#btsweed

 He went through phases of bullying Yoongi relentlessly, OR completely ignoring him for weeks on end. From the age of 13, Yoongi had to raise himself entirely: cook for himself, get to school by himself and take care of himself. That is one of the reasons he is so independent now. One thing he does quite often that he very VERY rarely lets the boys see is, while Yoongi was growing up. His mom recorded almost ‘daily vlogs?’ of her life. And Yoongi has HOURS AND HOURS of footage, I mean like a video about her life eVERYDAY for years of her and Yoongi growing up. The rest of the boys have only seen clips/glimpses of the videos, he only shows them if he's watching and they ask but they dont ask that often because they know he is very sensitive to it.

HOSEOK:

He is close with his parents and I would say he is the closest with his parents and has the best relationship with them. He still talks to the regularly and they visit a fair bit. The only thing he has realised in the past when talking to the boys, specifically Jin is they weren’t entirely there for him on an emotional level. They raised him and kept him alive but in terms of emotional care, they were distant. They never checked on his mental health or taught him how to take care of his mental health. Which he does blame on the generation they are from but he does also know that isn't an excuse but besides that he has a good relationship with them.

NAMJOON:

His Mom and Dad divorced when he was 13 and it was just him, his mom and his brother. He still talks to his dad, they just have a very normal father and son relationship but it's ‘nothing special’ as he calls it and he talks to his dad maybe once or twice a month. His mom is also lovely but she has had some bad partners since the divorce. Some were genuinely nice people, some were a little iffy but bearable. But the partner she has now, who she's been with for quite a while now. Namjoon hates the idea but he can see them getting married soon. The partner she has now is a horrible man, he is lovely to his mom and Namjoon can't stand the fact that his Mom can not seem to understand why Namjoon and his brother don’t get on with him. Namjoon’s brother is only a year younger than him and he is set to also move into his girlfriend's apartment soon. Both him and Namjoon moved out to get away from him as soon as they could, if that doesn't tell you what they think of him, i don't know what will. Namjoon and the boys all have agreed that the only acceptable way to be a new step-parent is accept the kids your partner already has, even if they aren’t ‘yours’ you need to respect them, respect their father if he is around and acknowledge their existence. Joon’s step-dad does none of those things. He ignored the two brothers but at the same time didn’t acknowledge that Joon’s mom had kids with another person. Joon’s dad isn't allowed in the house as his step-dad doesnt think it's appropriate? He's a very weird man so it’s clear to understand why him and his brother moved out.

JIMIN:

His mom is so cute, she's so cute. But his dad… his father is a different story. His mom and dad divorced when Jimin was about 5, and he spent most of his life with his mom. She is his biggest supporter <3 it's very sweet!! She wept for so long when he came out to her, but not in a bad way, it was just pure love and the fact he felt he could come to her and trust her. She was initially SHOCKED at Jimin’s job but within about 6 minutes she was in full support as long as her ‘baby boy’ was safe and happy. The boys also love her. She visits quite a lot and they all ALWAYS come round to see her when she visits. Jimin doesn't talk to her tOO much about the weed shit and what they get up to, but she’s not an idiot, but once again: as long as he is safe. His dad though, not so much. He was never close with his dad growing up but that mindset was always instilled in him that his dad is ‘family’ and he should be close with him. So in his teenage years, Jimin tried..SO hard to be close with his dad but when Jimin accidentally came out to him that put a stop to the already tenuous relationship they had. Jimin’s dad does not want to know anything about his son anymore and initially Jimin was upset about it, but now he’s more mature and knows he’s not the problem in any way.

TAEHYUNG:

Bad, bad, really bad. The boys don’t even know half of it. Jimin knows most of it, Taehyung spent a lot of nights at Jimin's house when they were younger. Jimin’s mom ‘took him in’ in a way because it was all getting far too dangerous for Taehyung to be living with them. Jimin’s mom did what she could but Taehyung’s parents had ultimate control over him until he moved out and left as soon as he physically could. Jimin helped cover Tae’s rent until Tae got a job when they first moved out. Taehyung felt insanely guilty over it for a while but it was very clear how desperately he needed to leave that house. Sounds very morbid but it was killing Tae. Taehyung lived through it, until he was 17 years old. He was tortured by those people. He lost his childhood to the people who were supposed to give him one.

JUNGKOOK:

A single noise comes out of Taehyung. Good, he’s not that bad. It’s manageable and to be honest will be more fun than worrying. The group has gone through this countless times where someone accidentally got too high or too drunk and it’s easy to handle.

“You vibing or not?” Jungkok asked just to confirm

“Vibing” 

All three breathe a sigh of slight relief. He may be very high but at least it's not a bad high, they've all experienced those highs. 

The four of them sit and chill for a while with the film and Jungkook orders a pizza for them. As usual he orders way more than they need, i mean hey, who doesn't love leftovers for tomorrow. 

“Jin is due home soon” one of the boys says but Taehyung can't quite tell who said it.

“Omg Jin!” he whispers

“Ahh, he speaks” Jimin announced

“Was i not speaking” Taehyung has been involved in the conversation for a while he's sure

“Bro you haven't said anything in the last hour” Jungkook says with a giggle, “jesus christ man, you're gONE”

“Shut up i’m fine, i’m in this conversation in my mind, you just don't understand. I'm on a higher level that you spiritually bro” Taehyung explains matter-of-factly

“I mean i wouldn't say spiritually, but you're definitely on some sort of ‘higher’ level” Namjoon jokes.

They hear a knock at the door. 

“iLL get it,” Taehyung decides. 

“Not a hope in hell you're getting that, sit down kid.” Jimin gets up to go to the door.

“You're not pizza?” Jimin says, disappointed at Jin’s face.

“Nice to see you too,” Jin walks in. 

Namjoon asks, “why the hell did you knock? This is your house”

“Forgot my keys, I knew someone would be here.” Jin explains, “the fucks up with Taehyung?”

“Edibles” the three say in unison.

“Ohhh, he vibing or not?” 

‘Vibing’ very quickly became the word they used over the years to describe a high. If one of them says ‘not vibing over here’, something is wrong. They found it to be very effective.

“I am vibing!” Taehyung exclaims

Jin laughs, “I'm glad Tae''. Jin plonks himself down next to Tae, wrapping his arm around Taehyung’s shoulder.

“How was work?” Tae asks, lifting his head for the first time in a while. Jin audibly gasps at Tae’s eyes. They have never been this red, also they are basically closed. 

“Shit, it was shit”

“Oh” Taehyung frowns

“It'll be ok though dont worry” Jin smiles, Taehyung seems to get far too sad over Jin having a bad day at work. He puts his hand on Tae’s face to comfort him. At the same time the door knocks for a second time. Jimin gets up again, “this better be the pizza!”

An overpowering pizza smell wafts into the apartment. Taehyung covered his nose, the smell very intense at the start. He completely forgets the smell once he sees the 8 boxes in Jimin’s hands. 

“Fucking hell Jungkook, how many did you think we needed” Namjoon laughs. 

“In my defence the others will come over, Taehyung is high and we all love leftovers.”

The rest immediately realise he is right. They all laugh. 

Namjoom pulls out his phone and texts the group chat.

8 boxes of pizza at ours, Taehyung’s high out of his mind

“They'll be over in a minute”

Namjoon was right, within 8 minutes Yoongi and Hoseok come bursting through the door, with the intention of eating pizza and also witnessing Taehyung. Within 2.3 seconds of them coming in it was very clear they were stoned.

“You guys are giving off an unholy stench”

“Shut up, you're no better Mr Jeon” Yoongi laughed.

Taehyung is already halfway through the first pizza. 

“Hey hey, slow down Tae, remember what happened to Jungkook that one time” Jin says, his arm still round Taehyung comfortingly. Despite knowing Taehyung is fine, Jin doesn’t get involved in weed that often so he sometimes worries about them, the arm around Taehyung is for his own comfort, if Taehyung isn't vibing at any point, Jin’s arm will do most of the work grounding him.

“So good” the boys can make out of the babble coming out of Taehhyung’s mouth. And something else about the Virgin Mary crafting the pizza. They decide to ignore it or they will all have to put up with a spiel of Taehyung's thought process.

“Must we bring up ‘that one time’” Jungkook says mocking-ly.

“What? That one time you got high and paid me to drive you to buy Taco Bell and they decided to kindly vomit it back up in my car?” Yoongi decided to relive the entire experience.

“Kook was giving your car personality, it had no backstory, you had a boring car but now its got a story, it's got trauma” Taehyung says with a very serious face.

Yoongi hesitates and laughs, “That's one way to put it Tae, how you doing?”

“I've never been better, im thriving actually”

“I'm glad” Yoongi replies with a smile.

They continue eating their unnecessary amount of pizza watching the film as conversation quietens. Jin feels a thud of Taehyung’s head on his shoulder. He double checks and smiles. Taehyung fell asleep on Jin’s shoulder.

He whispers a quite, “aww”

Hoseok smiles and takes a photo of Taehyung. Shit. the flash woke him up

“HOSEok how dare you!!” Taehyung shouts jokingly

The rest laugh as Taehyung stands up and stretches with a big yawn. 

“Vibing?” Jungkook asks

“YUP” Taehyung responded cheerfully

Namjoon and Jin look at each other and smile, Jungkook is so sweet to all of them, it's the little things when he checks up on them that warms Namjoon’s heart.

“I’ll be outside, give me 5 mins” Yoongi says as he stands up.

“kEEP THE DOOR CLOSED” Jin shouts to him. Jin really doesnt appreciate it when Yoongi doesn't shut the door properly and his cigarette smoke floats into the apartment.

“Yeah yeah yeah”

“I mean it kid”

“You coming Taehyung?” Yoongi asks.

“What you doing?”

Yoongi digs in his pocket and pulls out his cigarettes and waves them at Taehyung.

Tae’s eyes light up slightly, “ohhh, uh-huh”

Yoongi pulls the tiny balcony door open and Taehyung follows him outside. Yoongi pulls two from his box, “i owe you one”

“Tae you owe me about 4 boxes” Yoongi says with a snort.

“I'll buy you a box when I get paid,” Taehyung replies.

“Dont worry about it, i’m kidding, kind of” Yoongi says, a cigarette hanging out of his mouth as he lights it.

Taehyung can’t tell if it's because he’s high or because he's painfully gay but Yoongi always looks incredibly hot smoking and he knows for a fact the rest of the members agree with him. Even Jungkook, who can't really stand cigarettes, but who is he to judge, he’s a stoner. 

Yoongi passes the lighter to Taehyung who, at this moment, cannot light it. He tried everything. Covering the end, switching hands and even turning away from the wind. 

“You alright there?”

Taehyung sighs and hands the lighter to Yoongi, “can't do it, too high”

Yoongi lets out a long laugh. He steps forward into Tae’s space. Brings the lighter up to Tae’s mouth

“Inhale” 

Taehyung does so as Yoongi lights the bottom and the cigarette ignites. Taehyung takes a few drags off it and leans forward and his head lands on Yoongi's shoulder. Yoongi lays his free hand on Taehyung’s head and they stand still. Partially just enjoying each other's company but also hiding from the cold. They stand like that until Yoongi is basically done and he’s going to hit the filter soon. 

“Hurry up please i'm cold” Yoongi says to Taehyung just as Jimin slides open the door.

“You two look cute cuddled up out here”

“Jimin!!” Taehyung leaves Yoongi’s side, leaving Yoongi even colder. 

“Hello! I've only been in there, you're acting like i've been gone for weeks” Jimin jokes lovingly hugging Tae back.

“Feels like weeks,” Taehyung says, offering his cigarette to Jimin, and this time Yoongi really laughs.

“Really Taehyung? Jimin would never touch that”

“I want nothing to do with you and Yoongis ‘dirty little habit’” Jimin says, mocking what Jungkook said last week when they went on a walk.

“Had to offer just in case, you never know who wants to start something new?” Taehyung explained his logic

“I bet Jimin loved you offering him a nicotine addiction, bro I'm FREEZING, please can we go inside” Yoongi says.

The three walk in with Taehyung rambling about nicotine which the other two were clearly ignoring. They walk back in to see 3 out of the 4 of the rest very much passed out asleep on the couch with only Jungkook awake. 

“I'm going to bed” Yoongi said to the rest of them.

“Can i crash in your room” Jimin says with sarcastic pleading eyes

“Why, is it because you love me so much” Yoongi follows along with Jimin’s antics.

“Omg how did you know, i thought you’d never figure it out” Jimin jokes again as the two walk to Yoongi’s room.

Taehyung sits down next to Jungkook, the movie now coming to an end.

“Jesus you stink of smoke” Jungkook once again criticising the smoking habit.

“Shut up, you love me and the smell.” Jungkook can't deny, however much he didnt love smoking, the smell always reminded him of Tae and Yoongi, he would never admit it but the smell is growing on him.

‘Light the lighter again’ you say as you point your phone towards him. 

Yoongi lets out a noise of  confusion before he realises what you're doing, he smiles and then laughs. And you've done it, the most beautiful photo of your boyfriend you've ever seen, the soft yellow light, his beautiful bare face, his long dark hair curling around his chin and neck, and he's smiling so wide looking at you. If you were high already it would have made you weep. Yoongi then watches you go onto your camera roll and change it to your lock screen and then softly kiss his cheek. Yoongi beams as he finishes rolling his joint. He passes you the joint and lighter and he sits back,

‘Hey rollers rights?’ as you pass it back to him. He takes it back and places it between his lips, lighting the lighter and inhaling. He holds to smoke in for a few seconds and blows it away from you, so polite. You stare at him in awe, you have never gotten used to him, he was mind-blowing. You are pulled out of your Yoongi daze and feel the man himself pulling you towards him but stopping jUST before your faces smash together, he tilts his head slightly to get even more closer to your lips. You know what he's doing, he has been obsessed with shotgunning recently and you can't complain, you love it too.

You open your mouth slightly and inhale as he exhales, you take the smoke. He gives you a second to blow it out and he's straight back on you, his lips smash into yours as he kisses you like it’s the last one. He doesnt pull away, clearly eager for more but you need to put his antics on hold, he's holding a slowly burning joint that neither of you want to waste

‘’The joint baby, its burning’

A slight whine leaves Yoongi's lips as he remembers he has to finish this first.

He passes you the joint, you take it and pull 3 hits off it, the last shot gunning it once again to Yoongi. You lean back from it to find your boyfriend blushing, you take your free hand and squish his cheeks, ‘how come you're so hot but so adorable at the same time? How does that work?’ Yoongi shrugs slightly, clearly embarrassed you caught him blushing over you. You pass him the joint back and you pass it back and forth until you hit the tip and you put it out on his ashtray. 

You lean back as he reaches an arm out and you settle yourself in his side. You feel the slight effect of the joint at the sides of your brain. Just a slight buzz slowly growing, you are sure Yoongi feels similar. Looking up at him through your eyelashes, you feel his hand slide through your hair as he pulls you in closer. His lips on yours heat up your entire face as you place your hand on his face. He wraps his free hand around your waist and you feel him pull your body towards you. Understanding his message you get up and straddle his thighs and continue kissing your boyfriend. He teases you by gently licking your lip, tempting you to open your mouth to deepen the kiss. Your tongues dance together as you feel his hands all over you. Yoongi pulls on your shirt as he says,’let's get this off’. You lean back and pull your shirt off, discarding it on the floor. And immediately his lips were all over you, you felt him smile against your collarbone as he moved further down to your chest. 

Every touch from Yoongi feels like fire on your skin, both due to the attraction and the weed in your system. He draws a moan out of you as he sucks on your nipple, you run your hand through his hair, pulling it hard to pull him back to you. The hair pull earning you an unbelievably hot groan from him. You pull his lips back on yours for one more peck as you place your forehead on his while whispering, ‘please yoongi’

And with his gruff voice you hear him say ‘please what, i need to hear you say it baby’. You whine as your head goes onto his shoulder, and his hand goes straight to your hair.

‘Come on baby, I need to hear it, tell me what you want me to do.’

You mumble against his skin

‘Louder’

‘I want you to fuck me’ you say as he groans against your skin, and you feel him slightly buck up to you. And you realise something you hadn't noticed the whole time, Yoongi is rock hard and has been since you sat on him. You feel your ego inflate just a little more as you remember what you do to your boyfriend.

‘Can you feel me baby, feel what you do to me,’ he says against you, bucking up again. He grabs your waist and pushes you down so you're underneath him on the couch.

‘Oh you make me wanna do bad, bad things’ Yoongi growls at you as your hands make their way down his chest and rest at his belt buckle. You glance at his eyes to double down on consent despite him being the one pinning you down on the couch. His eyes soften and you see a slight nod of his head and within an instant you're fumbling with his belt as he makes quick work of taking his shirt off and working on your pant buttons.

‘yoongi, yo-yoongi please!’ you begged. The ache for your boyfriend inside of you only growing as you feel him press against your thigh

‘all in good time baby’ yoongi teases. both of you practically naked now, yoongi kisses down your body. going lower and lower. you let out a whine as we feel him pause near your waist. 

‘yoongi, please’

‘Hey, don’t I get to enjoy kissing my darling?’

‘i need you’ you say, looking in his eyes. Yoongi growls and kisses down further and finally gets to what you’ve been begging of him for so long. You let out a soft moan as his lips ghost your clit. and all of a sudden you feel a euphoric sensation as yoongi enters one finger as he continues kissing on you, 

‘fUCK, yoongi…’ you slur out as you hear the noises his mouth against you is making. 

‘You want more baby?’ Yoongi asks, riling you up. 

‘yea yes yes’ you repeat like a mantra. Yoongi acts on your mantra like response and shoves another two fingers in you, leaving you no time to warm to the stretch. you let out a moan of pain and pleasure and your body gets used to the added fingers. Adding to this yoongi bumps up his speed of circling your clit with his tongue, his groans adding slight vibration on your clit, raising the heat in the pit of your stomach even more. A groan falls out of you letting Yoongi know you were getting closer. His actions continue further and further, the pool in your stomach growing and growing until you feel it. it hits you, you’re right on the edge and as you feel yourself tipping over.

…nothing…

you whine in frustration and grab yoongi's arm, missing his hand and mouth, feeling an ache as you miss him. 

‘oh that was just the beginning my love, you have no idea how much i need you right me’

you moan, arch your back and reply, ‘need you in me..’

‘spread for me darling’

Hoseok:

ELEMENT - Kendrick Lamar

SPF - Maggie City Hippies

Falling Down - Lil Peep, XXXTENTACION

Lemon to a Knife Fight - The Wombats 

Deal Wiv It - Mura Masa, slowthai

Namjoon:

Summer Depression - Girl in red

Achilles Come Down - Gangs of Youths

Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy - Queen

I Wanna Be Adored - The Stone Roses

Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have - Lana Del Rey

Jimin: 

7 Rings - Ariana Grande

L’altra dimensione - Maneskin

Woman Like Me - Little Mix, Nicki Minaj

Glow - Jeffrey Chan

Me & Mr Jones - Amy Winehouse

Taehyung:

Day Tripper - The Beatles

Cutdown - Matt and Kim

First Love/Late Spring - Mitski

Last Train Home Together - Lilac

Stuck on the Puzzle - Alex Turner

Jungkook:

Stunnin’ - Curtis Waters, Harm Franklin

Run - COIN

My Number - Foals

Bust Your Kneecaps/Johnny don’t leave me - Pomplamoose

Namjoon:

Sleeps naked oops. The members now know after enough incidents to leave him be and don't try to wake him up or they gonna see more than they asked for. They learnt this the hard way though. It happened at least three times a week when they all moved in together.

Jimin:

The shortest shorts you could imagine. He might as well sleep in boxers but as he has said many times it's not as comfortable and he prefers shorts with his ass hanging out. TBF no one is complaining teehee. He wears a massive hoodie most nights. It probably isn't his, it'll either be another one of the boys that he stole years ago or one he stole off someone he can't quite remember the name of.

Taehyung:

The only one who wears genuine stuff dedicated to sleep in. He has a load of cute matching sets of pants and shirts. His favourite set is a Rick and Morty pair. The pants have Rick's face all over them and a picture of both Rick and Morty in front of a portal on the shirt.

Jungkook: