I was raised to

wait for orders

execute orders

repeat

As a disabled person, I can’t execute orders, and as an adult, I dont receive orders.

This leads me to feel useless and mediocre.

I wish I was taught how to have initiative and how to be responsible.

Instead,

I was shamed for doing ANYTHING the teacher didn’t expressly asked me to.

I was taught to remain silent when witnessing injustice.

And I was taught it was my fault when I was beaten up.

Less than a percent of the useful things I learned were learned in school.

i apologize for a late reply broken bot!! i do not pay attention to my inbox.

but ahsshsh literally Them. kaz changes his look again and gundham is just like

👁👄👁 kazzy?

this is,, them,

literally.

i have,,, never thought about soniaki :0

i'm kinda into it.

double dates make me incredibly soft hgnh - i l o v e them.

every part of this, i love, actually. i've always wanted to write something about the boys going to a fair or a theme park or something - but i didn't know how to work around kazuichi's motion sickness. regardless, this idea makes me very very happy. that situation is hilarious ahshshs. i think those four would have loads of fun going out together.

we have come full circle and soudam has met the poptart discourse.

gundham has TASTE and eats toasted poptarts - but probably the fruit ones because he's a nerd.

kaz would keep a box of only the sweetest poptarts under his bed and eat three packs raw at 1am.

aahhhh gosh ahshsh,

i love that addition!!

broken bot,

i wish i could explain it to you - but i do not kNOW. i don't know where it came from - or really what it means - i just know,,,, things are made of cake? and perhaps the joke is that many things are unexpectedly made of cake?