#bottom!maria

"She was not all over me Maria we were having a conversation which you were welcome to join." You tell her getting agitated by her accusation.

You two had just been out with some of the team because Carol had just come back from God knows where. She struck up a conversation which you gladly engaged in because you think Carol's a cool person. That's it but no Maria has some outlandish idea that you and Carol were throwing heart eyes at each other.

Maybe Carol was a little touchy on your bicep but that's just how she is. At least you think. After you had been there for only 30 to 45 minutes you felt a tug on the hand Maria was holding so you quickly looked down at her.

"Yes, Baby?" You asked her with gently raised eyebrows. "I want to go." She stated not returning the gentlenes. You didn't want to argue with her so you just said okay and you two left.

The argument still came which led you to right now. "The conversation seemed to be flowing all too well without me." She stated crossing her arms and you turned to face her. "That's not even a good point and you know it." You told her mirroring her position.

"I don't care I just don't want to watch you and your side chick being all buddy buddy." She told you, rolling her eyes. "Maria she is not my 'side chick' I don't have a side chick and you know it so I don't even know why we're having this conversation." You said as you turned to start getting the rest of your things together.

You actually had a suspicion to why this argument is happening. You had a mission coming up that could range from anywhere between 2 and 6 months. The closer you got to it the more these arguments occurred. You could only hope your relationship would hold out through this rough patch so you could talk to Maria about it after the mission.

"We're having this conversation because you don't know how to deny attention from anyone who comes along." She accuses and you've had enough. "Maria I'm not doing this with you I need to get ready." You could see the sadness wash over her face before she quickly wiped it away. "Whatever." She mumbled turning to quickly leave the room.

You weren't happy about the mission either but she wasn't helping. You took a shower and got dressed before checking that you had everything. After you put all of your belongings in the quinjet you went to find your beloved girlfriend. You found her in your shared bed curled up facing away from the door.

You walked over and layed behind her. You wrapped your arms around her which she luckily didn't push away. You placed a few kisses along her neck till you reached her cheek. "I love you baby." You whispered trying to ignore the lump in your throat at her lack of response. You gave her one more kiss and sighed as you stood up. "Well I have to go." You mumbled turning around with your head hung.

The mission lasted 4 months but 3 months in you had to cut contact due to being compromised. You had texted Maria multiple times. Once when you landed the first day telling her you were safe and then I love yous for the first 3 weeks only to get left on read. You gave up but texted Natasha to please keep an eye on her.

Unbeknownst to you Maria was a wreck the whole time you were gone. She didn't know why she wasn't responding but once she realized how stupid she was being she figured you would have wanted to hear from her. The day she found out you had to cut contact she felt like her world stopped.

The team had noticed almost immediately how she was doing but once you cut contact it was getting extremely worrying. She wasn't keeping up on her work, she was so distracted on missions they had to stop sending her on them, and she wouldn't talk pretty much at all. She didn't even give nods of acknowledgment anymore she just walked around like a ghost when she came to get food which just consisted of her coming out once a day binge eating and going back to her room.

After a few weeks of not hearing from you she did start showering and training as normal even doing some of her work but they could tell she was still distant.

She was laying in bed staring at the TV not really paying attention when her bedroom door opened. "I'm not hungry." She said expecting it to be Natasha trying to make her eat dinner.

"Well I guess that's good because I didn't bring any food." She heard a familiar voice say. She immediately sprung up onto her feet just staring at you with tears welling in her eyes. You had small cuts all over your face and arms, she didn't want to think about what could be on the spots she couldn't see. Your head was hung with your eyes just barely meeting hers.

She couldn't believe how guilty you looked despite this whole thing being her fault. "So can I get a hug or what." You lowly tried to joke. That broke her out of her head and she slowly walked around the bed her eyes never moving from your face as if you'd disappear.

Once she got to you she slowly wrapped her arms around you and layed her head on your chest. You layed your head on top of hers and hugged her while trying to hold in your tears. Maria pulled back enough to look you in the face and she reached up to cup your cheek before she burst into tears wrapping both arms around your neck hugging you as tight as she could.

You picked her up and hugged her tight as your 4 months worth of tears came flowing out. She waisted no time in wrapping her legs around your waist. You ignored all your cuts and bruises screaming at you, you didn't want her to stop hugging you until you were in your grave.

She pulled back again once the tears had slowed down. "I missed you so much, I'm so sorry." She said and you reached to hold her cheek. "I missed you too baby it's okay." You told her resisting placing a kiss on her lips knowing once you started you wouldn't stop for the rest of the night. Maybe the next few days.

"It's not okay I was so terrible to you. I didn't even say I love you when you left." She said bursting into more tears and you pushed her head to lay back into the crook of you neck. "It's okay baby I know you were just upset. But I hope you've learned and you won't do it again because I won't lie it sucked."

She pulled back wiping her tears violently shaking her head. "I won't baby I swear I'm so sorry." She said grabbing both sides of your face and giving you a few quick pecks. On the last one you chased her lips to catch them and deepen the kiss.

She moved her hands to the back of your head to grab 2 handfuls of your hair. The kiss was messy and showed just how desperate you were for each other. You moved your arms from around her torso to take a firm hold of her hips.

You wasted no time in walking to the bed and laying her down on it with you hovering over top, her legs never letting go of their hold. Once you physically could not kiss without passing out from lack of oxygen you moved to start leaving marks along her neck. You stared to move down to her breasts but she pulled your head back up to be face to face with you.

She just wanted to look at you and really take in that you were okay when she fully noticed the cuts all over your face. She started tracing them with her fingers meeting your eyes with a concerned look. "I'm okay my love I promise." You told her understanding the silent question. "Are you sure? We can wait until tomorrow for you to get checked out because I know you already skipped debriefing." She said trying to hide her mischievous smile after adding the second part.

You shook your head with wide eyes at that. "No no no, I'm okay. Really I am. Plus you should see the other guy." You told her trying to be convincing. You definitely had a bruised rib. Or 3. But who cares about that when you're darling girlfriend is right infront of you looking good enough to eat as usual.

She laughed and pulled you back down to resume the kiss. You snaked your hands up her shirt running your fingers lightly along her sides just to feel her squirm. You continued the action until you reached her breasts making you extra happy you came in unannounced when you found her with no bra.

You grabbed each of her breasts and she instantaneously let out a soft moan and pushed her hips down wanting more friction when she felt a bulge she was all too familiar with. She pulled away and looked at you quizzically. "Why are you packing." She asked only to see you get a smug look on your face. "You're very predictable princess." You told her while pulling one of your hands out so you could boop her nose.

Her face got a little more pink than it already was and she rolled her eyes looking away from you. You smiled knowing she was a little embarrassed but quickly replaced that feeling when you softly bit the spot you knew drove her crazy and rolled your hips into hers.

She quickly moved her hand to hold your head there and push her hips down harder. You made quick work of flipping you both so she was now sitting on your lap. She couldn't deny the wave of arousal that moved through her at the unintentional display of strength.

You grabbed the bottom of her shirt and she promptly lifted her arms to assist you. You moved to take one of the pink buds into your mouth and tweaking the other with your hand earning you a string of breathy moans. She began to grind her hips down onto you again and you grabbed her sides to assist the action.

You switched sides planning on taking your time but she didn't seem to like that plan. She pulled your hair to make you look at her. "Y/N if you don't start doing something soon I'll do it myself and you'll only be allowed to watch." She told you trying to look stern but you could see her resolve already cracking after a few seconds.

You hummed in response before grabbing her jaw and pulling her forwards until her face was less than an inch from yours while maintaining eye contact. "The only problem with that sweetheart is I don't think you will." Is all what you lowly said against her lips with a smug smirk. You pulled away just a little to watch her expression. You could tell her gears were turning for a second as she glared at you.

She leaned in slowly to softly bite the lobe of your ear and whispered. "Please Daddy." While you were trying to keep your eyes from rolling to the back of your head she started to roll her hips against you again and pulled back to look up into your eyes. "I missed you I had to take care of myself." You clenched your jaw and slowly nodded knowing she had to have more than this.

She grabbed the bottom of your shirt and lifted it over your head throwing it to the general area of the hamper. She slowly pushed you down until you were laying flat on your back. She leaned down and kissed you slowly. You both were holding off the aggressiveness you craved but you knew it would come in due time.

You found yourself lost in the kiss, soaking in the feeling of her being on you after so long. You're broken out of your trance by the sound of your jeans zipper being pulled down and you feel her smile against your lips when she felt your lips faulter.

She moved down your body to pull your pants and boxers off, taking the time to take off the rest of her clothes as well. You saw her eyes light up at the sight of her favorite strap. She moved to take your length into her mouth and you wouldn't be surprised if your whole body shut down for a second.

She took the whole thing into her mouth and sucked it like it was her 9 to 5. After a minute or two you grabbed her by her jaw and pulled her up to kiss you. She quickly straddled your waist and tried to line herself up with the toy but you didn't feel she was ready for that yet.

You quickly flipped both of you over and she whined at the fact she was denied what she wanted oh so badly. She was about to complain until she felt you settling your head between her legs, holding them both open with a firm grip. You waited until she met your eyes and licked up the length of her cunt.

She let out a guttural moan and laced her hands in your hair so she could start grinding in your face. She was in a rush to chase her high. Half because she just wanted the sweet relief and half because her mind was still set on getting to the object secured to your hips.

You ate her like it was keeping you alive and you felt like it was. All you wanted to do was give her everything she could ever need or want and that's what you were going to do. Just maybe with a little fun of your own.

You could tell she was getting close by her hand gripping your hair even tighter and her hips faltering against your face. You thought about pulling away at the last second but decided against it this time.

She came with a scream of your name, riding out her high. Afterwards she fell limply on the bed but still reached one hand down to pull you up by your chin. You met her lips gently and she let out a light moan when she tasted herself making you smile.

You thought she might be done with how tired she seemed so you went to pull away so you could get a rag to clean her up. Though your plans were changed when you started to pull back and she flipped you both over so she was straddling you.

You layed there with your mouth half open in slight shock. She bent down to give you a long kiss. When she pulled away you tried to chase her lips but she just smiled biting your bottom lip as she sat up. "I wasn't done with you baby." She told you as she started to rock her hips back and forth stabilizing herself with her hands on your chest.

This quickly stopped satisfying her so she reached down to line up the toy with her entrance. She slowly sank herself down mouth agape and eyes closed.

Once you were bottomed out she had to take a few seconds or else she would come right then. Sure she played with herself while you were on your mission but nothing can compare to how it feels when shes with you.

After getting used to the feeling she started bouncing up and down slowly wanting to feel every movement. After a minute of watching her you were now the impatient one. You swiftly grabbed her hips and rolled you both over so she was now under you.

You waisted no time in picking up the pace and thrusting into her at a violent force and speed. Her back immediately arched and she had to tightly grip onto your wrists on either side of her head.

You thrusted into her so hard it had her moving up the bed. You noticed her head about to hit the headboard so you grabbed her waist and crawled back so she was now on the edge of the bed and you were standing.

You used your newfound leverage to relentlessly pound into her now with no sort of escape thanks to the grip you maintained on her hips.

She was a moaning mess the entire time unable to form a single word. You continued to pound into her trying not to get distracted by watching her in awe. Her back arched as she gripped your wrists as hard as she could cuming with a loud moan that bordered on a straight up scream.

You slowly thrusted coaxing her through her high until she put her hand on the bottom of your stomach and you took that as your que to pull out. You quickly ran to get her a rag and came back to gently wipe her off and move her to the top of the bed. You threw on a new pair of boxers and crawled into bed behind her. You put one arm over her waist and the other under her head and across her chest.

You kissed the side of her head "Goodnight baby." You whispered assuming she was asleep. She rolled over to nuzzle her head in the crook of your neck. "I'm happy you're home." She said half asleep.

"Goodnight my love."

A/N sorry it took so long to finish I was just so stuck once I got to a certain point.