#boxerbucky

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boxer!bucky x reader

warnings: drinking/sleezy guy/SMUT/throat fucking/public sex/ drunk sex/violence/ threats/

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Memories creeping back through the walls she put up, memories of buckys rings shining in the morning sun, as it gently traced shapes against her soft skin.

Blinking away the memories she shuffled over slightly making a gap between her and the built man

The light hum of the illuminated sign rung in the air, the smell of different cologne floating around you breathing it in. The strong smell of sams cologne taking over your senses, his body pressed to your side his arm around your shoulder Waking side by side, the comfort you were seeking after being pressed together in a car with Bucky. the longing was still there, the warmth that radiated from bucky now gone leaving you cold.

entering the bar a smell of beer and smoke hit your nose burning ur nostrils, being pulled further into the bar by sam you stumbled after him, following him into the crowded room, you broke away from his grip and headed straight for the bar whining your way through people.

the strong smell of fresh alcohol hit you, ordering a shot you hit it back the pungent taste burning your throat on the way down, shot after shot your mind getting hazy you tumbled your way onto the dance floor letting your body move to the music, flashing light and sweaty drunks filled your senses hearing the blazing music feeling it in your feet.

A hand slipped around your waist pulling you towards their body dancing against you. "so gorgeous...wouldn't mind taking you back to my place" a sleazy voice spoke.

anyone not heavily drunk would pull away but the need for someone's touch and the lingering alcohol pulled you towards him, turning your self around and wrapping your hands around his neck pulling him down to whisper in his ear sweetly  "i'd love that."

he let out a groan wrapping his arms around your figure slipping a hand down to aggressively slap your ass. shocking to you, you stumble into him but instead of falling into his chest you fell past it, stabling your self, you turned around to see where he moved to.

your eyes falling on him pinned against a wall with a metal hand wrapped around his throat.

"you ever touch her again i'll rip your fucking hands off." a slightly slurred agitated voice spoke .

"Barnes what the hell!" you moved over wrapping your hand around his arm trying to pull him of the smaller man. "let him go."

receiving a grunt in return as his metallic hand loosened, the man's body dropping to the floor followed by his sputtered coughing.

moving closer to him, he skittishly moved away not wanting to be near you, a panicked look on his face staring past you, you sighed turning around to find bucky behind you staring the man down.

"y/n wait" he spoke, the sound of his voice being drowned out by your thoughts

tutting you walked away. you couldn't believe him, as if he had any right to ruin your chances for getting laid, of course he'd do that, fucking prick.

your mind raced with thoughts as you made your way to the bathroom, not noticing the door opening straight behind you and heavy footsteps coming towards you. feeling one cold hand and a warm one wrap around your waist and a hard chest pressed against your back.

taking a stammered breath you pulled away shaking your head anger bubbling up inside you.

"look i'm sorry i don't know what came over me, i just couldn't let him touch you like that" he breathed out his tone quieter than before

turning around anger in your eyes "i don't give a shit what you thing! you think you can just walk back into my life and start acting like my boyfriend." you yelled at him moving closer "i am allowed to fuck who ever i want, nothing you do is gonna stop that."  your nose almost touching his at how close you now are.

His eyes darkened at your words, his laboured breath hitting your face, the smell of alcohol on his breathe. but over all that his strong familiar scent overpowered your senses making you think back to your shared nights together, tangled up together.

Your lips crashed together as you pulled him closer, his hands shot up towards your waist lifting you on top of the sink, your legs wrapping around him pulling him closer to you.

his tongue pushed into your mouth, a hand wrapping around your throat as his other supported your ass as he lifted you up walking back into one of the stalls. pulling away from his lips, your lips pressing on his neck, nipping at it.

he placed you down and lifted up your dress, but your hands fell on his stopping him, before moving to his belt, unbuckling it and unzipping his jeans.

"fuck" his head fell back against the door letting his hand gently brush your hair as you dunked to your knees, palming his cock through his boxers, pulling them down you hungrily took his cock in your mouth you hand finding his balls.

he let out a chocked breath at the sensation "oh just like that" moaning  "such a good girl" his hips began thrusting into your mouth taking a hold of your head. working himself closer and close before pulling out, a slapping his cock again your face.

" stand up" he growled 

pulling you dress up and over your ass, licking his lips and pulled your panties to the side "fuck i misses her" ripping your panties off he stood up, picking you up and pushing you against the wall and pushing himself in.

you both let out a groan as you did so, your hands scratching at his back as he pounded into you, your moans filling the room, he began to lick and suck at your neck leaving hickeys in its place.

feeling your walls tighten around him his pace stuttered. "cum for me baby" he deeply spoke in your ear. your band broke cumming all over his cock, earning a loud moan from him "such a good girl" he kissed you, his other hand flicking at your nipple.

"oh god look at my hair!! it’s totally ruined” hearing the door push open two drunk sounding girls stumbled in to the bathroom

Buckys hand shot up over your mouth, his pace remaining the same, a smirk spreading across his face, feeling your self getting close again your let out a quiet moan trying your hardest not to cum, but buckys unforgiving pace wasn’t helping.

“uh..hello..is someone in here” one girl spoke

buckys hand dropped from your mouth his eyes brows raised. “yea..just drinks didn’t settle with me” you coughed a little trying to cover up a moan

“oh do you need any help?” the other spoke

“fuck..NO..no i’m fine really” buckys hand slipped down to your clit rolling it with his finger.

hearing the girls mutter followed by the door closing, you let out a moan you arms wrapping around bucky, pulling him closer to you as you came, your walls tightening around him caused him to spill into you. groaning to himself as he did so his head resting against your neck. removing himself from you and placing you back down on the floor.

“you wanna come back to mine” you spoke still catching your breath, a smile grew on his face looking up at you he nodded

pulling your dress back down you went to grab your underwear from the floor before you could his larger hand grabbed it first stuffing it in his pocket. “you won’t be needing these. he smirked.

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Warnings: angst fluff slight smut

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Set back in their uni/collage days

Her laugh echoed though his room, her bare body covered by his satin sheets his arm draped over her side as he nuzzled his nose into her neck nibbling on her shoulder. Her head dropped down to his pillow beneath them, his eyes transfixed on her.

'god she's perfect' he thought a slight smile rested on his face, dragging his larger fingers against her cheek her eyes fluttering closed as she leant into his touch.he pressed a soft kiss against her forehead, he could stay like this forever, but he knew what he signed up for it was just a hook up nothing more. It killed him it did but he needed to be this close to her, and if a hook up was gonna get him that closeness he'll do it.

Staying just friends was harder than he thought, sure he's had a small crush on her for a bit but he didn't think a casual hook up could make that small crush grow into an actual crush for her. It scared him he couldn't lie. But he made the rule. And he wasn't about to fuck up their friendship over some dumb feelings he could get over.

"so pretty" she mumbled still in a haze from how rough she was just fucked, her dumb cum brain still lingering, she was tracing her finger along his jaw watching the sun kiss his face making his blue eyes glow under the light.

He let out a breathy laugh hearing her slow words fall out her mouth "thank you doll" he grins looking at her admiring her tired appearance.

"Bucky.." she cooed shuffling closer to him cuddling into his side. He hummed in return "I love you"  she spoke softly feeling Bucky tensed under her, she pulled her head away from his side and looked up at him panic slowly spreading across her face.

leaning away from her, he moved his arm from around her sitting up. He was sure his heart was about to stop. She loved him. No she can't. This will just end badly. A thousand thoughts were skimming though his mind he couldn't focus on just one, she deserved better than him, so much better.

"Please say something..." her tone had faltered a shake in her voice, she shifted sitting up probably panic burned into her face.

Taking in a deep breath he stood up off the bed "look..we agreed that we wouldn't fall for each other.." he stood straight trying his hardest to stop his tone from faulting.His heart breaking more with the tears he saw rimming her beautiful e/c  eyes.

"Oh yeah.." she let out a broken laugh, a single tear rolling down her cheek as she stood up grabbing her underwear from the floor she slipped it on followed by her outfit she wore the day before.

Whipping tears from here cheek she walked over to his door looking back at him once before she pulled it open and disappeared around the corner.

He wanted to run to her, wrap his arms around her and tell her he loved her more than she'd ever know. But he couldn't do that to her. He knew he wasn't cut out for relationship, he couldn't hurt her. Ever. he had a track record of getting with the girls he's been mooning over and drops them once he gets a taste. its an unbreakable habit of his. leaving a trail of broken hearts behind him.

He could hear the creaking of the floor boards under you foot as you paced down the hall back out of the dorms away from him.

Three weeks had gone by and he hadn't seen you at all, when ever he pasted you in campus you looked the other away and sped off, you didn't sit next to him in lectures anymore, your weekly study sessions together he now spent alone. He tried to talk to you but you simply ignored him.

You couldn't bring your self to be around him some days, your feelings for him were just too strong, whenever he was in the same room as you, you could hear his loud laugh it made tears Tim your eyes. It was over whelming.

But seeing him with other girls is what took you over the edge, you had been alright with sharing a friend group with him.. you didn't have to talk to him just had to be in the same room as him, dot her name was she was thing small blonde thing curly hair pretty green eyes a body that made heads turn when she walked in the room. And there she was with buckys arm around her shoulder and his lips pressed to her head. He had brought her to meet your shared friends, maybe he was ready for a relationship after all...just not with you. After that day dot started hanging out in the group more often attached at buckys waist, it was sickening, what could he see in her that he couldn't see in you?

You started distancing you self more and more from the group only hanging out when them when Sam requested but more often then not they didn't. You began hanging out with Sarah she was the only other familiar face from your childhood.

You still talked to Sam and the other but just from a distance, occasionally messaging them or running into Sam when you were around their house when Sarah would invite you out on their family boat.

Bucky noticed you distancing your self immediately he felt terrible he knew he shouldn't of introduced everyone to dot, but he needed to get over you so he moved on and dot was the next best thing, she may not have been at funny as you or as sweet, and she may not have gave him butterflies when she stroked his hair like you once did. But this was all his fault he broke your heart and he had to pay the consequences.