Thursday night was the last at Anthony's. It is Monday afternoon and I am at my father's. I have to search full throttle for a place, but I am opening tomorrow and Wednesday! I don't know how long I can stay here, but I think that a lot of people's attitudes have finally started to shift towards me. Dream told me she almost broke up with me because her friends tried to convince her to, because of my history with drugs. She thought it would hurt my feelings if she told me, but I was relieved. At least that makes sense!!! I asked her to marry me...I know that it is very very soon, but I don't want her to get deported. I told her I love her. It was definitely too soon, but honestly, I think it is true. Like Patty said "Sometimes, you just KNOW..." Well, things may be rough for awhile, but I am excited...and I mean, things can't really ever be any worse than they were when I was using or when I was newly clean, broke, and one fight away from being in the street...right???