Bonus: I just love him too much. Seeing him enjoying nature, having time to himself really makes me happy. Him finding joy in the little things of life is one of his biggest strengths. Just goes to show how intelligent and creative Joonie is. He is so intellectual, has a unique perspective. You're awesome Namjoon. You are a gift for us.đ¨đ¨đ¨ some bonus pics, cuz why not? I just love him. Oh!!!! Did I mention I love this man.đđđĽ°đĽ°âĽď¸
"Joonie lying down while looking a total cutie pie smol bean"đđđĽ°đĽ°
Kim Namjoon being a diva.đđđđđ¨đ¨
Joon being a hot nerd. Him wearing glasses should come with a warning, heart pls be still.âĽď¸
This man Kim Namjoon is mine and that heart is for me. Pov: me going total delulu for Namjoon.
I love you my dimple baby Namjoon _ah. đ¨đâĽď¸
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Wow. Deleting your most viewed performance videos because that group boycotts you. What the fuck is wrong with the Grammys. They keep pushing non-western artists away from the main awards and when someone finally stands up to their blatant racism they erase all traces of them from their public social media. Bts gave them hundreds for millions of views and they just deleted it because you can't handle being stood up to. That's what they've always done. They use bts for views and then the second they opportunity arises to reward them for their years and years of hard work or even just treat them like people they retaliate. That's all bts is to the grammys. They are just views and publicity. I am so proud of the boys for standing up against them and I really hope other groups will do the same.
warnings: âď¸any characters in the story have nothing to do with their real life counterpartsâď¸f reader, reader with glasses, curse words
*lmk if i missed any*
word count: ~5.2k
a/n: i'm back. i am so so sorry this took to long; i had written like half of it earlier but didn't have time to finish it. but!! it's summer, and i got a new laptop! so hopefully more writing. also i'm officially a graduate! yay! on to uni :) thank you readers for sticking with this story. it truly means a lot. đЎ
Iâm standing in a forest, the sun filtering through the trees. I look down and Iâm wearing a white spring dress, unfit for the chilly time of year. I touch the trees and feel the coarse bark underneath my fingertips.Â
âY/n.âÂ
I hear my name whispered through the breeze. Itâs faint, and I strain my ears to hear it.
âY/n.âÂ
It sounds familiar, a voice I canât quite place.
âY/n.â
âYes? Whoâs there?â I whisper, trying to find the mysterious voice hidden in the trees.Â
âY/n.âÂ
I jolt awake. Strong arms are around me and my back is pressed against something firm and warm. I realize it was just a dream, but Jungkook was the one saying my name. And now Iâm cuddling with him, his strong planes of his chest against my back.
âYou awake?â He asks gently, making me look slowly up. Heâs absolutely beautiful in the morning (but he always is), even with a ruffled head of hair and sleepiness in his eyes.
âYeah,â I murmur back, closing my eyes again, wanting to go back to sleep.Â
Heâs so warm..and strong..I think.Â
âY/n, baby, you canât go back to sleep,â I hear Jungkook faintly say, as Iâm already halfway back to dreamland, âWe have to get up and get ready for the day.âÂ
He called me baby, I think. But I ignore him, so happy with the warmth and comfort that I donât register the door opening.Â
âJungkookâŚâ I hear another voice but it sounds like Iâm underwater.Â
Whoosh! A burst of cold wraps around me and I shoot my eyes open. Thereâs Taehyung grinning at me, my precious blankets and sheets in his hands.Â
âHey, what was that for?â I grumble as I put my glasses on.
âCome on, Y/n,â Jungkook says, stretching and going to stand by Taehyung, âDonât be upset now. I told you you had to get up.â He has a bunny smile on his face and I sigh.
âFine, fine. Let me go freshen up before I head downstairs,â I say, stretching too and then heading to the bathroom.Â
âSure. Also, itâs really late so weâre having brunch downstairs so hurry down! Jin-hyung made mockmosas!â Taehyung chirps, pulling Jungkook out of my room and shutting the door. (a/n: are those a thing? if not, they are now)
I laugh as I get ready, freshening up then pulling on jeans and another sweatshirt of Jungkookâs. I descend the stairs and see that everyoneâs at the table, with Jin at the kitchen mixing up the drinks.Â
âHi Y/n,â he greets, âSit down, have a waffle and some fruit and a mockmosa.â
I thank him then sit down next to Jungkook and Jimin.Â
âJin-hyung made you a special mockmosa,â Jimin says, pushing a glass towards me, âHe says that it tastes fruitier than the others because you prefer that.âÂ
Iâm touched.Â
âWow, Jin, how did you know that?â I ask, taking a sip. Itâs the perfect blend of fruity and fizzy.Â
âI have a sixth sense, honey,â he says with a wink.Â
I roll my eyes with a smile and thank him nonetheless.Â
âWait is that my sweatshirt?â Jungkook asks making me cough on my drink.Â
âWoah woah, careful princess, donât want you to die.â Jimin hits my back to try to get me to stop coughing, but it doesnât help. And now Iâm blushing AND coughing.Â
After my coughing fit subsides, I answer hesitantly.
ââŚMaybe?â I smile sheepishly, my cheeks burning.
âUh huh. I know thatâs mine because Joon-hyung gave me that for my birthday last year,â Jungkook teases, sly smile on his face.
âOh gosh, I didnât know it was a birthday gift!â I hastily say, âLet me go change! I just thought it was cute and Iâm sorry for taking it-â
âBabe, itâs fine.â Jungkook places his hand on my wrist to stop me from getting up, his expression worried instead of the smirk on his face a second ago.Â
âYeah! It looks better on you than Kookie anyways,â Jimin teases, causing Jungkook to glare cutely at him.Â
âHey! Whatâs that supposed to mean?â He asks, crossing his arms.Â
Jimin cackles. âOh baby, I know youâre cute, but Y/n is just adorable in anything she wears.â
I want to sink into the floor and never come back. Canât I just enjoy my mockmosa in peace?
âYeah, thatâs true. The embroidered carrots just match her vibe, you know?â Jungkook smirks again and as I look to my left Jimin also wear a devious look too.Â
âHey, stop teasing the poor girl,â Yoongi says, but still shooting a small smile my way.Â
âYeah, listen to Yoodles and shut up,â I mumble, trying to focus on eating.Â
Jungkook and Jimin laugh but change the subject to todayâs event.Â
Itâs Yoongiâs music showcase, and Iâm so excited to listen to his music. I have listened to a couple of his songs, but today heâs showcasing his new album D-Day.Â
After an hour we all pile into the car, minus Yoongi, who left earlier. Jin drives, with Jungkook sitting shotgun (he fought hard for that spot, and no one wanted to fight with him today). Hobi and Namjoon sit in the middle and Jimin, Taehyung, and I sit in the back.
The 94s are avidly discussing Yoongiâs work, being the only people who have heard his new songs.Â
âHe really is a genius with his lyrics,â Namjoon praises, smiling fondly at the thought of Yoongi.Â
âNo wonder we call him Min genius,â Hobi says, matching Namjoonâs dreamy look and big smile.
âAww, look at those two geeking out..â Taehyung whispers into left ear, making me snap out of my daydreaming and suppress a shiver. Heâs sitting next to me, as Iâm squeezed into the middle seat.
âI know,â I whisper back, âTheyâre so passionate about Yoongi. Itâs sweet.â It is sweet, how much they care about each other.Â
âYou know, Namjoon-hyung and Hobi-hyung also used to write rap lyrics,â Jimin says, whispering into my right ear.Â
Itâs really hot in the car. Or maybe itâs just me?Â
âReally? Thatâs so cool. I wonder what their lyrics were like,â I muse, imagining Namjoon and Hobi with microphones in hand, gold chains around their neck, caps on backwards. Oh my god, they would definitely wear dark sunglasses too. I puff out a laugh at the thought of that.
âWe can go to Yoongi-hyungâs studio and look into the archives, I know the password-whatâs so funny?â Taehyung asks, stopping mid thought.Â
âNothing,â I reply, smiling at the thought of Namjoon and Hobi wearing thick chunky rings and earrings. Ha! Namjoon wearing chunky earrings.
Jimin pouts.Â
âY/nnnn just tell meee,â he whines, âDonât tell Tae, just tell me.âÂ
I roll my eyes fondly.
âNever mind, you two. Weâre almost there.â I gesture out the window. Jin is turning into the parking lot of the music building at our university.Â
âHmph.â Tae pouts like the baby he is, and I resist the urge to coo and pinch his bread-like cheeks.Â
âEveryone out!â Jin shouts, unbuckling and opening his door with a haste.Â
Jungkook rolls his eyes.
âJin-hyung, weâre not even late,â he says, leisurely unbuckling and getting out, stopping to stretch in the sunlight.
âWe shouldâve been here ten minutes ago!â Jin practically shrieks, making all of us cringe.Â
Oh boy. An annoyed Jin is not a happy Jin, and thatâs not going to be good energy for Yoongiâs showcase.
âJin,â I say, going around the van to talk face to face with the man, âItâs going to be okay. Technically, Yoongiâs exhibit doesnât open for another fifteen minutes.â Heâs about to protest but I continue on, âI know you wanted to be here early for Yoongi, but we canât even get up there until it officially opens, and the important thing is that weâre here, and here in one piece.âÂ
âBut-â
âSheâs right, Jin,â Namjoon says, slipping his hand into Jinâs. âWeâre here, safe, and ready to cheer our love on. Thatâs all that matters.â He gives Jin a peck on the cheek.Â
Jin sighs.
âFine. I know you guys are right,â he mumbles, leaning into Namjoon and starting to walk. He and Namjoon look so cute together and I snap a photo before I too start heading to the building.Â
Hobi and Jimin catch up to them, with Hobi murmuring a quick âThank you.â to me.Â
Taehyung and Jungkook, on the other hand, stay back and walk with me, Taehyung on my left and Jungkook on my right.Â
We chat about random thoughts as we walk, and I notice Jungkook and Taehyung pressing their sides close to mine. I smell Jungkookâs fresh and airy scent that mixes with Taehyungâs warmer and more woody scent. They make me smile, the perfumes as complimentary to each other as the people are.
We reach the doors and head inside. The sleek yet elegant lobby greets us, with signs to direct us to the correct rooms. Jin is with Namjoon at the front desk, grabbing what looks like brochures.
âOkay guys,â Jin says, handing out the brochures, âI know weâre just here for Yoongi, but after seeing his work we could check out other producers too.âÂ
âOh my god, Kim Woosik is here? Tae-hyung, Jimin-hyung, please come with me to see his work!â Jungkook begs, grasping his hyungs shoulders.Â
âOkay, okay, Kook. We can go there after we see Yoongiâs exhibit,â Jimin says, ruffling Jungkookâs hair fondly.Â
Jungkook scans the brochure, then his eyes widen.
âNo no, hyung, we have to go now.â He says, panicked. âHis exhibit leaves in half an hour, hyung! Half an hour! We need to go now. We can visit Yoongi-hyung after!âÂ
âOkay, fine-â Before Taehyung can get any more words out Jungkook drags him and Jimin towards the stairs.Â
âBye guys! Weâll see you later, I guess.â Jimin calls, then grins as Jungkook forces him up the stairs.
The remaining guys and I look at each other, bemused at what just happened.Â
âIâll be more mature, but Hobi-hyung, do you want to check out SUMINâs exhibit? Itâs also only here for another half an hour,â Namjoon says, turning to Hobi.Â
âSure, Namjoon-ah,â he says, looping his arm through Namjoonâs. âLead the way.â
They wave and head to the elevators, leaving me with Jin.
âWell, I know I donât know much about the music industry, but I just want to go see Yoongi first,â I say, awkward at the sudden quiet.Â
âItâs okay, Iâll go with you,â Jin says, placing a hand on my shoulder. âItâs on the fourth floor, so letâs go this way.âÂ
He steers me to the elevators and clicks the up button.Â
âDonât you have famous people that you want to see?â I ask, confused as to why Jin didnât go with any of the others.
âSure, but I want to see Yoongi too,â Jin says, a soft smile on his face. âAnd what better company than you?âÂ
Ding! The elevator slides open, and a couple steps out as Jin and I get in.Â
âThatâs so sweet,â I say as I click the four button. âIâm glad to have you as company too.âÂ
We start going up and get past the second floor. Then, clunk.Â
Oh no.
âUm, Jin,â I turn to the man next to me. âI think weâre stuck.âÂ
âAh shit, seriously?â He asks, looking for the emergency phone.Â
For some reason, I find this situation funny.Â
âI guess the universe just doesnât want us to see Yoongi.â I throw my arms up, making Jin chuckle.Â
âYeah. And our lazy asses didnât want to walk like four flights of stairs so we took the elevator. Wait until the maknaes find out about this.âÂ
Jin finds the red phone and holds it up to his ear.Â
âHello? Hi, yes weâre stuck. Mhm. Okay. How long?âÂ
As he converses I look at the mirrored wall on the back of the elevator. I fix my hair and Jin hangs up the phone.Â
âOkay, so they said that it should only be about 10-15 minutes until they can fix it,â Jin says, and I turn back to face him.Â
âOkay. Thatâs not too bad I guess,â I say, sliding down to sit on the floor. I pull out my phone. Damn. Ten percent.Â
Jin sits next to me and laughs as I wince at my phone charge.
âLow battery?â He teases, pulling his phone out smugly and shows me.Â
Sixty seven percent? Screw him, I think.
âYeah yeah, whatever,â I grumble, annoyed that now I canât play Block Blast while we wait.Â
âWe could always play a game,â Jin suggests.Â
âI guess so. Do you have any on your phone?â I ask, shifting to reach for it. But the guy just pockets it and chuckles.Â
âNope. Sorry. Iâm not a game type of person,â Jin says, shrugging while I roll my eyes.Â
What kind of weirdo doesnât have a singular game on their phone?Â
âNot even those stupid default ones, like Wordscapes or Sudoku?â I whine, desperate to do something. Yeah, I think I might be addicted to technology.
Jin scoffs.Â
âYou know, not all games are online,â he says, poking my side. I flinch and scoot away from him.Â
âLike what?â I ask, suspicious of the look in his eye.Â
âHow about we play two truths and a lie?â He suggests, making me sigh.
âFiiine. Only because thereâs nothing else to do.â I adjust to now sit cross legged in front of Jin.Â
âOkay, Iâll go first.â Jin leans forward. âI have a trust fund, Iâm bisexual, and I can open a bag of chips with my toes.â
What the hell are these options? I side eye Jin.
âYou seem like the type to be a trust fund baby..â I ponder, making a smile tug at his lips.Â
âGo on.â He just smiles as I struggle to decide.Â
The bisexual thing came out of nowhere, but opening a bag of chips with oneâs toes also is so weird. But, the chip one is oddly specific, making me think itâs the truth.Â
âThe lie is that youâre bisexual,â I say confidently. I mean, Jin is gay, so the likelihood of him being bisexual is lower than the likelihood of him not having a trust fund.Â
Jin smirks, then leans in towards my ear. I wait eagerly to hear that Iâm right.
âIncorrect,â he whispers.
He pulls away, leaving me stunned. What was that? He is bi? Oh my god. So he likes girls too, like Hwasa told me.Â
âOkay, you got me there,â I say nervously, suddenly aware of how small the elevator is and how hot it is in here, âSo tell me the lie.â
Jin just shakes his head, that damn smirk still on his plump lips.
âThere is no lie, honey,â he says, relishing in my lack of a response.Â
My brain feel like itâs short circuiting. So Jin has a trust fund, makes sense. Heâs bi, which is definitely new information. Maybe heâs bluffing about that? I should ask one of the boys about it. Maybe Namjoon? Or even Yoongi? Wait that means-
âYou can open a bag of chips with your toes?â I blurt out, flushing as I see Jin laugh.Â
âYes, I can. And donât look so weirded out,â he chides, making me change my expression.Â
Then I realize something.
âYou cheated in the game!â I cry out, shoving Jinâs shoulder. âYouâre supposed to have a lie! Not all truths!âÂ
Jin holds up his hands in a surrender motion. âWoah, woah. I just wanted to spice it up a little, honey,â he says.Â
I pout childishly. âYeah, but how am I supposed to beat that? Itâs not like-â
Clunk.Â
Woah, the elevator started again. That was quicker than I thought, which Iâm grateful for because Jin is making me flustered. Not that I would admit that, though.
Jin hops up and holds out a hand to me. I ignore it, making him chuckle.Â
âWhatâs wrong, Y/n?â He asks innocently.Â
I cross my arms and ignore him, enjoying the petty game Iâm playing.Â
Ding! The doors open and I step out. Having memorized where Yoongiâs gallery is, I immediately pivot to the right on the tiled floor.Â
âY/n!â Jin is beside me but I walk faster, ignoring him. âCome on!âÂ
I hold in my giggles until I reach the sturdy-looking wood door with Min Yoongi on it.Â
I hurriedly open and shut the door, right in Jinâs face. This time I do giggle, because I hear a âHey!â from outside.Â
Inside is a spacious room with headphones all around connected to screens with the title of a song. I guess people listen to each song individually with the headphones.Â
Thereâs only one person in here: a girl in the corner, listening to a song titled âHaegeum.âÂ
âIs there someone out there?"Â
I turn my head and there's Yoongi, sitting in a comfortable looking gray chair with a sign that has his name on it behind him. He has a bemused look on his face.Â
"Oh! Uh, no. No one important," I say, still holding the door shut. It's quiet outside, making me wonder if Jin gave up.Â
"Mhm. Sure." Yoongi's phone starts to ring, and he looks at the caller ID then answers it. "Yes, hyung?"Â
Oh shit.Â
"You want me to open the door?" He asks, a smirk beginning to form on his face as he looks at me, my back still pressed against the door and hand on the knob. "Okay, no problem."Â
He hangs up and walks casually over to me.Â
"Hey Y/n," he says, looking me straight in the eye.Â
I gulp before responding. "Yes?"Â
"Mind moving? What if other people want to come in to see my exhibit?" He crosses his arms as I contemplate my choice.Â
If I don't give in, then I risk other people not being able to come see Yoongi's work, which could be harmful. And, I think I've taken this game a little far now.Â
"Okay fine," I say, moving away from the door. No sooner do I step to the side, the door swings open and Jin bursts in.Â
"Finally! Yah, Y/n, were you really going to continue to keep me out of Yoongi's exhibit?! That's the whole reason why we're here!" He's being really loud, and the girl in the corner quickly exits through the door at the other end of the exhibit.Â
"Shh, Jin," I chasten, "We need to be quiet and not dwell on the past. Yoongi here is going to show us his songs, right Yoodles?"Â
I grab his arm and lead him to the first set of headphones, Jin sputtering but following us. The song title reads "D-Day."Â
"So, tell us about this album of yours Yoodles," I say, now genuinely curious about his new songs.Â
Yoongi pauses, trying to find the right words. Jin is silent now, making it a thoughtful quiet in the room.Â
"This album, titled D-Day, is all about me showing my personal path to being free of social expectations. Liberation, per se, of those pressures that people put on me." He thinks some more before speaking again. "It's also about my internal struggles too. I tried to really tell my story in this album, and I hope that you and everyone who listens to it can resonate it some way."
Yoongi's cheeks are slightly pink under the dim lighting, and I can tell he doesn't like talking about his work much.Â
"Wow. That was so..beautiful," I say, even more excited to start listening to the songs. "I'm going to start listening now!"Â
I pick up the headphones and press play.Â
~
I finish listening to all the songs and reach the end, where Yoongi's sitting back in his chair. Jin is currently listening to one of my favorites, "AMYGDALA."Â
"Yoongi, I don't know what to say," I stop in front of his chair. "That was..amazing. You have such a beautiful way with words."
"Thank you," he says, happiness seeping through his words, "That means a lot. This album was my most personal one yet, and I'm glad you enjoyed listening to it."Â
"You know, AMYGDALA and Snooze were my two favorites. The rest were good too, don't get me wrong!" I say, "But those two just stuck out the most to me."Â
"Why's that?" Yoongi asks, tilting his head, his expression unreadable.Â
I pause. Why was is those two struck something in me? Maybe because of the meanings and stories behind them both.Â
"It's okay if you're unsure." Yoongi smiles gently at me as I look down at my Converse on the dark carpet. "Music and art in general can be so hard to describe and one may not understand why a piece may be more meaningful than others. So, if you can't tell me, now or ever, it's okay. I'm just glad my music made you feel something."Â
How can such a person exist? He put my thoughts exactly into words, but I still want to try to express my thoughts to Yoongi. Â
"No, I want to try," I say, determined to attempt to explain. "AMYGDALA just felt so personal, and I'm grateful to be able to listen to your story in such an emotional and raw way. I could sense your internal struggles too, during that song, and the want to be quote unquote 'saved.'" I fidget as I try to think of a way to describe Snooze. Yoongi nevers breaks eye contact, silently urging me to continue with the calming weight of his stare. So I do.
"Snooze felt more directed towards the listener too. You're telling the listeners that the road to success and happiness may be hard, but don't give up on your dreams. It's okay to have good and bad days, as we are all only human." I'm on a roll now. "Every day, good or bad, you tell the listeners that you are there for them; that you will be a pillar of support for them even if they are struggling. That's what so beautiful about Snooze: the way you assure your listeners that everything will be okay, even if it's not right now."
I stop, and look at Yoongi. He's gazing up at me, looking like an angel under the dim lighting. The ebony color of his hair is highlighted with the light, making it seem as if he's glowing. His eyes are impossibly soft, and his lips are curved up slightly. The almost admirable look on his face makes me nervous, for some reason.Â
"What's wrong. Why are you looking at me like that?" I ask, worried that he may think my interpretation is bad. Oh no. What if I misunderstood what he was trying to get across? This is why I don't say my thoughts out loud.Â
"No reason," he replies, fully smiling now. I look away, still slightly confused about his weird behavior.
"Okaay, so how much longer is your exhibit?" I ask him as Jin comes over to us, also finished listening to the album.Â
"About an hour. Will you guys still be here when I'm done?" Yoongi asks, directing the question mostly to Jin.Â
"Ah, probably. The rest of the crew needs to come in here and see your exhibit still, and I don't doubt that they will come at the end because they lost track of time in their current echibits," Jin says, rolling his eyes but with no malice behind it.Â
"Speaking of, did you guys have any other exhibits you wanted to visit?" Yoongi asks, resting his hand on his cheek as he looks at us.Â
"There was one," JIn says, checking the brochure. "And it closes in half an hour, so I'd better get going. You coming, Yn? Or are you staying here with Yoongi?"Â
I look at the empty exhibit and think that this would be a good time to ask Yoongi about what Jin said in the elevator.Â
"I'll catch up later," I tell Jin.Â
He nods and waves goodbye to Yoongi and I.Â
The door shuts and I'm left alone with Yoongi.Â
"So, any reason as to why you wanted to stay here with me?" Yoongi asks shifting in his chair.Â
My stomach starts to get a weird feeling in it. How do I bring up this? Itâs a very sensitive topic and what if Jin was just teasing me in the elevator? I don't want to be wrong or sound rude.Â
"Hey." Yoongi's in front of me now, concerned look on his face. When did he get up?
"Hmm?" I ask, looking up at him.Â
"Is everything okay?" He asks, eyebrows furrowed with worry. "You seem to have drifted off in your thoughts again."Â
Oh gosh, he must think I don't care.Â
"Oh sorry! I didn't mean to, I was just thinking-" I start to say, but he interrupts me.
"You don't need to apologize. I noticed that sometimes you have longer thoughts in your head that may need a moment to process. I just wanted to make sure those thoughts weren't bad," Yoongi explains, gently leading me to his chair.Â
I try to protest, saying that I don't need to sit, but his look makes me sit.Â
The chair is very comfortable, I will admit that.
"Now, what's wrong? Clearly something is on your mind," he says, pulling out a stool that I didn't see earlier.
I guess Iâll just go for it. But I definitely need to explain some context.Â
"Jin and I got stuck in the elevator coming to see your exhibit," I start, but pause when Yoongi laughs. "Hey, it's not that funny," I pout.Â
"Sure it's not. Continue, please," he says, crossing his legs.Â
"We were bored. So, we decided to play the game of two truths and a lie." Oh boy, here we go. "Jin went first. He said that he had a trust fund, could open a bag of chips with his toes, and..." I trail off and swallow. God, why is this so hard? It shouldn't be.
"What did that idiot say?" Yoongi asks. "If he said something inappropriate or weird, you can tell me. Sometimes he says things that he doesn't mean," Yoongi says, making eye contact with me.Â
"No, it's not that," I say, "It's just something that was weird. He said that he was bisexual."Â
There. It's out in the open now.Â
I can feel my heart pounding in my chest as I wait for Yoongi's response. I can tell he's thinking about what to say.Â
"So there was no lie?" Is the first thing out of his mouth.Â
"I guess not," I whisper, as Yoongi just confirmed that Jin is bi.Â
"Does him being bi make you uncomfortable?" Yoongi asks, and I can tell he's analyzing my reaction. How do I explain to him that it makes me the opposite of uncomfortable? That is gives me hope that I shouldn't have about Jin and the rest of them?Â
"No, of course not." I say firmly, not wanting Yoongi to think that I'm judging Jin for being bi.Â
"Okay, so tell me. How do you feel?" Yoongi gaze is pinned on me, but not in a harsh way. Instead, it's one of curiousity.Â
I choose my words carefully.Â
"I feel a little surprised. To be honest, I thought that he would only be gay." I hope that came out not in an offensive way.Â
"Yeah, that's fair. All of us are obviously gay, but some of us are bi too. And then some of us don't have a specific label on our orientation." Yoongi shrugs, then continues. "Jin-hyung, Jimin, and Hobi are all bi. Namjoon, Tae, and I don't have a specific label. We just like who we like, and don't worry too much about the specifics. As for Jungkook, he's still figuring it out. He knows he's gay, that's obvious enough. But on whether or not he likes women, that remains to be seen for sure." Yoongi stops for a moment, letting the words sink in.Â
That helps me have some insight on the boys and their feelings. Hwasa was right, in a way. They all may like girls, some more sure about that than others. The selfish part of me is happy that I could have a chance.Â
I nod, and Yoongi continues, seemingly satisfied with my minimal reponse.
"But Jungkook has time. All of us have time, to be honest. There is no timeline to figuring yourself out. I could be 80 and still finding out new things about myself. I hope that clears up some things."
He is so poetic. I love the way that he describes things, and helps me to understand without feeling stupid. My ex would often explain things to me, but I would feel small and stupid after.Â
"It does, thank you." I appreciate the insight that Yoongi gave me about him and the rest of the other boys. I know it can be difficult to share that part of yourself, but it's clear that the boys and Yoongi aren't afraid of telling me about themselves.Â
As I visit other exhibits by myself, I find my thoughts straying to what Yoongi said about figuring oneself out. I feel old, but in reality I haven't even lived half my life yet. Those six months I wasted on my ex have still impacted me, even after we broke up. Why am I letting him affect me so much? My time with him may have felt long, but I have so many years ahead without him. I need to progress without worrying about him. The journey may be bumpy, but I need to try to figure myself out now, even if it does take time.Â
When I meet the boys in the lobby, I feel more more calm with my thoughts, Yoongi's words helping me more than he knows.Â
"Everyone ready?" Namjoon asks, as we all nod then head out. We're going out to dinner to celebrate Yoongi's album, and split between two cars, with half of us going with Jin and the other half going with Yoongi.Â
I go with Yoongi, along with Jimin and Hobi.Â
"I call shotgun!" I cheer as the other two groan, too busy talking to even think about it. I smile at Yoongi as I climb into the passenger seat.Â
Jimin and Hobi are distracted by their own conversation, so I take the chance to quietly talk to Yoongi.Â
"Hey, I just wanted to say that our conversation this afternoon was really helpful, so thank you" I look at the road, not having the courage to look Yoongi in the eye.Â
"I'm glad," he replies, glancing over at me, then focusing back on the road.Â
There's a lull. Jimin and Hobi's conversation is still happening, but it's like background noise. I gaze out the window at the sky, painted in fiery hues of orange and red.Â
It happens so quick, like a blink.Â
One second and Yoongi's hand is on mine. His touch is warm, comforting. I don't look at him and he doesn't look at me, but I can tell in that moment there's a shift. The air seems lighter, the sunset more vibrant.Â
I hold his hand tighter.
a/n: i have the next couple chapters planned out, so hopefully i can write them pretty quickly. next week i have my dance recital all week tho, so no writing then. but after i will!!! much love, stay safe and healthy âşď¸đŤśđź
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Summary: Persephone Keres is a witch with a dark past; she never imagined that a knock on her door from the celebrity and her current boss, Kim Taehyung would lead her right to what she was running from. When she started working for the biggest band in the world as a stylist, she believed she was finally escaping her fate but the Gods had entangled their destinies, and now the only way to survive what was coming was⌠together.
Rating: Mature (may include violence, sex, smoking, cursing)
Word count: 7.0k+
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My hotel room looked like a tornado passed through but I couldnât find my lighter, my needed for a cigarette was starting to become desperation. Travel days always got on my nerves. My Witch side didnât respond that well to airplanes.Â
A strong knock on my door made me stop my search, with slight resignation I stood from my current position on the floor, replied a âcomingâ while grabbing my purse and proceeded to go answer the door.Â
To say that I wasnât expecting the person that was standing on the other side of the door was an understatement, it took me a whole 30 second to react and make a 90 degree bow.
âMr. Kim good night, is there anything I can do for you?â Kim Taehyung, a member of the largest boyband in the world⌠and my boss was standing in front of my door scratching his head, grinning like a teenager about to ask permission to go out to his parents.Â
âHiâ he did a quick bow âare you Persephone? Sorry to bother you but one of the other stylist may have said that you where the one to see if I wanted a cigarette.â This makes me chuckle.Â
âPlease call me Seph and I guess my reputation precedes meâ I start searching in my bag and pulling packs out âSo⌠I have menthol, chocolate, reds and some rose and lavender that I roll myselfâ I wave the four packs in the air, his boxy grin gets a little bigger, which makes me add âI may have some vapes inside as well if you want me to search for themâŚâ
He lets out a little laugh waving his hands âNo, no, if you sell me a pair of menthol ones I would be eternally grateful.â I hand him the pack.Â
âYou can keep the pack, is there anything else I can do for you Mr. Kim?âÂ
âOh, how much do I owe you?â
âNothing, donât even worry. I have more and I should seriously stop smokingâ I give him a huge smile âIf that is all Mr. Kim, have a goodnight.â I bow, closing the door and start heading towards the elevatorsÂ
âActuallyâŚâ his voice stops me âare you going out?â I turn, he is scratching his head again with the mischievous grin.Â
âYup, I was heading to grab a smoke and an ice cream from my favorite place in the cityâ His eyes grow a little bigger getting a cute little spark in them âDo⌠you⌠wanna⌠come?â His answer is an enthusiastic nod accompanied with a huge boxy grin âGreat. Do you have to go grab a cap, a mask?â He nods again, making me laugh a little âI will see you in the lobby in five?â He nods a third time and sprints to what I assume is his room.
Iâm waiting by the lobby door, my mind berating me for inviting my boss to come grab an ice-cream with me, there is no scenario where this is not a bad idea. Crap. My magic sits restless in my stomach, a product of my own anxiety. There is an endless list of why I should have kept my mouth shut, starting with the fact that absolutely no one within the company, and specially not my seven bosses, knew anything about the Witching World or the danger they may face, if certain people where to see them near me outside of a professional environment. Thatâs exactly why I had accepted the job on my terms of being a âback of houseâ stylist, which basically consisted in helping with the conceptualization of looks and dealing with international brands to get the pieces for the outfits we needed which meant I had little to no interaction with the boys whatsoever.Â
I seriously canât believe how my mouth had betrayed me that way. My magic was becoming more and more restless in the pit of my stomach, when the feeling of a light tap tap on my shoulder pulls me out of my thoughts, making me turn around to find a tall slim guy dressed in jeans and a knit cream sweater with a black mask and black beret hat over his brown fluffy curls. His attempt to hide is identity was cute and mostly useless considering how their fans could recognize them from the tip of their ears, to avoid any uncomfortable situation I cast a quick spell to actually hide who he was, it may not work for magical being but there was no way the regular human eye would recognize him tonight.Â
âOkay, Iâm ready to go. Let me follow you to the magical ice-cream place you where talking aboutâ He began bouncing on the ball of his feet and it was easy to tell he was smiling with anticipation bellow his mask.Â
We walk out of the hotel to the fresh night air of early March. For the first time in a couple of days I take a deep breath filling my lungs, my magic steading a bit more at the sight of the Arno river, water always helped with grounding. Right in front of us we had the view of Florenceâs lights dancing in the water, an instant pang of nostalgia struck my chest, I missed this city so much, I missed the cobblestone streets, the smell of fresh espresso in the mornings and fresh baked pastries at night, the sweetness of drinking in the afternoon a glass of wine with a delicious pizza, the weekend trips all over Tuscany, the buzz of ancient magic that flows trough the city⌠a loud âwhoaâ pulled me out of my thoughts.Â
âItâs gorgeous right?â I canât help but ask. Taehyung nods enthusiastically. âLetâs go. We have to cross to the other side of the riverâ We start walking, both of us pulling our cigarettes âShit, forgot I lost my lighter. By any chance you have one Mr. Kim?â His melodic laugh startles me a little.Â
âI have one and I will only lend it to you if you stop calling me Mr. Kim, call me Taehyung-ssi or Tae if you are feeling bold but please Iâm beggingâ he trows his hands in the air very dramatically âIâM BEGGING, stop the formalityâ His drama was hilarious, actually making me laugh.Â
âFine, fine, can you please lend me your lighter? Itâs been such a long day and I really need a cigarette.â He smiles, lights my cigarette and proceeds to light his. The heavenly feel of the first drag, the way the smoke caresses my throat feels just right, I let out a deep breathe and my sight becomes clouded with smoke and just for a moment I feel steady and calm.Â
We walk in silence, enjoying our cigarettes, the murmur of the city, the flow of the river. We start crossing the Carraia Bridge and when we reach the middle Taehyung stops and leans into the old stone taking in the view of city.Â
âYou know? Its my first time in the city, and I have walked like⌠one street and half a bridge but it kinda feels magicalâ His deep voice matches the Florence night vibe down to a T.Â
âIt does, doesnât it?â Little did he knew, how right he was, this was a city filled with ancient magic. He answers with a soft âmhmâ.
We continue walking until we reach Sbrinos, a small ice-cream shop that makes hand made gelato and every day offers a variety of different flavors, itâs widely popular and it might have something to do with the fact that the owner infuses a little bit of magic when he churns the gelatos, taking advantage of the ingredientâs properties. Dante was one of the best herbalists healers in the witching world. We go inside the tiny gelateria, the insides are beautiful, the stone walls covered in vines and local artists paints.Â
I spot the huge man behind the counter serving a young boy, his broad shoulders hunched while he serves the gelato. Dante may be a 6â2â giant, with a muscular broad body but in reality his bearded face, tatted arms and piercing glance where just the facade of a big ass teddybear, the fact that he extended his magical abilities towards his hobby of making gelato was a testament to his soft personality. When he feels the two new presences his heads lifts and a loud booming voice is calling my name.
âSeph! Bellissima, come stai? Mi mancano tuoi visite di mezzanotte amoreâ I canât help but laugh at my best-friendâs stupid antiques, of course he misses my midnight visits, we would gossip about all the Italian fuck boys we encountered, and Dante was the worst busybody in the whole Tuscany region.
âDante, I missed you too! How have you been? How is Stephan?â He hands the ice-cream to the little boy and walks around the counter to embrace me in a huge bear hug.Â
âI have been doing good Amore, business is doing great and Stephan is been amazing, he took me on a surprise trip to Venice last week, one of the must romantic weekends of my life.â He is grinning from ear to ear âBut how about you principessa? You are always so busy with work and you havenât come to visit in six months, you know Mrs. Rossi is gonna throw a pot in your head when she sees you right? She is pissed, keeps saying you have to take a break.â I cringe at that. I was planning to surprise Mrs. Rossi with breakfast tomorrow, I know the 90 year old seer thinks Iâm overworking myself, because she tells me so every time I call, and I know she will berate me to dead when she sees how much weight I have lost in the last months. Dante must notice my pout because he lets out a loud laugh and hugs me again. âSo are you here for pleasure Amore?â I canât help but laugh again.
âI wish. Actually, Iâm working but itâs good because itâs a light schedule and I get to spend the next three weeks and a half here, which makes me extremely happy.â We came to Florence because the boys where shooting some concept photos for some projects taking advantage of the fact that they had a big photo shoot and the recording of a fashion film as brand ambassadors for an up and coming brand. My job was technically easy this weeks because we planned this concepts for months, we had the looks ready to go and for the brand shooting they where the ones bringing the pieces, I just had to coordinate the sizes, styles and preferences for each boy with the brand beforehand which meant I just had to show up and make sure everything ran smoothly in the set. âLetâs say itâs almost like vacationsâÂ
Dante tsks and flicks my noseÂ
âDonât talk anymore Amore! You are breaking my heart, have I taught you nothing? Work hard but donât forget to enjoy life.â Just then he remembers Iâm not alone and I realize we have been talking in Italian all the time, which seems like a rude thing to do to your boss. What is worse is how Dante is eating alive Taehyung, making him squirm under his gaze which makes me punch his arm, hard, making him wince. âIâm sorry we have been so rude, Iâm Dante. Are you one of Sephâs boyfriends? Do I need to threaten you?â This earns him another punch on this arm.
âDANTE!! WHAT THE FUCK?!â I shriek, but Taehyung only laughs and crosses his arms signaling a no, with the very Korean gesture.
âNo, actually I am one of herâŚâ He pauses considering what to say. âcoworkers. My name is Taehyungâ he bows and extends his army in greeting âbut I am curious to hear all about her boyfriends, Iâm always down for some good gossip.â I narrow my eyes towards Dante and the bastard just laughs and pats Taehyung on the back.Â
âOh, Mr. the amount of stories I have of this girl are unbelievable, you know this onceâŚâ
âDonât you dare Dante! I just properly met Taehyung today, donât make me never bring anyone again.â I point at him âHe just tagged along for the amazing ice-cream I promised.â Dante just shrugged it off.
âMaybe next time she brings you pretty boy, I will be allowed to talk.â He winks and makes Taehyung laugh again. âSo today we have your favorite red wine gelatoâ Dante begins pointing at me and then turning to look at Taehyung. âWhich I totally recommend if you want that fuzzy feeling of infatuation and adoration pretty boy or if you want something more creamy to make your night sweeter and comforting you should try the caramello al sale or if what you are looking for is pure euphoria then you have to get a baccio della casa e buonissimoâ He starts serving the wine gelato âSo what can I get for you pretty boy? What do you crave?â Taehyung looks at me as if looking for an answer and then back at Dante.Â
âI will get the caramel one⌠please?â He gives Dante his typical boxy grin which I know is melting Dante in the insides, because he throws me a look that says it all. he has always had a soft ass spot for pretty boys and my boss had the one of the prettiest faces in the world only rivaled by his bandmates faces. When Taehyung turns to check some decoration inside the parlor, Dante mouths âYou brought a literal god to my shop without warning me! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?â That made me wince, I knew my bosses where handsome I wasnât stupid, but I tried not to think about it, because what would be the point of doing my job more difficult than it already is? So I just tend to ignore their looks. Dante will never let me hear the end of this once we are alone.Â
He hands us our ice-creams and both me and Taehyung reach out to pay, which leads to a bunch of things happening at once, the first being an incredulously offended face from my boss, he started spewing something in Korean that completely passes over my head because at the same time I got a huge Italian man talking and gesturing at light speed.
âStop, stop, stop, please! I think my brain just short circuited, I understood absolutely nothing from what you just said and somehow I still feel like a two year old getting scoldedâÂ
âYaah! Of course you are getting scolded, you brought me here, the least I can do is buy you an ice-creamâ my boss pouts.
âAnd while I would normally agree with pretty boy over here, the ice-cream is on the house Amore. You should know this!â Dante crossed his arms and this makes Taehyung grin like an idiot.Â
âSeph-ssi, I really like your ice-cream maker friend, can I keep him?â I gape at him, its Danteâs turn to laugh and pat my boss on the back. This wasnât good.Â
âWe are having dinner tomorrow Seph, and before you say that you are too busy for that, I donât care about any excuse you might pull out of your ass, you are coming to dinner tomorrow. Stephan is gonna die when I tell him you are here for a few weeks.â He then turns to Taehyung âYou are invited to pretty boy. My boyfriend is one of the best chefs in the city so, donât eat much during the dayâ He really didnât have to tell him that, these boys had the worst reputation of not taking care of themselves properly âAnd if this crazy bitch doesnât want to take you, call me.â My boss chocked at his words but Dante didnât notice or didnât care, he just handed him his business hard which made me roll my eyes. This really wasnât good.
We say our goodbyes and leave. Once we start walking with our ice-creams in hand I canât help but open my mouth.
âIâm so sorry Mr. Kim, I know Dante is a little bit much but he means well. Sorry that you had to pass as a coworker, If I had known he was working today I would have never brought you, normally he rests on Mondays. Iâm so so sorry.â His chuckle takes me by surprise, I wasnât expecting him to be ok about it.Â
âHey, first of all you called me Mr. Kim again, thatâs unforgivable. Now you have to take me to your dinner tomorrow, thatâs gonna be your punishment.â He winks at me and Iâm sure Iâm gapping now. âSecond I absolutely loved Dante I wasnât kidding when I said I wanted to keep him and lastly this is the BEST ice-cream Iâve ever tried! I would go trough actual hell flames just to get more of thisâ This makes me snicker âI have to bring Jiminnie and Kookie and Jinnie. Hell⌠I have to bring all of them here, they are gonna pass out!â His boxy grin couldnât be bigger by now. âSo⌠I donât mean to pry but, are you Italian? Did you grew up here? I was truly surprised when both of you started speaking in Italian, sounded really beautiful.â His voice full of curiosity.
âI took a semester off during college, came here to learn Italian, art history, some fashionâ and witchcraft, but I keep that tad bit to myself âate like crazy, traveled all over Tuscany and met some amazing people along the way.â He just nods.Â
âThatâs how you met Dante?âÂ
âMhm, I used to live right by where we are staying. You know the church that is in front of the St. Regis? Itâs called Chiesa di Ognissanti, my apartment was right beside it, one day my roommate and I were craving ice-cream late at night, we googled a place near by and Dante doesnât close until midnight, the rest is history.â The fact that he was also a witch was just a lucky coincidence. He nods again, checks his phone and places it back in his pocket.
âTaking advantage of the fact that you lived here, and that you owe me for calling me Mr. Kim, can you recommend a place where we can have an amazing dinner, that is not a tourist trap?â He is giving me the biggest puppy eyes I have ever seen. âJiminie is spamming me about dinner, apparently he is hungry.âÂ
âSure, there is this tiny family owned osteria, really close to the hotel. They do the best handmade pasta in town. I donât know the address but I can walk you and you can send him the location.âÂ
âThat be great, Thank you so much Seph-sii!â His Boxy grin was back.
We were waiting by the restaurant, smoking yet another cigarette when a melodic voice boomed in the empty cobblestone street.
âKIM TAEHYUNG YOU HAVE TO STOP THAT DISGUSTING HABBIT OF YOURS!â I turned tomato color and actually choked like a fucking amateur trying a cigarette for the first time. âAND ARE YOU ROPING POOR INNOCENT GIRLS INTO THAT?!â Now you just wanted the earth to open up and swallow me whole.Â
âYaah! Whatâs wrong with you Jimin-ah?!â Taehyung pointed at me and continued âLook what you did! You just embarrassed one of your stylists! If she decided to dress you in feathers and sequins for the shoot, Iâm just gonna laugh at your face because you deserve it!â He was pouting while shouting at his best friend and soulmate. Park Jimin, an adorable men, with an angelic face half hidden in a huge scarf, framed by pink wavy locks under a beanie, turns to look at me, I was ready to die, so I did the only thing that seemed logical on my panic and bowed.Â
âMr. Park, Iâm deeply sorry, when I gave Mr. Kim the cigarette, I didnât taught it would be a problem! He didnât rope me into anything I swear, I have been smoking since I was eighteen, nothing to do with Mr. Kim. He was just keeping me company while I smoked.â I could swear I heard Taehyung groan, I knew I was rambling but I couldnât stop myself âIâm Seph part of your team of stylists and I would never dress you like a psychedelic chick I swear!â The psychedelic chick must have sounded funny because next thing I know is that my pink haired boss is a little ball on the floor laughing his ass off. I could hear Taehyung snickering behind me and just then my brain registered a third laugh coming from the most adorable bunny face ever, the youngest of the bandmates, Jeon Jungkook was holding his muscly body against the wall trying not to fall into hystericals besides Park Jimin. He was the one to gain enough composure to make a really tempting offer.Â
âIf you dress him like a psychedelic chick, I will make sure you get the biggest bonus everâ He manages to say between laughter âplease, please, stylist-nimâÂ
âKookie, donât tempt her please.â Jimin said while standing âIâm sorry, that was so rude of me. Iâm Park Jimin and I know my asshole soulmate tends to be a bad influence, I shouldnât have assumed. Please donât listen to Kookie and donât dress me like a psychedelic chick.â Taehyung snickered again at his friend comment.Â
âI wonât, you donât have to worry Mr. Park.â I gave the three of them a polite smile and bowed âI will get going now. Mr. Park, Mr. Kim, Mr. Jeon I hope you enjoy your eveningâÂ
âAish! Seriously why am I still Mr. Kim?â His voice was reflecting the pout his lips where forming âAnd what are you talking about, what is this about leaving? You are having dinner with us, its the least I can do since you showed me the best ice-cream in the city!â
âWhat? You went for ice-cream? Without me?â Now the bunny was the one pouting. The cuteness overload. âHyuuung that is so meanâ he continued whining, making Jimin slap the back of Taehyungâs head, making him wince.
âYah! Kookie is right! So mean Tae!â If Jimin starts pouting I swear to the godsâŚ
âThank you, for the offer Mr. Kim but I wouldnât like to intrudeâ He groaned.
âSeph-ssi, stop with the formalities, besides itâs not up for discussion, you are having dinner with us. You can add it to your job description for the day.â Taehyung gave me an evil smirk, leaving me with absolutely no argument, accepting with a nod, that made him grin.Â
The little restaurant was not to busy but the nice hostess lady gave us a table in a room that was completely empty for the privacy of the boys.Â
We were looking at the menu, the boys where discussing what to order when the waiter arrived and asked us if we wanted anything to drink, this made three pair of eyes turn to me, expectantly. Taehyung was the one to speak.Â
âSeph-ssi why donât you order for us? You are the one that knows the place and besides we are not really picky when it comes to Italian foodâ He batted his eyelashes at me, I donât think I will survive the night if they keep this up, then turned to Jimin. âbesides you have to hear her speak Italian, she has the cutest accent ever!â It was loud enough that me and Jungkook heard his alleged whisper across the table, making me turn pink and Jungkook snicker. With a deep breath, I ordered a bottle of wine and several different plates so they could have different options to try. Once the waiter left, the three of them were completely silent, Jungkook was watching me with his doe eyes, Taehyung was grinning knowingly and Jimin was smirking. Jungkook was the one to break the silence.
âAre you Italian?â His tone was dripping with curiosity, like it had millions of questions and this one just scaped. Before I could answer, Taehyung beat me to it.
âNope, she took a semester off in college and came to have her eat, pray, love era, how cool is that?â The other two boys let out a low âwhoaâ this just peaked Jungkookâs curiosity even further.
âI had no idea you were a stylist, I mean you are always around and I remember you asking some questions about some clothes, but you never do what the other stylists noonas do. I just assumed you where part of the marketing team or something like that.â Jimin nodding along his words. Â
âIâm more in charge of the concept behind outfits and with dealing with international brands to get specific pieces to create the looks.â The three boys looked confused but it was Jimin who voiced his question.Â
âThats actually the first time I hear that a stylist is in not involved in the whole process. Are you part of like a different team of stylists?â Before I could answer the waiter came with all our food, they tried the plates and moaned in agreement, Jungkook looked a little pissed at how good the food was, furrowing his brows while he continued eating just pausing to look at me expectantly.Â
âIâm the only one. When I accepted the job offer, my only request was that I would be exclusively involved in the preproduction part of the styling.âÂ
âWhy Seph-ssi?â Jungkook tilted his head.Â
âWell, maybe I should shut up before I lose my jobâ A nervous laugh scapes, but I canât seem to actually shut up "I declined when the company first sent the request, but apparently one of you guys had seen some of my work and were pretty adamant about hiring me as your stylist, so the company pushed, made it pretty hard to say no.â Jimin starts choking on his pappardelle, Taehyung automatically patting his back until he calmed down. He took a swig of wine and spoke.Â
âYou are the fashion designer Yoongi-hyung couldnât stop talking about! You do a lot of experimental design, donât you?â He was grinning now âI truly believed they couldnât get you, I knew Yoongi put in the request but he didnât say anything afterwards and when we didnât get an evident new member in the stylist team I just assumed⌠but I should have known something had changed when the clothing started to be a little edgierâÂ
âDoes Yoongi-hyung know that you are working for us Seph-ssi?â Taehyung inquired.Â
âIâm not sure. But my bet is that Mr. Min knows because, one day during my first week a huge arrangement of flowers appeared on my studio, the note wasnât signed it just said âthank you for accepting, means a lot to meâ. Never had a clue which one of you was until now.â A soft smile grazes my lips remembering the sweet gesture.Â
âHe is gonna flip when he finds out we had dinner with you. He tends to be a little⌠possessiveâ Jungkook sneers, making Taehyung reach over the table to flick his headÂ
âYaah! Are you trying to scare her? Donât listen to him, fell as a child, now he is missing must of his grey matter. Please forgive him.â I hold in my laugh. Â
The dinner continued with a light atmosphere and by the time we finished all our plates and ordered desert, we could just roll back to the hotel after everything we ate.Â
The walk back to the hotel was quick. The night was getting colder, the light chill of the wind through my clothes made me sigh in contempt, this gained the attention of Jimin who tilted his head in curiosity but said nothing. When we arrived at the hotel we hopped into the elevator.
âWe are gonna play video games in Taeâs and Jiminnie's room, do you wanna come?âÂ
âThank you for the invitation, Mr. Jung but I think Iâm going to head to bed, Iâm having breakfast really early in the morning and itâs been a long dayâ I politely declined, and just in time the elevator dinged indicating it had stopped at my floor, I bowed and wished them goodnight. I couldnât stop smiling, it had been such a nice night, I just hoped this wouldnât complicate my job or bring any unnecessary danger towards the boys. Â
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I was standing outside Mrs. Rossi house, the lavenders she had planted besides her doorstep looked like they where stuck in eternal spring, their color was vibrant, a lot of flowers were either growing or fully grown, the smell so intoxicating, making it easy to get lost in it. This reminded me of home and the lavenders by my bedroom window.
The basket with basket with fresh pastries and some fruit hanged from my arm. I hesitated for a moment before knocking at the door because Mrs. Rossi would make a scene when she sees me, she has a tendency for the dramatic but I loved the old hag. I knocked and almost instantly a shout letting me know someone was coming came from the inside. The door opened and Dorothea, the 12 year old granddaughter of Mrs. Rossi greeted me with a polite smile and a tight hug, as she let me go a petite old woman with a slim frame, soft lilac curly hair that hanged right above her shoulders was pushing Dorothea out of the way and was ready to claim her hug. Nera Rossi was a one of the most gorgeous women I knew, she used to be a model back in the day and she still looked like one in her nineties, her face looked like it was sculpted to be a doll, delicate and perfect, with enough fire in her green eyes to burn entire villages in one look.Â
âBeat it squirt, Seph is mine all morning!â Mrs. Rossi told her as she came to hold me.
âBut Nonna! This is so unfair!â
âLife is unfair Thea, so shoo!â Dorothea stuck her tongue out to her grandma and started walking away. It was useless to fight Nera, she was stubborn as a goat. When my mother sent me to Florence to hide, my grandma contacted one of her oldest friends, asking her to be my teacher. Nera specialized in shadow work, our lessons tended to be intense and explosive. We were both incredibly headstrong, causing endless arguments between us but in the end her stubbornness is what truly made me understand how to unleash my powers.Â
âBye Seph, come see me some time soon, yes?â Grinning I nodded towards her.Â
âCome, come child, let's sit in the kitchen. I will make coffee and give you something to eat. You look so skinny. I saw you where coming so I picked your favorites, I was wondering how long it was gonna take you to you grab your big girl panties and come see me. Iâm glad it wasnât long.â We settle in her vintage sage kitchen table and I canât help but admire Neraâs kitchen, you could tell that the place has seen and enjoyed countless memories, filled with love and affection. The cabinets were all the same shade of sage but they didnât look perfect, there were tiny scratches here and there, a testament of how lived this kitchen was. While the style was typical Italian, you could still see Mrs. Rossi in the details, the bases with flowers everywhere, the countless spice racks placed randomly, the herbs hanging to dry in weird places, the cute and funny kitchen cloths⌠This kitchen felt like home and I appreciated the comfort I so desperately needed.Â
âMy child have you not been eating?â She caressed my cheek âYou keep loosing weight every time I see you. Itâs troublesome to say the least. I worryâ
âDonât worry Ne, I swear I have been eatingâ This was a blatant lie, with the crazy work hours Iâve been putting I barely had time to eat. âI just have been doing a lot of exerciseâ Nera Rossi was no fool, i knew she could see right through me, with her being a seer and all, it was hard to get away with anything, but she just chuckles and lets it pass. She places a cup of coffee and a plate full of food in front of me.Â
âNow eat my dear child, so you can tell me all about your exciting life working for worldwide celebrities.â The grin that paints my face is full of joy. I start digging into my delicious breakfast while I hear all about Mrs. Rossiâs brand new hydroponic strawberry garden, which lead her to adopt a baby raccoon that was stealing her strawberries, so now she had a new garden and a new baby pet raccoon called Cuddles that was currently being babysat by Stephan because apparently Cuddles loved cuddling, catch the irony here, under the morning sun rays by the bay windows at Stephanâs restaurant, Delicia. A spot he had discovered one day Nera and Dante has breakfast together, apparently he would make a fuss if Nera didnât take him in the mornings and it had become such a sensation having Cuddles at the restaurant. Stephan agreed to come to pick him up the days Nera didnât stop by and brought him back by luck when the sun no longer hits Cuddles favorite spot. To say that I was excited to meet the baby raccoon was an understatement. I finished eating, knowing we couldnât postpone the big talk any longer.Â
âSo baby girl, tell me all about your boys nowâ
âNeeeeeeeâ Dragging the eâs in the most dramatic way possible âYou know they are not mine, I have barely spoken three words to any of them.â I glare daggers at her and she just waves me off. âThe work is good. Tough and long somedays but truly rewarding when I get to see how the pictures turn out, or how empowered they look in the outfits we put together for them.â Taking a deep breathe I continue. âYou know how much this all means to me, but I donât know Ne. I feel like throwing myself at work itâs⌠not working anymore.â I let my head fall in my hands. Clouds start to form in the kitchen ceiling, starting to rumble with little thunders. âI keep working more and more hours, asking for extra shifts, covering for coworkers, making all the extra trips, but my head still finds time to play tricks on me and Iâm afraid of slipping into old habits NeâŚâ She pulls my face out of hiding and her soft hand started caressing my cheek with nothing but love, her tender strokes feel like she is handling crystal and could brake easily, she sighted.Â
âCould you stop the almost storm inside my kitchen? I would hate to have to deal with humidity in my ceiling.â Her comment instantly made the room feel lighter, my clouds beginning to dissipate. âBaby girl, you knew that throwing yourself at work was just a temporary solution for a much more bigger problemâ her eyes where so comforting, so soft, so full of love and they just turned softer when tears started to paint my cheeks âYes child, what you need is a good crying, you donât have to be strong all the timeâ
âI donât know what to do Ne, I really taught this was it⌠that this job would be what erased my pastâ my voice cracked âI donât know how long I can keep running.âÂ
âBaby girl, thats where you are wrong, you canât erase your past and you canât run for ever, it will come a day when you have to confront your demons.â her fingers kept wiping my tears âBut remember that you wont be alone trough this fight, there are a lot of people that will be with you when you are ready to take on it. But until that moment comes, please top weakening yourself, try to find a balance and maybe open up to other people, you can be surprised with what you find.â She gives me a knowing smile that made me believe that she saw something coming but wasnât telling me.âAnd by the love of the Gods child, eat. If you keep losing weight you will leave me no option but to follow you to Seoul and force feed you or to call your grandma, and I wouldnât put it past her to crawl out of your cauldron once she hears her little princess is not eating, and then you would have two old hags to deal with in your tiny apartment.â Her sudden outburst makes me laugh between my tears.
âNow, tell me all about what you are doing the next weeks. I bet you are dying to talk about it.â With that, the heavy conversation ended and we fell into the topic that excited me down to the last detail. Â
I had to leave before lunch to pick up some accessories for tomorrows photoshoot. We were saying our goodbyes at the door, Nera gave me a tight hug.
âI know you are here for a few weeks, so if you donât come visit often I will haunt you down girl.â I chuckled and noddedÂ
âIâm having diner with Dante and Stephan tonight, want to come? I bet they would love to have you over Ne.âÂ
âNo, no baby girl. You youngling have fun tonightâ she winked at me âBesides, Stephan said your boys are going and like hell Iâm gonna meet them before I can threaten them.â I groan.
âNe, this âmy boysâ thing is getting annoying and of course my bosses are not going! Mister Kim just said that to be polite.âÂ
âYou have to let Him go at some point Seph.â She murmured âAnyway, shoo girl, you have places to be and so do I.â She started to push me away to get me out of the house and I could swear I heard her say under her breath something along the lines of Mister Kim my ass before she closed the door.Â
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The afternoon went in a blur between picking up the missing accessories and finishing some touches in the outfits. I was going over some paperwork for the brand shoot when my cellphone rang.
âDante, you little bitch I swear if you call me one more time to hurry me, I will curse your ass six days from Sunday!âÂ
âSorry for interrupting Seph-ssiâ The deep timber of the voice on the other side from the phone, startled me automatically making me cringe, crap, crap, crap. âThe manager gave me your number, I just wanted to know if you wanted to walk together tonight.â It took me a moment to realize he was talking about dinner at Danteâs.Â
âThank you Mr. Kim but donât worry that wonât be necessary. Dante was just being polite, you donât have to go tonight.â The light chuckle let me know he was going no matter what I said, before he even voiced it.Â
âHe said you would say that. See you in the lobby, we will be there in a few minutes and then we can head out.â Taehyung didnât even give me a minute to answer, he just hanged up the phone. shit. I was going to kill Dante, what the fuck is wrong with him? When he called me earlier I had informed him that Taehyung was my boss and how it was a terrible idea for him to have dinner with us. He was so dead. A groan forms in my throat, I had the feeling that the next few weeks were gonna be interesting, thanks to my asshole friend.Â
The elevator pings to the lobby. Dreading what my night had in store, I step out of the dangly metal coffin. Taehyung is standing right by the elevators looking dashing in black slacks topped with a gorgeous oversized camel wool coat, his dark hair looked messy as if someone had been running their fingers trough his locks. Damn it! I shouldnât be noticing how he looks outside of the outfits I put together for him. When he spots me he flashes a boxy grin, tilting his head, expectantly.Â
âCome on Seph-ssi. We are gonna be late! Dante said to be there at eight and itâs eight oâfiveâÂ
âDonât worry Mr. Kim, Italians are not that into punctuality. Dante wonât mind one bit. But if you donât want to come, you can always stay and rest, you do know tomorrow night you have a big shoot, right?â He presses his lips together, shakes his head while he turns and starts walking towards the door. What I didnât expect was the two figures that rose from the couches, just like Taehyung, my other two bosses looked ridiculously good.Â
Jimin was wearing skinny jeans, his black leather racer jacket was open showing a pink sweater that looked so fluffy (I really wanted to touch it), his blond hair was in a similar state as Taehyungâs: messy. His pink plump lips held the biggest smile making his eyes look like little crescent moons, a beautiful sight, specially paired with the bunny smile Jungkook was sporting, his outfit screamed comfort, oversized black cargo pants with an oversized black hoodie and a black beanie covering most of his fluffy black hair.Â
With a quick bow I greeted both of them. Taehyung must have caught the surprise in my face because he quickly added âDante said it was okay if they tagged along, said something about meeting âthis boys Ne keeps talking aboutâ. Which I have no idea what he means but he did say his boyfriend is a great chef soâŚâÂ
My hands balled into fists, my jaw locked and I could feel shadow starting to crawl the walls ready to consume the whole room if needed be. I need to calm down. Taking a deep breath, the rumble of my magic starts to ease, the shadows instantly disappearing. Through clench teeth I manage to utter âSure, letâs go.âÂ