just the sheer glee on his face as he ripped open the box, like he wasnt sure it was ACTUALLY going to be in there, made my insides melt in to frolicking kittens. it was too adorable and i wish he had let me record it or something.

i'd like to take a moment to thank Hannah (and her sister) for your paypal donation, and Roy for taking the time to walk to my house and show up at my door to support me. you two are, admittedly, the only ones who followed through on the donation front, but your contributions covered the shipping and i got a sweet deal on Ebay so that was exactly the amount of help i needed. you are both amazing, beautiful people, and i truly hope the universe brings you wonderful things in your life because you deserve it. i'm not sure i personally would have done that for some stranger on the internet and the fact you guys did so without hesitation and with such good will and healing vibes... seriously i can't express enough how much i love you and cannot thank you.

so. sorry for all the angst lately, i hope this post makes you smile. remember there ARE good people out there. if anyone reading this ever feels like they just need some help, need someone to reach out to, or even just a friendly chat, i am forever and always here. i've been through almost everything and whatever i havent dealt with personally ive been there for someone else. 

i love you, tumblr, you are my safety blanket and best friend and panic room and just thank you everyone for being so amazing.