#breakupshit

it's one of those nostalgic days i can't get away from. and itunes isn't trying to make anything any easier. I can't wait for the day that October 24 goes back to being just a normal day. I need to (500) days of summer myself and run through all the bad shit. But of course, I just keep going back to the funny/good stuff and it's just a pain in the ass. It's Thursday, so it's totally okay to go home and drink my soul away, right? 

I woke up today useless

As the day goes on I evolve into pointless

You've shifted into helpless

And I ache to find a way to fix this

I did it

I know it hurts

I know your soul moans

And as it tears, your heart groans

In time you will be better

And all this will be clearer

It's just soaring over this shitty time

And feeling victimized

All too well I know this  

I've been where you are, empty

Immune to help

Starved for sympathy but unable to consume it

Lost in the ether like an orphan balloon

Floating and existing only because