as a smaller fandom, Trollhunters fics as a whole are already relatively few.
The subset of fics that feature troll!Jim without being either heavy angst, some form of body horror, or just otherwise general ~troll form bad can’t be happy without change back~ is abysmally tiny. Especially if you try to throw preferred ships/dynamics in there. Especially-especially post-Wizards cuz not many people are gonna bother writing any trollJim content at all with the transformation canonically retconned.
like man I just wanna read some fics where being halftroll is a good thing, is that too much to ask. Or at the very least not a bad thing. Starting off as bad(ish) but adjusting and coming to be content also acceptable.
just let my boi be happy in his troll form plz I am begging...,I just neEd some of this content..,.,it seems to be so rare
why am i like this...i do not understand and it is so frustrating tbh...like i know i’m not the only one, I’ve seen a handful of other people out there who also were disappointed in the retcon but it just feels like such a minority opinion and I don’t really understand why like honestly I do not get it. is there something wrong with me. am i not a “true fan” of the series as a whole because my fixation is centered around this particular form of this one character for some reason, and why the heck is it even like that. why. why why why why am i like this gosh i WANT to be happy and excited like everyone else but i’m just. not. i can’t get into it as much without trolljim which sounds so stupid and shallow and i feel like i’m missing out on all this excitement and enjoyment and that makes me sad and i don’t understand w h y i am like this why is it so seemingly uncommon to not view jim’s initial transformation as an inherently horrible life-ending thing and why do *i* and a handful of others not view it as so horrible when so many other fans apparently do to the point that it’s basically considered a “curse” whos “lifting” was cause for widespread celebration I just don’t. understand i don’t...why am i like this. why :(