#bosslifee

My week has been pretty good thus far. I have enjoyed my two days, Monday and tuesday of not having college classes to attend. It has been the highlight of my week. Now on wednesday, my day started of boring as hell, then when i went to the center to see the kids it got all better. I feel so confident on what i want to do with my life, its just an amazing feeling. I know some people are still in the midst of struggling on what they want to do and i am just hapy i found what i want to do. Today, im wearing my new vans my mommy bought me! THANX MOMMY! its amazing how she surprises me with the stuff i love to have. Today, my daddy supposed to be picking me up so we can ride out and shoot a couple hoops. I still want my FAME cd or hoodie too! GRRR. But anyway, tomorrow i have my interview, then afterwards ima go play with the kids till 12:30. Tomorrow should be good cause i know for a fact tomorrow, i am taking my hair loose. UGH, be aggravating me all week!

Well,.. i was actually pissed when i found out he dyed his hair back to black.. I was really enjoying seeing him try something different and not give a fucks about what people say. I loved the blonde on chris.. I was becoming more attached to him as a person too because like i said i learned he could give a fuck about what poeple think and still do his own thing. Before, i was just all about the music when it came to him.. I mean.. a lot of things happened when he had blonde hair lolss. Nude pixs were linked to e-net. (: He had an outburst, his FAME album was released, he came to 106 and park more than once and he was ready and SET.. I mean all good things for me except the outburst. But ina way im glad the outburst happened because it showed he still needs time to grow up. I cant wait to get his album friday though! I been listening to a friends.. But anyway.. TEAM BREEZY !

My dream wedding would have to be me in a big beautiful white dress devoting my love to MY ONE AND ONLY for the FIRST and LAST time. I want to be certain. I dont want to have any doubts on this day. I want my wedding to be big, so people can see me happy! I want my song to be playing while i walk down the aisle, "Forever" by R. Kelly.(: I want my man, no husband to show me he want to be with me for the rest of his life. I want it to be one of the greatest days of my life.

Be me, oops, mission already accomplished!(:

God & my mommy.

Oh wow, my day yesterday was grrrreeaaaattt ! So yesterday, i woke up and helped my cousin jay with his study island work.. he was working my nerve being a smart alec.. i hate big mouth people. But anyways, he kept getting wrong answers, so i yelled at him.. We ate leftovers cause i was too lazzy to cook. Around 1.. or 2.. i cant remember we started watching the game (Bulls vs Heat). Daddy came over just in time, so it was jay, misty, daddy, and I.. I was just jumping up through the whole game.. until the end.. I was nervous that Heat would win.. and they didnt!!! BOOYYAAAAHH ! I fell in love with rose game even more last night. I want his jersey.. but anyways that made my day gooood!(: Then, there were rumors about miami heat crying.. priceless!! So next, my LAKERS played. They totally dominated the spurs. The spurs beat us by one point.. we beat them by 20 something! It was amazing.. so that made my day better. Then a lil after, i started making tacos.. YUM! My cousin KC came over to see us and be a show off. Oh well, and he played my game. Then, my mom started being her usual self and made my sis and i RECLEAN the house. BS. I texted a lot in between cleaning and that caused my mom to get mad. I texted my crush and my crush texted me.. Its difficult to explain. Oh well. I talked to my sister, we watched "Eddie Griffin going for broke!" .. Gaaah, so many laughs. And that was my day yesterday.(: Ahh, good day.. yes yes.. good day!

My phone (Sadiee).

I see myself being me, having fun, and loving life. I see myself doing things that I can`t really look at. The positive, the unexpected, the DREAM.