#bts feels

they gave me encouragement when i couldn’t give myself any. they gave me distractions when i didn’t want to be anymore. i listen to their old albums after four years and weep from joy because i’m so much happier now than i was when i first heard them. that little girl that had a blindfold on while she walked through hell got out and is safe now. 

We are at war for the 2019 superbowl halftime position.

The BB website has hosted a poll. Exo fans have caught word and for all we know. This slim ass difference is getting close.

i got into BTS when i thought some people were the best people i could’ve found on this earth. but those people left me and the year of 2016 wasn’t exactly good (gosh, my shitties year so far) and BTS was the only thing out there that helped me cope with everything. they reminded me why i love music, why i love writing and why writing feels like breathing for me. if it weren’t for the fanfics and BTS’ handwork on always improving themselves and working hard to achieve their dreams i’d have still been stuck in a mess, basically. i got back into writing, i met amazing people bc of BTS and i got to visit SEOUL. crazy, right?

 but also, ALSO, i woke up a part of me which i thought was long dead. a part of me that always got excited for stuff, for finding new things, for watching movies, reading books, watching anime and basically, a part which was excited for the world. i rediscovered so many fandoms, i got into other fandoms, i just got excited for life again. and that is all happened bc of BTS. bc those 7 wonderful, wonderful boys set up an example of how you are supposed to be if you want to see your dreams reality. and i honestly missed the old me who would rant on and on about how she would cancel a year if one of her favourite character would die or something (MARVEL, I’M LOOKING AT YOU). i’m not the old me. i am a better me and that is something i worked so hard for and BTS gave me the right push. kpop and tumblr and this world of fandoms gave me the right push. i will forever love BTS. 

so here is to 2018! for a better year, greater year! and there is no such thing as “Let’s hope 2018 will be kinder!”. Work hard for it to be kinder. miracles don’t happen just like this. 

So you know how BTS has done live performances of covers of older songs?

Perfect Man

As I Told You ( my favourite )

Rainism

Imagine…in 10 years or so there’s gonna be new boy groups covering BTS’ older songs during showcases like this. They’d be dancing to classics like Boy In Luv, Danger, I Need U, DOPE, Fire, Blood Sweat & Tears and Not Today as a commemoration to BTS’ long journey to success and being historical icons for opening up paths for K-POP groups to hit the US industry…

Like shit…they’d be dubbed legends and kings to the new era of K-Pop idols. And they’d be role models to a lot of k-pop idols, praising Jungkook’s voice, Hobi’s dance, Suga’s rapping etc etc. I’m not tearing up I promise.