#breysrants

But bro- I’m done. I feel like I’m delusional but I know there’s just something about this that doesn’t feel like just a little flirting. It’s bothering me to the point of making me lazy. I love this person so much. It’s probably because of who I am to them, they haven’t mad a move, but I never wanna lose this person. But I want them to want me how I want them.

I hope they do. Sometimes I pray for them. Sometimes I pray that they like me back.

But then other times I feel like a bother bc of bs. I’m great in all the ways I could be. I know there’s no problem/nothing wrong with me so there’s no reason to ask what’s wrong wit me just because they don’t like me back. But like…ugh

What’s crazy too is they know how I feel. I told them chill bc those feelings always ended up coming back. I’m being manipulated I feel.

I met this guy a few months ago. I think it was September. I was hooking up w him and at the time it was no big deal or nth. He was also like...MAD FINE. Like I was shocked that he was real and wasn't a catfish. 

ANYWAY- So boom, we linked for the first time and we smoked and talked for a bit and he was mad cool. I finally decided it was time for me to get to work and annnddddd......it was so bad.(I only gave him head) I'm not lying to y’all when I tell y’all my head game was SO trash. He aint even nut and I felt so bad bc his dick was mad big and I couldn't take it all..some of my dinner came up too. NOT A LOT! BARELY ANY. I went home and was super embarrassed. And the fact that he was mad fine only made it worse for me. 

I am:

Breyana, 19, a Virgo, Black🐆

I use she/her pronouns

My birthday is September 8th, Virgo💪🏾

Sometimes I be forgetting to put x black reader on my fics but I mostly write for poc women but my blog is open to any and everyone💋

I like:

Food, CAKE, friends, games, fics, music, my mutuals, cats and dogs, cold places, my bed, getting higer than airplanes, anime, friendliness, busting…sodas😉, food again!

I don’t like:

School, ice cream cake (I literally can’t stand it), heights, disrespect, ageless bot blogs, contacts lenses, insects, being alone, ABSOLUTELY TERRIFIED of the dark for some reason😬 and more T-T

That’s it for now :)