i’ve been meaning to send this ask for the longest time now, but with exam stress and everything else going on, it slipped my mind… your latest post reminded me of it though, so here i am 🥹
Be There for You is honestly my favorite piece of yours. i even ended up making a whole moodboard for it, that’s how much it stayed with me 🥹 i still think about it so often… i genuinely crave what y/n and soojin had. that kind of friendship where you just know each other inside out. and also… i saw myself in your characters. y/n not being able to sleep alone, being afraid of the dark, and soojin needing academic validation — it all felt like looking into a mirror. i don’t know how to explain it, but this fic really hit close to home. thank you for writing something that made me feel so seen 🩷
and knowing this was your first fic after years of hiatus made it even more special. it genuinely made me so happy when i saw you had posted 😭😭
I hold soojin's character too close to my heart. And I really love how much she adored yn and sunghoon. Those kind of friendship are hard to find but if you do make sure to hold onto it tight🥺 both of them are very soft for each other🥹 and all of your mood boards of my characters are something I hold very dear to me🩷🩷
Well all those struggles were something I have struggled with myself, the 'I sleep better when a loved one is with me,' 'the forgetting to eat while handling exam stress,' 'the academic validation' and many more instances of their characters are something I've distributed in them from my own real life incidents.
I feel honored that you could connect to my characters so much🥺 it really means a lot to me♥️ I tried writing it once when I was still writing for seventeen but it just didn't felt right, like, the yn from that universe was somehow turning bitter due to misunderstandings so I never finished it.
I'm so glad it's my first fic after hiatus. I didn't even think it would get half of the attention and love it did. But I'm happy😊 and I'll forever be thankful for you and your support. And also thank you for waiting for me even though I made you wait for 4 years♥️ and most of the time words aren't even enough to show how grateful I am🩷🩷 I love you♥️♥️