#brightafterrain

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups My lovely leo, Forty-five days and forty-five photos of you taken from the lenses of others. I will exchange them all for this low quality screenshot I had of you. Seeing you look well-rested....would you believe that I've only done nothing but gaze at this clip of you since a while ago? My heart feels like bursting. I've been missing you for more than a month now and seeing your face like this... I realize that it's not the case. You are missing from me. It's like I was able to see a part of me again. I told you I'll start my year with you, right? You did. You visited me in my dreams. And it was a story I could not have fathomed. It gave me warmth and assurance. Thank you, Choi Seungcheol. Be with us this year, too. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #carat https://www.instagram.com/p/B6xZ9ZMgaOg/?igshid=13md0u1c0m7wt

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups My lovely leo, I didn't get what I initially wanted but somehow, it doesn't bother me that much. Maybe it's because the motivation is lower than usual. But I will be there for them. For you. And if by any chance, you'll be well by then, then my heart is the most happy. I told you I fear today, right? I fear it...but for a whole different reason. Maybe these letters to you aren't just for you. Maybe it's for me to be at peace with myself, too. I'm scared. But I want to believe that we'll be safe. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #carat https://www.instagram.com/p/B7N6trRAem5/?igshid=dvj1zqh472pm

I hope you know that as well. It’s day fifth. I hope you are eating and sleeping well.