#bossybobby

This is a conversation between Injured!Gabriel The Archangel (who is meghanweasley) and Castiel.

Castiel: gabriel?

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: He-Hey Cassie...

Castiel: Gabriel, what did you do now.

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: *Has blood dripping down the back of my shirt in two lines* No-Nothing....

Castiel: Gabriel! Your wings!

Castiel: Is this why heaven hasn't been able to contact you?

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: .... *Starts to softly cry*

Castiel: Gabriel, it's okay.

Castiel: *holds you close*

Castiel: I wish I had some grace left to heal you.

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: No, I-I was in heaven bu- but then...*Starts crying harder and flinches in pain*

Castiel: What happened?!

Castiel: Gabriel, stop moving!

Castiel: Tell me what happened and I can help!

Castiel: I've already alerted the Winchesters.

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: Z-Zachariah he clipped my wings......

Castiel: They're bringing the first aid things.

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: No!

Castiel: I thought he was dead!

Castiel: no?

Castiel: But you're bleeding!

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: No! I-I deserve it.

Castiel: Gabriel, you didn't do anything wrong!

Castiel: If anything, I deserve to have my wings clipped!

Castiel: You've tortured yourself enough already. Please let me help you.

Castiel: You're my brother.

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: No! I'm the one who killed dean 130 days in a row and made Sam go through that hell. I was a terrible older brother to you when you could have had a brother like Dean instead. No! You are not helping me... I-I deserve it... *Tries to walk away but sways and falls over from blood loss*

Castiel: *Catches you and grips you by the shoulders* Gabriel, stop it! You killed Dean, yes. You hurt Sam, yes. But think about the good you've done! You stood up to Lucifer, sacrificing yourself for those boys! You SAVED me!

Castiel: And because of you, Dean and I are able to be...whatever we are.

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: No, even without me the Samsquatch and Dean-O would have SAVED the day. I was a major fuckup at being an angel, I'd be so much worse as a human... I don't deserve it Castiel. I don't.

Castiel: You're talking to the man who almost destroyed the entire world several times. Do you even remember what I did!? I became power hungry and tried to become God! I opened up purgatory and spent months there--some with Dean and some without--paying up in that hell for my failures. I teamed up with Crowley and betrayed my family, just because of power! There isn't a SINGLE NIGHT where I am able to sleep without thinking of that...that face...That face of heart shattering betrayal that I caused on Dean's face that night. And I even teamed up with Metatron and practically destroyed heaven.

Castiel: And I am still standing before you.

Castiel: And that is because I am loved, and because I am, in fact, human.

Castiel: Father's not here anymore, Gabriel. It's time for us to be responsible for our own fate.

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: Yeah exactly, you are loved. You have Dean and Sam and everyone else. I have no one. The one guy I do like I'm to much of a wimp to ask him out. So, I'm sorry if you think I don't deserve this pain. You know deep down I do....

Castiel: Gabriel, for as long as I am alive, I shall love you. You are my brother, my kin. We will always be together, no matter if we are friends or not.

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: Castiel... I have a question.

Castiel: Anything.

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: Did you and Dean bang? *Chuckles softly but winces in pain*

Castiel: oh

Castiel: uh

Castiel: a-a lot of things happened in....in p-purgatory...

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: *Eyes start to droop* I'll take that as a yes.

Castiel: *shakes you slightly* stay with me Gabriel!

Castiel: Dean and Sam are coming.

Castiel: You know, Sasquatch?

Castiel: He's going to fix you right up.

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: I'm sorry I couldn't be a better big brother. I love you Castiel and Samsquatch too... Goodbye Castiel. *Eyes close*

Castiel: It's going to be alright, Gabriel.

Castiel: Gabriel!

Castiel: Stay with me Gabriel.

Castiel: Please.

Castiel: *Shakes again* Hey

Castiel: Hey, assbutt!

Castiel: G-GABRIEL

Castiel: ...gabriel...

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: ((Sam and Dean can still come(;))

Castiel: *Hears the roar of the Impala engine as Cas slumps to the ground with Gabriel's body in his arms*

Castiel: *Castiel stares blankly down at his brother, too scared to speak, afraid of finding out what reality has in store*

Castiel: *Dean calls out, Sam's voice following soon after, shouts lost among the trees. Castiel doesn't hear them*

Castiel: *It isn't until Dean roughly grips Castiel's shoulder that he really realizes that they are there*

Castiel: *Dean's grip falters, taking in the broken angel in front of him, his normally vibrant eyes swimming with unshed tears*

Castiel: D-Dean? (Dean doesn't even have to ask the question before Castiel answers it:) I....I think he's...gone...

Castiel: Castiel cradles his brother's limp body closer to his chest, trying to retain the remaining heat in the bloodied body, hoping that it would somehow bring him back to life. Dean and Sam look to each other, their faces full of loss and sorrow.*

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: ((Talk about how he was such a good person...DONT FORGET SAMSQUATCH(;))

Castiel: ((patience, anonymous person, I am not finished.))

Castiel: Dean crouched to the ground and pulled Castiel into him, hanging his head and resting his forehead on Castiel's shoulder as the angel's tears began to fall.

Castiel: It was in this rare moment of privacy, shielding from the mourning of his brother and his friend, that Sam allowed stray tears to streak down his face.

Castiel: He looked upon the limp body that lay at his feet, missing the laughs and smiles that used to shine on that now-dull face.

Castiel: "I'm sorry I never told you that I forgave you." his whisper was barely even a breath.

Castiel: He swallowed down his tears, tilt his head a little higher, and cleared his throat, shifting his weight with the new found attention.

Castiel: Tired, watery blue eyes and a pair of concerned, green eyes traveled up to his face. Sam could barely hold himself together, seeing everyone so broken. *"But this isn't what Gabriel would have wanted"* he thought to himself, motivating himself to be the rock.

Castiel: "I-I think he should have a hunter's burial." Dean started to cut him off, but Sam silenced him with raise of his hand.

Castiel: "He may not have been a hunter, but he saved our asses plenty of times. I don't know what happened to him today, but I know it was because of me...I mean us."

Castiel: "He was a good man, one of the best men I've ever known. He was an ass, but when are we all not?"

Castiel: "I just wished that he would have come back sooner...he would have been a great Winchester." Dean and Cas nodded at this, their eyes falling back down again as they silently mourned the loss of their friend.

Castiel: As Dean and Cas prepared Gabriel's body, wrapping it gingerly in cloth (because Sam had refused to do it--he couldn't bare seeing Gabriel's rosy cheeks replaced by pale and purple lips), Sam wrung his hands, regretting all of the things he didn't say to the little man that oddly enough became his friend.

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: There was a sharp intake of breath and Gabriel was sitting straight up in all the cloth

Castiel: ((note: you little shit))

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: ((Love you too))

Castiel: Sam's head shot up, eyes wide in desperation.

Castiel: "*Is it true?"* he though

Castiel: thought*

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: "Mhreuygeuyrgeispeaf." The cloth wrapped figure said.

Castiel: Sam stoodd up from where he was sitting not he Impala, Walking towards the talking bundle as Dean and Cas slowly backed away.

Castiel: Sam's long legs started working and in two paces he was at Gabriel's side, haphazardly ripping the cloth off of the angel.

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: "Mhreuygeuyrgeispeaf" Gabriel said again.

Castiel: "I got you Gabriel, I got you," he whispered, his voice all teary in both happiness and fear that it wasn't actually happenning.

Castiel: When he finally removed the cloth from the angel's face, he noticed that the rosy cheeks were back, and hazel eyes were staring back at him.

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: "Hey Samsquatch." Gabriel said with tears in his eyes.

Castiel: "Gabriel!" Sam shouted as the Trickster's mouth turned up in a smirk. He through his arms around the smaller man, crushing him to his expansive chest.

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: "Moose! Need! Air! Can't ! Breathe!" Gabe choked out from the tight embrace he was trapped in.

Castiel: "Heh," he let go, stepping back and rubbing the back of his neck, "Sorry 'bout that." Pink tinted his cheeks as Dean and Cas rushed to Sam's side to help untangle Gabriel and if Sam was smiling like a goof, Dean surely didn't comment on it.

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: "No problem Samwich," Gabriel said looking up to him smiling.

Castiel: It was almost like Cas and Dean weren't even there--hell, if they were, those boys didn't know! Sam and Gabriel just stared at each other, sheepishly smiling until Gabriel was entirely unbound.

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: Once unbound Gabriel did the thing he always longed to do, but never had the courage to. He smiled up at Sam, jumped into his arms and kissed him.

Castiel: ((FINALLY UGH))

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: ((Ikr))

Castiel: It was a bit awkward at first, Sam stumbling a bit backwards as the archangel slammed his entire body into his. With a soft smile, Sam wrapped his arms around the man's waist, pulling him up into his arms. Gabriel's feet dangled off of the ground (slightly), but they didn't mind. Years had come to gather to FORM this exact moment, to cause the actions that led these two together. There was love and hate, lost and lust, all combined to create the bliss that they experienced in that moment.

Castiel: *off in the background, sitting on the hood of the impala, Dean elbows Cas. "I told you so!" He says with a wink, to which, HIS angel replies with the roll of his eyes*

Injured!Gabriel The Archangel: ((I'm going to cry))

Castiel: ((I'm glad >:D))

(more chatting between us)

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