#btspocimagine

Of course it was an accident, the fans would never intentionally hurt you and embarrass you like this right? Okay yeah, you were married to Taehyung but that news was around 3 months ago and they moved on? That’s what you wanted to tell yourself as you stood in the bathroom of your home, wiping the strawberry and mango flavored boba liquid from your face. You had the day off today, having to run a few errands like doctor's appointments and setting up something romantic for you and Taehyung for when he got out of practice later on. When you left from your appointment you wanted some boba and found a shop in town. You weren’t alone since Tae insisted on you bringing some sort of security with you just in case and you did. 

The woman  behind the counter was sweet, noticing who you were and even offered you a free drink to take home for Taehyung. You were standing off to the side, fixing your jacket since it was cold outside when you heard someone yelling off to the side. As soon as you turned you felt not one, not two, but three drinks being thrown in your direction from three very angry fans that were in high school once you noticed their uniforms. There was some in your hair, a good day to wear two braids at least and you got some in your eyes and all over the cream colored sweater and white pants you were wearing. 

A few of the management team escorted you into the back where they gave you a towel to wipe your eyes before the security quickly escorted you out of the shop while speaking quickly on the phone to someone you figured was your husband. It was taking a while for you to process it all on your way back home, you wanted to have a nice dinner with your husband but you knew that had to wait until tomorrow night.

Deciding to just take a shower instead, you took out the two braids you had and turned on the shower, rubbing your face and letting the water hit your scalp. You could hear rummaging outside the bathroom door once you were finished in the shower, your hair wrapped up in a shirt and a towel around your body. Once the bathroom door was opened and you stepped into the bedroom, you saw Taehyung scrambling up from the bed and quickly walking over to you, placing his hands on either side of your face with fear in his eyes as he looked over you as if he was searching for any marks or a sign that you were hurt. You could see the flood of emotions on his face as he caressed both sides of your face before looking at you and pulling you into a hug, his arms squeezing you into his chest. 

“Are you okay? They told me what happened on my lunch break.” He pulled away and looked at you again, leaning down some to place a soft kiss against your lips which you returned. You nodded and patted his chest as you pulled away to start getting dressed. “I’m okay, I just..didn’t see it coming at all. The owner and the other employees were very helpful. It was bound to happen someday Tae.” “No, it shouldn’t have happened at all. I have all three of their names and Big Hit will be sending a notice to their parents about their behaviors so that they can have the proper punishments.” He was beginning to get angry, you could see it all over his face as he started to undress himself. 

“They’re your ARMY, of course they’d be upset that all of you have wives now. They just let their anger get to them is all. I don’t have any scratches, they didn’t attack me physically-” “Jagi, please. If they were the ARMY that I know, they wouldn’t have done that to you. They have to hold responsibility for what they did because it could have been worse. I need you to be safe and happy, okay? I’ll make sure to have some extra security around you when you decide to leave or you can just order whatever you need from here.” He wrapped a towel around his waist while you busied yourself with moisturizing your body and slipping on a pair of shorts and an oversize shirt before removing the shirt from your hair and began detangling. “I can’t stay inside everyday, I have to work as well. I’ll be more careful next time.” 

You let him get into the shower while you placed two more braids into your hair to let it dry while you walked back into the living room area to grab your bags from earlier to put everything away. You took out some hamburger meat and sat it on the counter along with some seasoning and began forming patties while listening to some lofi hip hop. While the burgers were cooking, you took out your papers you had gotten from the doctor’s office and looked over them.

You both had been talking about wanting kids for a couple of weeks and you had to tell Taehyung about your past before you made any decisions. When you were in your previous relationship you were pregnant, three months to be exact and you were going to tell your fiance at the time until you walked in on him and your best friend at the time in your shared bed. The amount of stress and heartbreak caused you to miscarry and that added onto your heartbreak. When you told Taehyung, he knew it would be a tough decision for you but he understood that you needed some time. Of course you wanted children with him, but you needed to make sure your body was equipped for it once again. The doctors ran a few tests and asked a few questions and said that your results would come back in two weeks, which was why you were there today. 

Although you and Tae still didn’t have sex yet, you were so comfortable with each other. You could be naked in front of each other and you could tell how much he just wanted to jump on you but kept his composure and you couldn’t deny that you wanted to pounce on him every chance you got but you wanted to do it right. You needed the emotional connection with him first and that in itself worked out for the best. 

Reading over the letter, you sighed since you couldn’t really understand what it said, reading Hangul was hard for you but speaking Korean was easier. Returning to the burgers on the stove, you flipped them and took out some buns, making a couple of burgers since you knew Tae had to be hungry with only just eating lunch. You felt hands snake around your waist and his chin rest on your shoulder as you turned off the stove. “I need you to read something for me. I don’t know what it says and I was going to keep it a secret until tonight but since some plans were shifted, I figured I’d just let you read it now.” You turned around in his arms and noticed he was shirtless. Handing him the paper, he took one hand away from your waist and read over the letter, soon removing the other one to hold the paper in both hands.

“What does it say? You know I can’t read it.” You were nervous now, because his facial expressions were all over the place before he looked at you, his eyes watering. He put the paper down and lifted you up so you were seated on the counter and kissed you, your hand immediately going to lock in his hair. His hands were all over your thighs before you pulled back and looked at him. “Everything is great. You can carry my babies now.” 

Laughing between kisses, you stared up at him, your eyes getting watery as well. Even though you had only been together for three months, you wanted to be as open with him as possible, you wanted kids just as much as he did. He was the other half of you that you were looking for and he just so happened to be on the other side of the world. Of course you still had a lot to learn about each other, especially not knowing one another for that long. You knew there were going to be some arguments but being in the moment with him would be worth it. You could trust him.

“I still want to enjoy you, Tae, but if we just so happen to make a miracle happen I’m okay with that too.” As you spoke he wiped the stray tears that escaped your eyes and pressed his forehead into yours. “We’ll enjoy every part of it, that’s the fun in making a baby.” 

His voice got deeper and you got chills. Bringing his lips down to yours again, you hummed into his mouth as his hands found purchase on your hips before sliding under your shirt and around to the lower part of your back. “We should...eat first.” You said between kisses until he rested his forehead against yours and pecked your lips once more before pulling away and grabbing the plate of burgers you made.

This was what both of you wanted, although you weren’t married for that long, you two wanted a family as soon as possible, especially with him being so busy all the time with the comeback. Soon there would be a tour which meant less time to be with each other, but you knew it would work out with the both of you. Even when he was at practice, he always texted you or called you during lunch break and even helped you in your studio when he had a day off.

Most of ARMY loved your artwork and you even had a page dedicated to just your work. Some bashing you because of obvious reasons but you always saw that there were more positive comments than negative. 

Sitting across from Tae, you ate your burger, listening to him talk about the comeback and the new album that he was excited to drop very soon. He also talked about the award show that was coming up in two days which you totally forgot about. “Oh wait, I almost forgot.” You got out of your seat and walked into the kitchen, coming back with a boba tea you had in the fridge, slightly shaking it a little before handing it to Tae and kissing his forehead. “The woman behind the counter gave me a free one for you, she said it's from ARMY and it’s even purple.” You grinned and he took a sip before nodding and smiling at you. “Thank you, baby.” he finished eating his burgers while you cleaned the kitchen and put everything away. 

You saw him engrossed in his phone while eating so you walked into the bedroom and decided to quickly clean up everything so you could set a mood. Although your day was partially ruined, you wanted the night to be as romantic as possible. Lighting a few candles, you placed them on the dresser and some small tealights on the nightstands. Pulling a small box from under the bed, you opened it and quickly changed into the lavender colored silk set and robe, took the braids out of your hair and fluffed it out quickly as you heard his footsteps coming towards the bedroom.

Standing by the bed, you waited for him to open the door, a smile on your face as you watched him take in everything. “Wow…” He scanned the room before his eyes landed on you and raked over your body. You walked over to him and grabbed his hands, placing them around your waist before leaning up and capturing his lips with yours. His grip tightened, pulling you flush against his chest, his tongue prodding into your mouth to seek yours out. You moaned from it, letting him back you up until you felt the bed behind you. Quickly hopping up onto it, you pulled him with you, laying back and letting him rest between your legs, your hips already bucking into his as his lips moved down to your neck, his hands sliding under your thighs and kneading the flesh there. 

It was easy for him to turn you on, especially with the way his hands were roaming all over your body. “Take this off…” He sat up to slide the robe off of you, kissing your shoulder as the fabric slid down your arms, leaving you in the bra and panties. Biting your lip, you watched him watch you, looking over every inch of you as if he was taking a mental picture. You sat up, pulling his face down to you, connecting your lip once again. This time, you kissed with hunger, nipping at his bottom lip as he unhooked your bra and tossed it to the corner of the room knowing you’d have to look for it later.

You could feel your panties sticking to you and as if he knew it, he slid his hand between the both of you as he laid you back down and began rubbing slow circles through your panties, groaning from how wet you already were. Your breath caught in your throat when he moved your panties to the side and rubbed tight circles on your clit, your legs moving apart more from this action. “Please…” You begged and looked up at him as he stared down at you, licking his lips and grinning. “You want me already, baby?” You quickly nodded and pushed your panties down, doing the same with his shorts and it didn’t surprise you that he had nothing on underneath. 

His cock sprang free, slapping his stomach and already leaking from the tip. Sliding between your folds, he made sure to get himself nice and wet, both of you looking down at your actions before he slowly slid into you. The stretch burned a little and you let out a deep breath until he bottomed out and groaned at how tight you were. You bucked your hips up again, your arms going around his shoulders as he began to slowly thrust into you, both of you moaning at the same time at the feeling of finally being connected after waiting for so long. His head dropped into the junction of your neck and shoulder, kissing and nipping at the flesh there as he continued to pump in and out of you, your head turning to give him more of your neck.

Your body quickly heated up, your eyebrows knitting together as your head tossed back when he began moving his hips faster. Moving your hands across his back, you stared up at him, locking eyes with him as he pecked your lips a few times before moving his head down to suck one of your nipples into his mouth, lapping at it, hearing moans leave your lips. He switched to the other one, making sure to give them both attention. 

Moving his lips back up to your neck and biting at your jaw, he placed both hands on either side of your body and began thrusting faster into you, his pelvis slapping into the underside of your thigh which each thrust. “Oh God...Tae, please.” You groaned, your hands moving down to his hips, pushing him in harder. Taking advantage of the position, you moved your hands down to squeeze his ass, which caused him to bite and suck on your neck and nip at your earlobe. “You’re gonna be nice and pregnant for me, jagi?” He breathed into your ear. “I can’t wait to see you swollen with my baby inside of you, baby.” Your eyes rolling in your head from his words, his hands finding yours and pinning them above your head, fingers locked together.

“Fuck...I’m coming.” you moaned, his grunts turning into moans as his hips stuttered, feeling himself reach his climax as well. Your vision blurred for a few seconds as your body trembled from your orgasm, Tae following right behind you, a few pants leaving him before he released inside of you in thick spurts, pressing his hips into you so none would leak out. He slowed his hips, turning your face to kiss you once again, sloppy and lots of tongue. Once he released your hands you pushed his hair away from his face. 

Your chest was still rising quickly, trying to catch your breath while pushing some of your curls from your sticky forehead. He pulled out of you and you could feel some of his release leaking out of you which made you close your legs, grabbing a pillow and sliding it under your hips. You read somewhere that this helps when trying to get pregnant and although you two were young, you knew you were more than capable of having a baby, just one for now.

“Are you okay?” He asked, kissing your shoulder and then your cheek, as you nodded and looked at him. “Perfect.” You whispered, caressing his cheek. You two did this  lot, stare at each other, taking in every detail. He had some sweat sticking to his face and so did you, you sighed and looked around the room. “Actually, can you blow out the candles? They’re making it really hot in here.” You giggled and he stood up quickly, going around to each one and blowing it out before coming back to join you on the bed. After a few minutes, you moved the pillow from under you and slid under the blankets with him, resting your head on his chest and looking up at him. “I love you.” you spoke quietly, pushing his hair back and wiping some of the sweat that was still lingering on his forehead. 

“I love you, more.” He rubbed your back, leaning down to kiss you once more before looking up at the ceiling. You watched as he slowly blinked, seeing the sleepiness wash over him. 

The next few days were busy for the both of you, going over what you would be wearing to this award show and choosing the right accessories for it. You loved art but also loved fashion, something you and Taehyung also had in common. You’d find yourself taking some of his shirts to style them with your other clothes, he didn’t mind one bit, always telling you how cute you looked drowning in his over sized button ups. 

You were able to do your own hair for the show, keeping the long twists you always did. Your dress, a purple silk ruched dress with an open back and matching long robe-like jacket. You paired it with silver block heel pumps, the neck was open and you wore a silver choker and earrings. Your dress was a little on the short side, stopping mid thigh but as long as you were able to move around without any slips you’d be fine. You had a thin liner and a tinted pink lip, shifting your weight back and forth as you and the other ladies waited for the boys.

“Let me look at you.” Taehyung came up behind you, causing you to jump a little and turn around to look at him, taking in his black suit with purple details and silk purple shirt underneath. He scanned over your body, twirling you around with one hand and placing a kiss on the side of your neck since he didn’t want to ruin your makeup. Everyone huddled into the vehicle and arrived in a timely manner.

The carpet looks were stunning, you were looking at other idols as you guys walked to each set of photographers. Taehyung fixed your jacket, making sure it looked good in the photos that you two took together and as a group. You even took photos with the wives, knowing that some people wanted group shots and individual shots of all of you. 

The show was nothing like you’ve seen before, the yelling and cheering of fans behind you, of course some were not so nice but you ignored them and continued to watch your husband on stage, mesmerized by his performance and how ethereal he looked up there. You were so proud of the group, earning their awards and putting on their best performance, you were even happy to witness the experience. 

After the show ended, the after party came and you didn’t mind it one bit. Tae kept you at his side the entire night, letting you meet his cast members and friends from the movie he’d done, Hwarang. You only drank one glass of wine the entire night until Taehyung glanced at his phone and saw that the boys were ready to go. You quickly said goodbye to his friends and got into the car, already feeling the events of today hit you. In your own little bubble, you and Taehyung whispered about the night to each other on the way back, getting dropped off at your place and going inside.

Taking off your heels as soon as you walked inside, you sighed heavily and turned around to Tae, wrapping your arms around his neck. “We should take a bath together, I’ll run some water and meet you there?” You asked, pressing a few kisses to lips now that you were alone. As infatuated as you two were with each other, you mostly held hands in public, you didn’t want others seeing into the little world you two had going on. Taehyung was big on privacy when it came to relationships and even more now that he was married and you couldn’t blame him. He hummed against your lips, removing the light jacket you had on and staring at your dress once more. “Let me take a few pictures of you first.” He held up a finger and kicked off his shoes, jogging into the room and coming back with his camera, he pressed a button and held it up, watching as you were taking off your earrings and turned to look at him, seeing the flash go off and giggling. 

“I wasn’t ready yet.” You laughed, him capturing another photo of you. “Off guard pictures are the prettiest. It’s in the moment, jagiya.” You smiled and nodded, playing with your twists as he snapped photos. You turned around and looked at him over your shoulder, relaxing your face as he took a few more pictures before putting the camera down. “Go and get the bath ready.” He grabbed your hand and kissed the back of it.

You loved the tub you had, big enough for the both of you and the water was hot enough as you added bubbles. You removed your makeup beforehand, tied your hair up on top of your head and stripped before stepping into the hot bath, sighing heavily at the warmth it brought to your body. With your back leaned against the back of the tub, you closed your eyes for a second before opening them, hearing Tae step into the bathtub with you and sit across from you. 

“I want to show you something. I have a surprise for you.” He pulled you closer, your legs on either side of his body. What did he have up his sleeve? “Close your eyes.” He whispered and you did just that. Keeping your hands on the sides of the tub until he told you to open them and what you saw shocked you. You couldn’t believe what you were looking at as he held open a small box for you. A box that held an emerald cut sapphire ring with white gold diamonds surrounding it. It sparkled against the light and you looked at Tae, already on the verge of tears. 

“I know when we first got together, we had no idea what the other would be like. I know it’s been only a couple of months but I feel like I’ve known you for a long time, Y/N. If I had known you before, I wouldn't have been prepared but it took me a while to find something that I know you’d love. I know we’re already married but I want others to know how serious I am, more importantly, I want you to know how important you are to me. Kim Y/N, will you wear this ring for me? As a symbol of our marriage?” He asked. Blinking a few times, the non stop tears flowing, you stared at him before looking down at the ring again and nodding. His boxy smiled made an appearance as he took the ring out of the box, putting it on the floor next to the tub and sliding the ring onto your left ring finger. 

“This is so beautiful, even without it I’d be okay with anything, ring or not...wow.” You stared at the ring on your finger before wrapping your arms around him and pressing a kiss to his lips. “I love it and I love you, Kim Taehyung.” He kept his hands on your lower back, rubbing your noses together before kissing you again. 

It was a very long time until you two decided to get out of the now freezing cold bath. Half of the water was outside of the tub during the passionate moment you two shared together but once you both were dressed for  bed, you cleaned up the water on the floor before sliding into bed together. Staring at the ring, you didn’t realize how big it was, it was huge! Taking it off your finger, you placed it on the nightstand and turned off the light, wrapping yourself up in Tae once again to go to bed.

“One more thing, Y/N, before you go to bed.” He looked down at you in the dark and you hummed, your eyes closed but you were awake. “I’ve arranged some activities for us next week, since I’ll have the week off. Just a few things I’ve wanted to do with you.” You opened your eyes. “What kind of activities?” You asked. He grinned. “It’s a surprise. I want to surprise you, especially since you’ve had to adjust so much while being here. I want to take you to where I grew up, but I won’t tell you anymore than that.” 

“Okay, I’m both excited and nervous.” You let out a breathy laugh and kissed his chest. “I can’t wait. Goodnight, Tae.” You mumbled. He pulled the blanket up a little more over you and kissed the top of your head. 

New Zealand was the best vacation you had ever been on. You couldn’t remember a time when you relaxed and had nothing to worry about for one full week. Having this time alone with Jin without interrupted work schedules was much needed, you got to know each other much more on both a mental and physical level. You shared secrets with each other, laughed, cried and you started falling more in love with him, which also scared you. You wouldn’t tell him why but in a few more months he’d be gone for two years and you would have to adjust to him not being there with you. You pushed the thoughts to the side because you wanted to bask in him, in his beauty and see him smile. 

Opening the door to your home, you carried your large bags of luggage and sat them by the front door, removing your shoes and sighing heavily. Flying always took a toll on your body since you hated staying seated for so long. Your hair was pinned up in a curly and very tangled bun, dressed in a pink sweatshirt and matching pants. All you wanted to do right now was sleep. You had work tomorrow so it was a good thing your flight landed pretty early so you’d have time to take a nap and get things rolling again. Jin trailed in behind you, dropping his bags at the front door before closing it and locking it up. 

“I need a shower and a nap.” You said quietly, tossing your keys on the counter in the kitchen before walking back towards Jin and watching him in his also very pink sweat outfit, type away on his phone. Wrapping your arms around his waist and pressing your face into his chest, he put his phone into his pocket and moved his arms around your shoulders, squeezing you before stepping back and grabbing your hand. “Let’s go take one then.” Your eyes widened, a smile spreading across your lips before you nudged his side. “My thighs still hurt from the other day, ya know.” You quickly spoke up. That didn’t stop him from tossing you over his broad shoulder and carrying you up the stairs and into your master bedroom’s attached bathroom.

“You seem just fine to me, I won’t try anything. I might just fall asleep in the shower.” Once he put you down, you turned to the digital shower system, turning it on and adjusting the temperature. From living with Jin, you had to learn to not turn it on too hot when you were showering together since he said, word for word. ‘...this is what hell must feel like...my skin is falling off!’ so you learned your lesson then. 

Turning back towards him, you removed your clothing as he did the same, dropping them in a pile next to the sink and stepping behind the glass door to stand under the water, while removing the clips from your hair and letting the tangled mess hit your shoulders and back. Not too soon after, you felt Jin wrap his arms around your waist and kiss your temple, his chest pressed lightly to your back. Your eyes closed and your head leaned back to rest against his shoulder. You wished you could stay like that forever, in warmth, in his arms without having to worry about work the next day. Jin felt the same from the deep sigh he let out against your neck and turned you around to look down at you. 

He could tell you were bothered by something but didn’t speak on it. You’d tell him soon, so instead he pressed soft kisses against your lips and grabbed the shampoo to help you lather your hair. Before any damage could be done, you took over and let Jin wash up while you worked the tangles out of your hair after conditioning it, switching back and forth until you were both cleansed and hair washed. 

You began diffusing your curls while Jin blow dried his hair, standing at the bathroom mirror in towels. You looked at him every few seconds, smiling at the glow he had from his light tan he had gotten while on vacation. “I knew you got a tan, I told you that sunscreen wasn’t a high enough spf for you.” You spoke while turning off your dryer and putting it away. He looks over himself in the mirror and looks over at you. “Hey, it’s not too bad so the makeup noonas won’t be too upset but it will go away soon though. I still look good.” He winked and you rolled your eyes. You cleaned up and finished your night routine and entered the bedroom, moisturizing your body and pulling on an oversize shirt and put a few braids into your hair for the night. 

Jin watched you from the bathroom entrance before walking up behind you and scooping you up, a yelp coming from you as he flipped you around on the bed so he was on top of you, looking down at you. “I know something’s bothering you, baby. What’s wrong?” He asked, playing with one of your braids between his fingers. He had boxers on, shirtless and his hair was fluffy which made him look even cuter than what he already was. 

Your legs on either side of him and your hands at your sides, you turned your head to the side, closing your eyes and sighing heavily. “I just want to enjoy my time with you...before you have to leave. I know we have less than a year before you go and I know you have to tour…” You trailed off and looked at him. You couldn’t help the tears that were forming in your eyes at the thought of not waking up to him or hearing his windshield wiper laugh or him scolding you for using salt instead of sugar in the pancake batter every once in a while. His eyes looked sad, the worry he had for you when he would leave was beginning to settle. 

He’d miss you every day of course, and only letters would be the only way of speaking to each other. Two years would be a long time but he wouldn’t want you to think about all of that now, he’d rather you think about spending as much time together and enjoying your marriage. 

Sitting up, he pulled you up to sitting position and wiped the tears that were sliding down your cheek with his thumbs. 

“This will be the biggest obstacle of this marriage, Y/N. It’s going to be hard for the both of us but as long as we know where we stand with each other, we’ll be more than okay. I will write a letter for every single day that I’m not here with you if you do the same. I don’t want to miss a single thing from your life. There will be sad days, but know that I’ll always come home to you and we can start our lives uninterrupted, have children and never have to worry about me leaving again.” His hands smoothed over your neck, shoulders and down your arms, trying to comfort you. 

You paused. Did he say he wanted children with you? Quickly looking at him, you smiled, happy tears now falling. “You want children? Really?” You had to be sure that what he said was true. You’ve wanted kids but didn’t know if he wanted any. You never had this talk but you figured it’s better to talk about it now. 

“Of course I want children with you. I want everything with you. We will try every single night when I get back. I promise.” He wiped the tears from your cheeks and kissed your forehead before moving down to your lips where you returned the favor. 

“I love you.” You grabbed his hands, lacing your fingers together. 

“I love you more.” He kissed you again, pressing you back against the mattress and laying in between your legs. It was amazing how perfectly your lips fit together, every time you kissed, he made you feel like a giddy teenager. You opened one eye to peek over at the clock that was on the wall and hummed against his lips. All of your exhaustion was out of the window once his hands moved under the shirt you were wearing. 

“I just can’t get enough of you lately…” Lifting the shirt over your head, he removed it and tossed it over his shoulder somewhere. You could feel his boner poking you through his boxers which made you grin. “I can tell already. I thought you were tired?” You raised a brow. Burying his face in your neck and sucking harshly on the skin there, biting your lip in response, he kissed the mark he left. “Can you feel how tired I am?” He asked in response, pressing his hips into yours. 

It took less time to get his boxers off. He lined himself up at your entrance, wanting to jump right into it and slowly guided his member into your wet hole. He shivered at the whiny sound that came from you and began to set a fast pace, lifting one of your legs to get a deeper angle. “Fuck, Jin..” Your head tossed back onto the pillows, one hand playing and pinching your nipples while the other one gripped the blanket under you. 

He leaned down, keeping your leg up and kissed you, your tongue finding his and moaning. He bit your lower lip, licking and sucking on it before looking down at you. Although he was snapping his hips with such speed, the look in his eyes was soft, he loved the way your face contorted when he was inside of you, how your eyebrows knitted together when he hit that sweet spot inside of you just right. You looked up at him as well, your hands moving to wrap around the back of his neck. Dropping your leg, he dropped to his forearms on either side of your head and rocked his body back and forth, increasing his speed and breathing heavily into your neck. 

You wrapped your arms around him, slightly digging into his back and arching your back. The sound of your whines and his heavy breathing along with skin slapping against each other filled the room. You could feel your end nearing already and from the way Jin moaned into your neck told you that he could feel it too from the way you squeezed around him. 

“God, you’re so fucking wet and tight, just how I like it...just for me.” He groaned, leaving marks all over your neck and nipping at your earlobe. You moaned out loud at his words, your walls clenching around him in response. 

He began panting, signaling that he was close but you wanted it to last longer, you always did. Turning over so that you were on top of him, his hands moving to your hips, you kept your hands on his chest for balance and began moving up and down, keeping the same speed he had. “Y/N...I’m gonna come…” His hands coming up to play with your breasts. “No, no. Not yet, hang on a little longer, baby…” You moaned, rocking back and forth on him. 

He planted his feet on the mattress and began thrusting up, causing you to gasp and tilt your head back. “Ngghh...Y/N I’m coming...” He grunted, his hips slowing down but yours still moving as he released inside of you, watching as it leaked out around his cock as you continued to move on top of him, your own end coming soon. The sensitivity started to be too much for him and he dug his nails into your hips and thighs, feeling your walls squeeze him. Rubbing your clit with his thumb, he stared up at you, watching as you trembled. Your orgasm washed over you, your body going limp on top of him as your hips slowed to a stop and you called out his name one last time. You shivered slightly and you could hear him chuckle into your neck before turning to kiss the side of your head. He slipped out of you, letting you rest next to him before turning to meet his lips despite you both trying to catch your breath. 

You glanced over him at the clock on the nightstand and sighed when it read 12:25. “We both better get some sleep or we’ll get yelled at tomorrow. I’m meeting with some photographers.” You yawned and kissed his shoulder and then his chest before finally his soft and pillowy lips that you loved so much. He held onto the back of your neck before brushing his nose against yours. “So beautiful, get some sleep.” He pulled the blanket up and over the both of you, pulling you closer to him before you finally drifting off to sleep. 

Once you were asleep, he slipped out of bed for a moment, grabbing a small box from his dresser drawer and opening it. Revealing a pink Legacy diamond ring. He wanted to give it to you on vacation but decided to wait until the two of you were comfortable back home. Walking over to your sleeping body, he slid it onto your left ring finger and kissed your forehead, watching you stir a little before shifting closer to him. 

“I love you, Y/N..”

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

The next couple of months were dragging, you and Jin went on more dates together even if most of them were spent in your living room. It was good to get to know more about him and see how sincere he was as a person, as well as very goofy. You loved that about him. 

A “family” photo shoot with the other members and their wives is why you were sitting in a makeup chair as the older makeup artists style your hair and do your makeup. BigHit was to put out a few photo spreads of the members and their wives since it was a great way to get the fans to love you even more. Army was slowly coming around, some understanding that BTS was off the market and sending positive comments while others who still didn’t want to come to terms with their “oppa” being taken away by some woman and every now and then, you saw the mean and hateful comments but chose to ignore them.

Everyone was dressed in pastels, even the boys in their sweaters and button ups. You looked in the mirror at your pastel pink shorts and top, while a stylist finished adding hairspray to your hair and brushing through your straightened hair. You chatted with some of the ladies, watching them coo over Namjoon’s baby. She was certainly the most adorable thing you’ve ever seen with Namjoon’s dimples and her mother's almond shaped eyes. You couldn’t wait to have your own with Seokjin when his military service was over. You tried not to think about it too much since you wanted to stay positive and not think about the fact that you would be alone for a year and a half. 

Shaking the thoughts from your head you smiled when you felt a pair of arms around your waist and a kiss on your cheek. “Let’s go take some pictures.” You out your hands over his, looking down at the pink diamond that took over your finger. He brought it up to his lips and kissed it before pulling you towards the set. You were sure everything was going to be okay.

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

“Hello ARMY, welcome to another episode of EatJin, starring me, Jin of course. Worldwide Handsome. Today I have a special guest with me, my beautiful wife, Y/N. Let’s clap for her.” This was your first time ever being on Vlive with Jin during one of his episodes of EatJin and you couldn’t lie and say you weren’t nervous when you were scared as hell. What if they hated you? What if you did something wrong? 

Jin clapped loudly as you sat down, wearing a t-shirt and sweatpants, your hair up in a bun. “Hello ARMY, It’s me, Kim Y/N.” You waved with both hands and read over the comments that came flooding in. Wow, there were so many mixed emotions in the comments. “Y/N and I have some rice, different flavored chicken, kimchi of course, and Chilsung cider while we answer any questions you have for us. As long as they are within reason, we will answer them.” Jin wore a black sweater and blue sweatpants, leaning forward, he glanced over the questions while preparing the food in front of you and you grabbed a pair of chopsticks to eat some kimchi. “‘Y/N, how does Jin sleep at night? Does he snore?’ ARMY I can’t believe you think this of me but I will let her answer.” He looked at you and you giggled a little before licking your lips. “He doesn’t. I’m the one who snores, especially when I am very very tired. I move around a lot as well, so sometimes Jin wakes me up and says ‘Yah! You’re stealing the blanket from me again and moving too much’ so then he has to hold onto me.” Jin was laughing beside you while eating a piece of boneless chicken. “This is true. One time she hit me in the head, right in the forehead and then apologized the next morning when she saw the red mark on my head.” 

You continued to answer a few questions while eating and complimenting the food while Jin spoke to his fans. It was very welcoming. Another question came in which you and Jin froze when a fan asked how you two met and how long you dated until you got married. You knew this question would pop up but Jin spoke up faster than you did. “It was crazy actually, Y/N here was doing a photo shoot and I had left my jacket at the place she was doing the shoot the night before. During Wings concept photo shoot and I really needed that jacket. She complimented  my jacket and said that it smelled good and then told me I was handsome. I had a feeling she was probably just making me feel better because it was early and my face was puffy from sleep. Anyways...we both have busy schedules so I asked her if she wanted to go to my brother's restaurant for a private date and she quickly agreed. We got engaged exactly one year after that and married last year. It was a very small and private wedding. We do plan to have a bigger one in the future.” 

You couldn’t help the smile that was on your face the entire time he spoke, it sounded so real you could picture it in your mind. A young Jin, fresh faced and tired and infatuated with you the moment he saw you. It sounded perfect.

“It was very hard to date with our schedules, I traveled a lot and so did he, but we always text and video called each other. Now, we have some more time together.” You took a sip of the cider while looking at the comments, a lot of hearts and crying emojis. “One more question before the end, let’s make it a good one.” Jin spoke, eating the last of the rice while you checked them over. “Lots of baby questions, oh wow.” You laughed and Jin’s face began to heat up. “Okay, let’s answer it.” He said while laying his head on your shoulder. “We do want children. Maybe in a few years, we have talked about it and we want to make sure that we both have time. Maybe one or two would be nice.” You nod. 

After ending the Vlive, you and Jin cleaned up the food trays. “I knew they’d love you jagiya, I told you.” He leaned over to kiss you, you kissing him back and smiling. “Well you certainly helped a lot with that. Thank you.” You tossed some things in the trash and walked over to sit in his lap. “I’ll have to think of some ideas for EatJin when you’re gone. I’ll make sure to keep a copy of everything.” He placed his hands around your hips and kissed your shoulder. “You’ll be fine. I promise. So...two kids huh?” He asked. You looked down at him with wide eyes. “Is that too many?” You asked. He chuckled, shaking his head. “That’s fine with me. Anything is fine as long as you’re with me.” He flashed you a smile and you couldn’t resist the urge to lean down and kiss him again. “I love you, Kim Seokjin.” You mumbled against his lips. 

Baby crib instructions were hard when you’re by yourself. Y/N had been sitting in the middle of the baby’s room for an hour, figuring out how to put the pieces together. Her IPad was propped up on the small table where her best friend was on Facetime with her, looking up the instructions for her on a website. “You’re doing it right, just make sure the pieces are laying flat….just like that!” She cheered her on. With a 7 month belly, she wore leggings and a baggy shirt, her curly up in a pineapple and out of her face. She had the fan blowing since it was hot and she hated being hot, especially in the summertime. Screwing in the pieces, she stood up and set everything up, checking around her to make sure there weren’t any other extra pieces sitting around and began putting everything else together. Her baby shower was last week so she still had to take things out and hang them up. The baby’s nursery was done beforehand thanks to her best friends who said they were dropping off just a few things but really they came in and painted the room and put the furniture in it as well, minus the crib since Y/N wanted to do that part herself.

The room was a light purple color and the furniture was all handmade from a woodshop that Y/N fell in love with when a magazine came in the mail. “Thanks for helping me out, I got it from here. You finish studying and I’ll text you later.” Y/N spoke to her friend as a knock came on the door. They hung up and Y/N made her way through her apartment and to the front door opening it to a delivery man with a few big boxes. She stared at them then at him. “Are you Y/N? These packages are for you.” He spoke while holding a clipboard. She could tell that the boxes had a few stickers on them and quickly noticed that there were purple and red hearts all over them and realized they were from the boys. Quickly signing her name, she smiled at the guy. “Thank you.” She nodded and began bringing the boxes inside, setting them down and dragged the last box in since it was a little heavy. Closing the door, she pushed them all into the baby’s room and began opening them, sitting down on a chair and opening them, seeing cards at the top first so she opened those up first and read them, keeping the group pictures of the boys to the side of her as she went through each card. 

They sent so many clothes, designer and regular alike. Of course she could tell who sent what since they all had a unique individual style. Jimin sent a few blankets for the baby and the others sent toys and small shoes. At least she wouldn’t run out of clothes right? The last box, the biggest and heaviest box, she opened it and pulled out a card and read it, it was from Namjoon. 

“Jimin said I should send something so I did. I hope it’s enough for the baby. I don’t know how to do these things so I just found a few things that I liked and put them in a box.” 

Attached to the card was a picture of him with a shirt, the shirt had a picture of the baby’s ultrasound on it but Namjoon wasn’t smiling, just making a heart with his arms. At least he tried. She put the card and picture aside and looked in the box, pulling out a small one and opened it, seeing a pair of brown little boots, they were definitely adorable. She stared at them and smiled before looking into the box further and pulling out A LOT of diapers, books and clothes. There was a small table inside as well, wooden. It was from Nakashima furniture which she knew was expensive. Taking it out, she set it by the chair she was sitting in and placed the small shoes on top. “See? He cares, look at all the nice stuff they got you. Let’s put it away and get some food huh?” Y/N rubbed her belly and began putting everything away. She knew it was a good idea to get extra clothing racks for the room since there were so many clothes of different sizes. After an hour of putting everything away and taking the boxes out, she came back inside and made herself a small meal and sat in the living room on the couch, watching a movie and smiling the entire time. The rest of this pregnancy would go by easily.

2 Months Later

“Just push for me, the baby’s almost out Ms. Y/N.” “She’s almost here Y/N! You’re doing so good!” The nurse kept a cold cloth on Y/N’s forehead while her best friend held one foot and another nurse held the other as she pressed your chin into her chest and pushed. Y/N was just at home, cooking dinner for her friends since you guys always got together once a week for movie night and the latest gossip and updates on each others lives. It was late and she was bringing them more iced tea when her water broke. The only ones that were panicking were her friends while she remained calm and went to shower, being the crazy person she was and grabbed the hospital bag. Y/N made it just in time to the hospital before the contractions started, which she took like a champ. 

The sound of crying made her lean back and cover her face, sobbing from hearing the sound she had been waiting for months for. She was here. After being cleaned off and Y/N was taken care of, she was swaddled and placed into her arms, she was beautiful with a head full of hair and medium toned skin, how Namjoon’s looks when he tans. This was definitely the best moment of hrt life for sure.

A few days after going home and getting the baby settled in with a schedule, Y/N finished the rest of her schooling online since she couldn’t be away from her daughter. Jimin and her friends helped pick out a name for her since Y/N couldn’t decide. Settling on the name YoungMi which meant prosperity, eternal and beautiful. A traditional Korean name and a name that Y/N loved as well. Over the next few weeks, she was the perfect baby, sleeping and eating without fussing except for the middle of the night which she would never complain about. The boys had a busy schedule but once Y/N sent Jimin a message telling him the news he was already booking her plane ticket a month in advance since he was serious about having him and the boys meet the baby. YoungMi had features like her of course but she saw so much of Namjoon in her as well. Her eyes, nose and even the small dimples were all features of him.Y/N packed your bags for that day when it was time to go to Korea and meet the boys and for her daughter to meet her father, even if he was still hesitating. 

That day was finally here a month later, the ticket came in the mail, you and Mi were already on the plane, of course she was asleep for the most part of the plane ride, only waking up to be changed and eat again.You had your own section in first class thanks to the boys and once you got to the airport, Taehyung sent you the information about who was picking up to bring to the dorms until you could find a hotel that you were okay with even though they insisted it was okay for you to stay with them and one of the boys would be more than okay to give up their room for you and the baby. 

The driver took you to a back road that must have been Big Hit and helped you out of the car along with the baby’s carseat. You grabbed the diaper bag and quickly made your way inside. Your hair was straightened so it sat under a baseball cap for now since it was warm out and you wore a pair of jeans and a blouse. Walking inside you waited as the two people spoke before you were escorted to the practice room. You could hear the music playing once the woman disappeared behind the door and shouted something before the music was cut off and you could hear running towards the door. Jimin’s head popped out of the door, smiling and opened it wide for you to walk in. “Y/N!!!!” Everyone yelled at once but quickly quieted when they saw the carseat in your hand. You smiled and quickly gave everyone a hug, seeing Namjoon linger in the back. A thin blanket covered the carseat so the sun wouldn’t get in Mi’s eyes so they couldn’t see her yet. “You made it. I’m happy you came, now we can meet YoungMi.” Jungkook spoke and they all stared at the carseat, hearing whining behind the green blanket. 

“C-Can I see her first?” You glanced up at Namjoon’s voice and you were honestly shocked as was everyone else. Your grip tightened on the seat before nodding and seeing a couch towards the back of the room, you walked over to it while Namjoon followed behind. He quickly jogged over into a small area and disappeared behind a door and came back, drying his hands and walking over to the couch You set the seat down and flipped the blanket over, unbuckling your daughter as she opened her eyes and stared at you. Namjoon mumbled something in Korean while staring at her and sat down next to you. You took off her little hat and fixed her hair and watched as he just stared at her. “Do you want to hold her?” You asked. He looked at you then back down at her and nodded, sitting back. You carefully handed her to him, placing his hands where they needed to be to support her and watched as the guys came and crowded around, taking pictures and mumbling. “So lovely.” Jimin smiled and snapped a picture of Namjoon and the baby with Jungkook’s camera. 

“Oh...um, good morning. Did I wake you up?” He asked while pulling on his boxers and pajamas pants. Y/N stretched and sat up, fixing her now matted coils and shook her head. “It’s fine. I was getting up anyways. Leaving?” She asked. He smiled a little and nodded. “I do have to go. Last night was...it was great. I can’t stay though. I have to meet up with the boys and do rehearsals so, yeah.” He found his shirt and pulled it on, sliding on his shoes and rubbing the back of his neck. “Listen...I don’t want-” She held up her hand to cut him off and laughed. “I get it. You’re an Idol. You don’t do relationships, all of that other stuff. It’s cool. Friends?” She asked, pulling on her robe and standing up and looking around for her toothbrush before spotting it on the table. Namjoon nodded. “Yeah. Friends. I’ll text you, don’t know when I’m gonna see you again.” He walked over to the door and peeked out, making sure there was no one there and looked back at her. “Bye.” He stood there, waiting for a response. She waved. “Bye, Namjoon.” Watching him leave out of the room.

The rest of her day carried on, showering, fixing up her hair from last nights escapades and meeting up with her friends for breakfast in their hotel room. She got a text but it wasn’t from Namjoon, instead it was from Jimin, telling her about their busy schedule and how Namjoon would be in a lot of meetings and interviews. She understood that and didn’t ask anything about it.

“What happened with you last night? Drink too much?” one of her friends asked, she continued eating her waffles and shrugged. “You guys know I don’t drink a lot. I ordered a few drinks at the bar downstairs when we got back to the hotel, kinda lost track of time.” Y/N shrugged her shoulders. They shrugged it off, not bothering to continue on with it and for some reason, Y/N just wasn’t looking forward to the rest of her breakfast so she pushed the rest aside.

Over the next two weeks, she only got texts from Jimin and they were becoming good acquaintances. Namjoon didn’t send out a single text to her but she knew that was going to happen. One night stands were typically this way anyways. Or at least that’s what she wanted to tell herself. She had moved into her new apartment two weeks later and settled in, unpacked and was now roaming through the aisles of the market. Making her way down the hygiene care, her eyes settled on something that made her stop dead in her tracks. Condoms. Did we use a...oh shit! How could she forget to use protection? She seemed fine anyways, except for the fact that she had been sleeping through the mornings but that could have been from all of the moving and furniture shopping. There’s no way she could have been pregnant. Right?

3 Months Later

“There’s your baby right there. Have you been getting your appetite back?” The doctor asked while checking the ultrasound on the screen in front of you. Staring at the screen, Y/N shrugged but nodded. “Sometimes, depends on what it is I’m eating.” She answered. The tech nodded and continued to stare at the screen. “Did you want to know the gender of the baby?” She asked. Y/N stared, chewing on her lip before slowly nodding. The woman smiled and looked back at the screen again before writing on a piece of paper. “It’s a girl. Congratulations.” Y/N smiled and waited for the woman to clean off her small swollen belly and sat up, putting her shirt down and standing up. “Can I have a copy of the ultrasound?” She asked. Nodding, the tech was already printing on a nearby printer and handed her the copies. “Are you and the father excited?” She asked. Clearing her throat, Y/N shrugged again. “He’s not in the picture.” You remember back a few months ago when you found out you were pregnant and called Namjoon. Shocked that he was even able to answer the phone at all.

“Hey, Y/N I’m so sorry I haven’t been able to return any of your calls or texts, I’ve just been so busy with the guys, you know? Interviews and practice, I’ve just been super tired.”

“Namjoon, I’m pregnant. Now, before you say anything, no, I’m not getting rid of it. I just thought it was the right thing to do and tell you.”

There was a silence on the phone and you frowned a little before hearing a deep sigh on the other line.

“I’m sorry but I can’t be a part of that. My career is the only thing that’s important to me right now and besides, it wouldn’t work out. We’re not married yet and you don’t live here. I have to go.”

After stopping at the grocery store on the way home to grab a few things, Y/N walked into her apartment and began putting away groceries when she got a video call from Jimin. Propping the phone up, she smiled and waved at him while putting her things away. “Y/N! How did the doctors go today?” He asked. There was an echo so he must have just finished dance practice even though it was late over there. “It went great. Baby’s healthy. She’s growing perfectly.” She nodded and sighed before going to the fridge and grabbing the meat she had marinating the night before and opened it up. “Girl? You’re having a girl! That’s good news. Congratulations.” He started to sound tired while she cooked. Looking over at him, she shook her head. “Jimin, get some sleep. Call me when you wake up. Oh yeah, I’ll send you a picture of the ultrasound. I got an extra copy. Taehyung said he wanted one too, right?” She asked and Jimin nodded before his eyes looked over the camera at something else before hearing a deep voice. Namjoon.