A cure for life
Writer's note: mention of violence, rape.
Dear diary, I remember day one ⌠I was brought here, they check on me, wash me, cut my hair, druged me, beat me, raped me ⌠But i am better now, it was just a dream ⌠Day 1042, I saw him again, he is from the gray sector, I am from the white, we see each other once in 3 months. He is amazing: long dark black hair, 6 fingers, white and black eye, tail, sharp teeth. A handsome killer. And I am but a simple girl. Dear diary, while I am writing this, he just smiled at me, such a pretty teeth, white and sharp, all of them. I want to kiss him âŚ. No, I donât want to. Dear diary, please donât tell anyone. Theyâll heart him, if they see this. I came here to be with him, but I am only allowed to love him from a distance. Oh, dear diary, I want to marry him when I grow up! ⌠But I have to go now, we looked at each other for too long, I have to leave, otherwise they will beat us again. Dear diary, itâs in the middle of the night, someone is on the other side of the door ⌠I hear scratching and screaming ⌠and suddenly there is a blood, flooding my room from under the door ⌠I woke up, itâs too bright ⌠I am dressed in gray. I switched bodies with someone again, cool. The gray ones werenât allowed physical contact with anyone, thatâs why from time to time, they switch bodies with us humans. I need to check who I was now ⌠a boy! Tall, slim, plale skin, pointy ears, green eyes, slicked back dark blond hair, like an elf. Damn, I look good. Well, they donât quite care who they switch with, as long as they are allowed pleasure. I heard noises. The door opened. They all stepped out, I did as well ⌠he was the cell next to me; a guard was on my left. They all knew. We went for breakfast. I sit next to him, no one said a word. He was shocked at first, and rather surprised, no one sits with him. But he somehow recognized me in the eyes of a stranger. We ate in silence. We were close enough, for him to slip his tale on âmyâ feet and touch me gently. After breakfast we red books in the back yard. They all got their pills. I just stare at them. The guard was there too, but in the distance. I am sure he saw us touching, but he said nothing and do nothing. After the reading, we did some yoga. Listened to some music, the ones who could, sang. I was always next to him. And he was gently touching me, every way possible. For lunch I got raw meet, "I" wasn't an elf, as i thought. I am vegetarian a full year before I signed in, but here we eat what we were given to, otherwise they beat us, and we eat it anyway. Not to mention my consciousness was transfered to anoth personâs body, so maybe this was good for them, who the hell i switched with? I forced myself to eat. He just smiled, also eating raw meet. Another âpatientâ went in. He was obviously like me, it was his first time, I could tell, the first time, they change bodies with some the same gender, to make it a little easier. Itâs my 5-th time, thatâs how I met my âhandsome killerâ. We were doing âtrust fallingâ. The person looked at us ⌠screamed and start to yell, that someone stole his body. The guards took him away. I felt someoneâs hand squeezing me, he looked concerned. I swallowed hard, but manage to keep myself calm. We werenât supposed to reveal ourselves. After all we were in breeding facility! Questions werenât allowed. Thatâs why I was forced to sign in mental hospital in full mind, after I âaccidentallyâ saw my handsome killing something in the woods. Fresh blood is needed. The dinner was canceled. I went to bed hungry. I toss and turn till sunrise. I fall asleep. I woke up. Oh no! ⌠Itâs my nightmare again, but itâs real. They must made this baby, because it was day one again! They dragged me from the car. I screamed. They dragged me to the lazareta, to be checked ⌠again. After this they drugged me, beat me, raped me ... for 6-th time. Should we do this every time ...? Dear diary, Day 2, only 1040 days till I see him again. I am so happy he always manages to recognize me. Dear diary, maybe this is why he sits alone, waiting for me. I wonder if there are "1040" days in his reality too ... what if they are more, or ... it's every day. Dear diary, I am in love with a handsome killer, and there is only one cure for my life, I keep playing the game! ___________ for my nuts @diyunho ... @rhina988 @nikkitasevoli @auntiemama1 @wolfgirl1074 @sookieblack12 @lady-grinning-soul-k @spillinginkwithlove ... It's a messed up story ;)


















