#bracketed ooc

did you know that the pit in your stomach the drumming in your chest grows fainter each time as you realize you’re invisible and it’s all changed

did you know that the world is so big there are so many things all the food in the shops like splurge is every day and it’s all changed

did you know that when you sit on the bench people with sunshine hair will sit down beside you and talk to you about the weather and it’s all changed

did they know they were talking to you? and if they did would it all change?

[[Oh good something else to focus on.]]

We do not live in a big city. Everyone here knows everyone else, and my role is ‘the quiet outsider who used to spend their time around the red district.’

So there are not very many people around here who are interested in getting to know me except my therapist but I pay him. Amentans are social beings. I cannot simply hole myself away and interact with no one. It doesn’t matter anymore anyway.

Anyway she’s getting... better.

[[Liena reads the first eight words and about has a heart attack until she finishes the sentence.]]

Sorry, but that’s not where am! Maybe you can still say hi to them and see if you get along, though! I’m sure you’re a great, though!

I guess that would depend on whether or not I’d be able to change things on a more global scale in this question or whether it’s limited to things that I could personally influence.

[[There are a couple things she’d like to change. Well, more than a couple. But a couple big ones stand out. Rivik. Biyan. Orvara. How could you choose who to save? So many atrocities but they were so close to getting out. Getting out cleaning don’tthinkaboutcleaningdon’t]]

The way I’m reading the question makes it seem like I’d be changing one event that I could actually, conceivably change so I’ll go with that.

[[There are plenty of those types of things that stand out. Things to change, erase from time. Nothing she’d want to put on the Internet. It’d just give them ammunition against her. Especially after all the drama about soap of all things...]]

(private)

[[In Niyauon]]

~Thank you very much!~ I will use ~good!~

[[Liena forwards the code to her mentor as an apology for losing her temper.

[[In Niyauon.]]

My name is ~Liena!~ I am ~red!~ I am ~Voa!~

They can get really upset by people talking about that kind of stuff.

I was at their apartment, yeah.