile was super cute. I just couldnt help but feel happy when we would hang out (we didnt hang out much though mostly cause very different groups of friends, so when we did it would just be the two of us(not that i minded haha)) He was also just an amazing friend in general. And i am 100% sure he knew i liked him. But he never said anything about it or treated me differently.