the DOPAMINE starters..

angst, fluff, and smut :: fem reader only!! :: many kinks, including but not limited to age gap, daddy kink, praise, dumbification, size kink :: for now mainly jjk works

reader will always be referred to by nicknames to avoide usage of ‘y/n’ :: reader will typically be hyper sensitive emotionally, naive, somewhat of a ‘crybaby’ and quite spoiled-acting unless stated otherwise :: reader will always be the younger one in the age gap fics

mental health topics such as anxiety, purposeful self harmful behavior, self esteem issues, struggles with food, and maybe more will be written about. not romanticized!! simply covered in certain fics (there will be warnings) :: unless stated otherwise, reader will be mentioned in some fics to have curly/wavy hair

all works will have a happy ending or be hinted at having one unless stated otherwise :: there will be no smut works for characters who are minors

PLEASE DO NOTE THAT..

all works i post here are mine originally. i come up with all my content and it takes a lot of hard work to write it. please don’t repost, rewrite, translate, or steal my fics. please credit me if you take inspo. do not feed my work to ai or make bots based on my works. and please don’t take credit for what i write :: i’m an in-the-mood writer AND i tend to take quite long to write, leading my posting schedule to be inconsistent :: requests are open BUT if i don’t like something/don’t feel comfortable writing something, i won’t write it ❤︎

all of my works are extremely self indulgent, unless it’s a request :: i can’t control who doesn’t and doesn’t read my works, you all have free will; read at your own risk. however, reiterating what i stated before— this blog has sfw and nsfw themes :: i write and cadence proof-reads, among other things, however english is neither of ours’ first language, so certain things may be grammatically incorrect

Communities use "troll" when they don't want to admit:

they're biased

they're inconsistent

they're protecting their own

they're enforcing ideology, not rules

It's a catch-all word that means nothing except: "We don't want to deal with this, so we're removing the person who makes us uncomfortable".

I did not troll anyone. I did not provoke anyone. I didn't pick a fight.

I simply placed boundaries where my own personal blog is concerned. And I was attacked repeatedly when I would not react in the way my attacker wanted. I stuck to my boundaries instead. And what does the attacker do? The community blamed the victim - me.

"troll - they reported comments pointing out how antithetical their personal blog posts are to the community"

That was not moderation. That is ideological gatekeeping dressed up as policy.

I was removed not because I broke one of their rules. They removed me because someone with influence inside their community didn't like me, and the mods chose the path of least resistance.

I was punished for someone else's behavior.

I posted an introduction. I responded politely. I set a boundary.

and the individual who had a problem with me escalated. Attacked. Violated multiple rules in the community.

And they punished me.

They removed me not because of my behavior, but because of my existence.

For my writing process. My boundaries. My refusal to fold. My refusal to be shamed. My refusal to let someone else dictate what I can say in my own blog.

…

at this point I’m wondering if I’m breaking some rule I didn’t see

cause I asked some legitimate questions and those have been ignored (or again you might’ve not seen them )

I’m Not mad depsite how the text conveys it (yeah I deal with that a lot-) I’m just very VERY confused

was my OC not okay? I can change their story & behavior if needed from background serial “killer” to something different

did you stop doing the emoji thing? did you pick a name for that one puppet on the dress and i simply missed it?

i can’t improve where I messed up if I’m not given any context :(

also another question about the world itself

what’s the layout/map of the city/area

like are there any woods nearby or is it the type of city that pretty much never ends and someone could live there for their entire life and never see all of it

and there’s been a few locations mentioned (like a park & that outer space arcade/pizzeria ) and that’s why I’m curious

i doubt you’ll answer this one either but I may as well ask

Okay-

I'm going to be... as nice as possible, about this-

You sent me.. FOUR asks, in the span of one day - not including this one, or the one I already answered...

Yesterday, I was out with my boyfriend and some friends, because it was a lovely day, and I needed some time out of the house!

When I WAS home, I was doing dishes, and working on other personal projects, unrelated to The Felttip Files... because my hyperfixation has not been ON this project, it has been on another project me and my friends are working on!!!!

Now, as much as I LOVE getting asks from you all, and love answering questions about the characters and universe, I... I'd like to ask you [and everyone else-] to be a bit patient with me-

I can understand getting hyperfixated on something, I really do. But I do have a life outside of this project, including alot of stresses, and other hyperfixations that prevent me from working on/talking about this project, sometimes!

Don't take this the wrong way, friend, but... you really need to take a chill pill- /lh

"Get the fuck away from me."

"Immediately."

"Do not send me shit like this. I like women, do NOT insist."

"Get off my blog, or I SWEAR, you will become a CHEW TOY for my dog."

"I deleted your ask, as it made me feel disgusting."

"CONSIDER THIS YOUR ONE AND ONLY WARNING."

BYF; i used to be a minor when writing smut/NSFW but i’m not and don’t write it anymore. i will not stand any type of rude/ignorant, bigoted or LGBTQ+phobic behavior. i will not ever discuss or write anything related to eating disorders. please don’t emotional or trauma dump in my inbox, i’m a highly sensitive and anxious person and tho i want to listen and talk ab your problems/feelings please don’t randomly dump or vent without asking me if it’s ok if you can, it can be triggering and extremely rude if you don’t.

DNI; don’t interact with me and especially my NSFW stuff if you’re under 14 or an ageless account please do not request, reblog, comment or interact with my NSFW stuff & do not send suggestive asks or anything sexual regarding me (you will be blocked).

FYI; i have no problem with minors interacting with my NSFW stuff since i was a minor when writing it. now that im 18+ i don’t write in general anymore but i used to post NSFW and sometimes dark stuff on here so if that makes u uncomfortable in any way please block the tags #nsfw. & #dark.