Do you ever thought that you want to travel back to the past and change something? Well for me, it happens all the time. For once in my life I never had that feeling that I did something good. I will always regret everything I will do. I will never be good enough for anyone. That feeling you get when you’ve accomplished something? How does it feel? Okay maybe I’m just exaggerating things, I may have felt that feeling of success but it won’t last. How can an 18 years old girl live a life full of regrets, sorrows, mistakes and hurt? Live like me and you’ll now. Just recently I’ve hurt everyone around me. Including myself. With one little mistake my world fell and my heart broke into a thousand pieces. Smile they said, everything will be okay they said. It’s tiring having to fake a smile everyday.Stupid of me to think that my problem now will soon be just a memory and everyone will forget about it. That’s looking at the bright side but there is no bright side here. What I’ve done will never be forgotten. You cannot undo what has been done. I lost everything. I lost my family and I lost the one I love. What have I done? I’m so fucked up. Now that I’ve learned my lesson, it’s too late. I can’t fix it now. For once in my life I want to do something right.