First Alter. First Prayer. WOW.
I made this today out of a briefcase so I could close it and move it and store alter things inside if needed because my space is small and my family is nosy.
Since I was praying to Lugh I put together a few little things that seemed right. In a black dish I put blueberry oils and three candles. In a maroon dish I had water. On the left is a piece of caramel chocolate. And scattered around are my bits of threads that I have kept from my cross stitching.
I turned off the lights wrapped up in a blanket and just started introducing myself. I started off just thinking in my head but found I was more comfortable whispering the things I wanted to say or ask.
I feel like it went well. I feel very peaceful now, like things are clearer and I know what I need to be doing now.
I’m in the middle of a book so when I finish it I will try again.
Before saying goodbye I was told to relax and continue research later because I mentioned needing to wake up at 5AM tomorrow!
I was seeing signs all day and I decided I needed to get over my anxiety and at least try to perform a simple prayer. I’m glad I did.
