at this angle, the burn spreads everywhere. a dull throb explodes with the bass of her frantic pulse and, for a second, rain's vision goes out. blurry, then white, then black, it's static she blinks through, slowly, as dutiful hands work at the newest of many, many wounds she's collected. a patchwork of them, they'd tell a story if she let them, so she doesn't. tries and fails to shrug away the doctor who hovers closer and toes a line between careful and demanding.
" i'm fine. " its clipped. it's her weak attempt at gaining distance where a raised arm unsuccessfully bats at the next strip of gauze readily wasted. even here, the bite has clotted. the flow is choked to a small but steady trickle run down into a collar already soaked through. a whole host of antivirals work to mitigate the damages and that old, acidic tang on the back of her tongue means nausea isn't far off. blood wasn't enough, she'd decorate this sterile lab with a mostly empty purge.
she isn't sure what's on her boots, but it smears an ugly stripe as legs pull inward. shrink the space she occupies as if that alone would get this over, faster. the scolding tone. the make believe care. @viskozen functions as she does because its her job. same as the headlong charge into the waiting mouths of a horde had been rain's. what her initial argument had consisted of before ordered to sit.
" just staple it up, " time wasn't on the side of sutures and glue never, really, managed to hold. too many had opened up at the wrong moment to second guess the choice to be done with it. " i have boots on the ground in the morning. " a mission half finished was a mission failed and hers wasn't a reputation earned through half-assed fumbles. that, more than some misguided aggression, plays a role in her hand, raised quick, catching annie at the wrist. tight but not bruising, it strains a beat then lets go, " it's clean enough. "
and if it wasn't ? who gave a shit.
she has her attention, now, at least. full and undivided, hers is a hard stare. it's the dark circles that live their lives shadowing the bags under her eyes. it's the tight-lipped start of a frown, lips pale and her pallor similar. even if she wasn't owed the ire, it sat there, simmering, nevertheless.
" quit acting like this is new, " like she hadn't been here, sat on this same exam table, cradling the latest in a string of injuries that had gone from unfortunate to expected over the years. " —and stop givin' me that goddamn look. "