#brain paste

identities etc

not bolded: neu on this. you can use this but i dont prefer it

italic: prefer you to use this more. like more than "love"

bold: italic but more

bold italic: please use this the most

pronouns

[none]

names

[none]

[p.s. refer to me vageuly]

honorifics

ir., drd., htr., rpl.

queer stuff and transids

egogluttony & egopride

isowaycis

admascrel & admushroomex

binaryless sextantic

tetrisgender / blockgender

negatrois

limegirlated

panantigender

repelfýlo / repelex / apothox

limbiparasen

exterot

demised

navigaregender

cismasc cis man

non queer / cishet queer [queerdox]

rotfate

simulpersic

ciscannideath & trisscannibalvictim

patchworkhoarder

indivisical

floranivionan sex; florasex; flormel / floranmel kasanovix; floranivex

beossitiian

transfloranvininfemculine transrecursive cookie cutter transnull

permaasshole

transcharactertrauma

transnullify, transneutral paneverynull [pannull] panapothi

aracial [yes ik i say i'm black. i'm both]

panrepulsID

charwalutranstransfem

(full list of genders and other identities, some fade as time goes on)

note that i'm going off of a whim and attractionless feelings

Nopeanattractional alloanatt

gaybian* masc4masc [alterous, virtudinal, sexual]

Apomisexual

*I don't actually experience these "attractions" as mlm and wlw. I do feel lesbian and veldian "attraction" to men though. [i cant really explain what i'm feeling further it just FEELS lesbian]

white russian

peacock

friesian

other

i am an endel. i am blueberry from inanimate insanity. sourcemates dni fuck you all (half joking about this if you follow me i will block you though)

absence & repulsion eiment

peacefic weedpunk

fork (pastryverse)

dnf / dni

if a thing isn't mentioned i likely don't gaf about it

harmful transids

[as long as you aren't harming the ppl around you or promoting harmful ideals go wild dude]

idsames or blueberry selfshippers and silver spoon fictionfolk & selfshippers

Basic DNI

byf / misc info

i am black. if i say the N word i will tag it. cause you know. N word.

i have been diagnosed with Autism

i have traits of Hoarding Disorder, SzPD, StPD, ASPD, PPD, DPDR, OCPD, NPD and Synthesia

i like to hoard anything and by anything i mean anything

this is probably why there are several disorders listed here

these range from "i relate to a few things" to "i believe i have this"

Scale goes like: 1 2 3 4 5 6

if i end up self diagnosing incorrectly / not having these disorders when i grow up and get officially diagnosed then. uhhh. whoops.

on DPDR i tend to lean more into the depersonalization than the derealization

i do not take things seriously often i fear

i do not have much opinions about anything

i like to heh. yap about myself. often. heh.

tag your triggers b4 you scroll down my posts

if i get too exposed to something i will start to hate it

if i like said thing i will hate it slower

do not dm me if you want to interact. send an ask please

specifically anonymously. If you need to leave who you are put your name idfk

any queer identities will be tagged w #c%ining, any fictionkin / endel posting will be tagged w #rambles from the negative. any posts typed directly from my thoughts without editing [for coherence] will be tagged with #brain paste, any asks will be tagged with #answers from apathy, any schizoid related posting will be tagged with #zoidposting.

fictionkin posting in quotes theres like vague connections on the posts that are tagged

you can ask me stuff in the ask box. please do

i occasionally talk about discourse every once in a while

block tag #discourse if you dont want to see me talk about discourse

i make kms jokes and use it as an expression somewhat ironically. i do not make kys jokes unless ik you well

DO NOT ADD ME TO FRIENDS LISTS.

[pt: DO NOT ADD ME TO FRIENDS LISTS. /end pt]

i post negative stuff here a lot its essentially a private account for me

essentially a dpriv but i beg to differ jiirc

me reposting does not mean i condone what the acc stands for and / or does

non interest person iwc i will likely block you. no i am not telling you who the interest ppl are thats too private

don't get mad if i suddenly block you

i likely do not mean saying sorry unless i like privately dm you and be formal about it

swear on my LIFE do not say my apologies are ai you will make me hate you

PLEASE be nice or use tone tags about your response to me apologising cause I will hold a grudge against you if you do. even if i am in the wrong

DO NOT tell me if you catch romantic feelings for me or anyone. do not come for me for advice

i lack empathy compassion and sympathy. this kinda leads into the overexposure note ["if i get too exposed to something i will start to hate it"] so uh. yeah. the lack of sympathy / compassion turns into no sympathy / compassion and active hatred if i get overexposed

i always lack empathy except for a few cases where i actually feel a bit of empathy for someone

this does not mean that I will give said person support

i tend to get "overexposed" easily if you vent and start to get confused, bored, disgusted and apathetic. in fact this can actively hurt our relationship if we even have one

i fall into the "people w/o empathy [etc] are evil" stereotype and i do not care

I will not act like I have anything I do not / act normal because its tiring to do so

this applies to cute attraction / platonic attraction / aspec, empathy and its affiliates, personality disorders etc, emotions and such. most things i say on this account are authentic

i will ghost you

any mention of emotion is me overexaggerating any tinge of emotion i have

apathy, irritation and disgust excluded

positive encouragement actually works negatively on me i work on spite and evil

i will be uncomfortable if you do this btw. friend score will go down and down low it will go

i refer to myself in the 3rd person sometimes dont question it

DO NOT TAG ME FOR DONATIONS. I DO NOT CARE

[pt: DO NOT TAG ME FOR DONATIONS. I DO NOT CARE /end pt]

all you are doing is feeding into my hatred i am sorry but its a free block if you send me a donation ask / tag me in a donation call

i also cannot pay for them and have suspicions abt whether or not you're using it to get money

i post / repost about bugs a lot. A lot a lot

PLEASE do not reality check me.

[pt: PLEASE do not reality check me. / end pt]

i am delusional if i say things that arent real do not tell me they arent real

MEGA this with fictionkin related stuff i will panic and get overly apathetic, hopeless, existential and possibly suicidal

my identity is influenced by delusions if that makes you mad block me now

i have intersex delusions. also don't ask me about my agab

oh yeah did i mention i'm intersex

the intersex delusions are about chromosomes which i dont know about. maybe i'm right but 🤷

neu-limited contact

excerpt from the tldr: "neu contact here means that i dont have any strong opinions about contact stances. i dont really. care. see “i do not care about everything, leading me to be neutral on everything.” but if you had a gun to my head and went 'whats your contact stance' i would probably say something more limited/anti-contact"

necrophile, map and zoophile

links

pronouns.page rentry

credit: @dissecnalyst @userbabies2 @januscorner @kodaswrld @jackdaww-draws @osc-userboxes (if i tagged you for no reason its bc i hit the image limit)