#brideasks

I'll shatter at the sound,

Knowing pity stains the one I worship on the ground.

No, no, no I couldn't stand that knife.

You're all I crave, my only pulse, my life.

I claw my skin till blood runs free and red,

So you can see the meat, the bone, the thread.

Take every inch, devour what I bled

Swallow me whole; that's mercy for the damned I've become instead.

I’m angry and I’m horny.

Slit my throat and watch it pour out,

I know I’m such a bore now.

I can’t help but want to bite you,

I’m sick, and I won’t lie to you.

I’d beat you and abuse you,

But God, I’d never use you.

I’m evil and I’m dead,

Hungry and never fed,

Crazy spinning in my head

Please... just come lay with me in bed?

You’re so sweet and gentle,

It makes me feel so parental,

Just like my mother was;

All jaws and teeth, no love.

Please don’t ever leave me,

The thought alone makes me queasy.

I can’t live without you,

I need to define you.

I don’t care if that confines you.

I’ve been staring at this and rereading it since I got the notification. I wish I had proper words for you anon besides the absolute bullshit I’m inevitably gonna spout.